Firouz, I am sorry for your experiences. They do not seem to be good.
A couple of years ago (2 I think) there was a counsellor from Russia over in Ireland to attend a non-Bahai conference. She told us that in her town the LSA decided to offer the Ruhi book 1 as a personal development course to the wider community (non-Bahais). They adapted the book insuch a way that people could attend only one session if they wanted and asked for feed back each session. This seemed to work well. I have always believed the books can be adapted. Maybe you could have a further talk with your ABM about this? And also, nothing I feel prevents you from setting up your own study circle. I don't think your LSA would forbid you to set up a study circle. Quite often we feel that when an ABM or counsellor says such and such that that is the end ofthe matter. I think though that we can have far more say in things than we think we can. We can ask for a consultation with the ABM/Counsellor (thatis what they are for) but in the end they are individuals. Individuals who are considered to have an insight, wisdom and knowledge of the BAhai writings which makes them worthy to be part of the Branch of the Learned so their words weigh for me heavier than that of another individual, but that does not makethem infallible. I believe in the spirit of cooperation but I do not beleive in shutting up. I think that there is a way of consultation one can apply which is not argumentative, not hostile, but which is open and searching. I never read that counsellors and ABMs are under the same protection and guidance as LSAs, NSAs and the UHJ from Baha'u'llah and Abdu'l-Baha. We have the institutions to make the decisions, but what a person says is not binding and does not have to be always inspired. I hope you will find a way to set up your own study circle, (not a ruhi one) or to adapt the ruhi books to such a degree that they become successful in the area where you are. If you set up your own study circle and it is successful, people will notice and questions will be asked. much love, janine van rooij dublin, ireland __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Mail - 250MB free storage. Do more. Manage less. http://info.mail.yahoo.com/mail_250 __________________________________________________ You are subscribed to Baha'i Studies as: mailto:archive@mail-archive.com To unsubscribe, send a blank email to mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] To subscribe, use subscribe bahai-st in the message body to [EMAIL PROTECTED] Baha'i Studies is available through the following: Mail - mailto:bahai-st@list.jccc.edu Web - http://list.jccc.edu/read/?forum=bahai-st News - news://list.jccc.edu/bahai-st Public - http://www.escribe.com/religion/bahaist Old Public - http://www.mail-archive.com/bahai-st@list.jccc.net New Public - http://www.mail-archive.com/bahai-st@list.jccc.edu