Re: In Need of Some Advice.
I guess, just, it gets better later and being a kid sucks.
Also, you wouldn't be the first person to put being gay aside until you're in a position to be out to everyone and with supportive people and whatnot. That's not the healthiest, but you're 14. You can just not act on it for 4 years and also your other problems will make not acting on it easy, as bitterly disappointing as that is. So maybe you can come to terms with just ignoring that part of your self for now.
Mind you, out the other side, you will find lots of gay people who don't care about disabilities and stuff, so don't take that as "it's hopeless and I will be alone forever" or anything like that.
There's really not much you can do. Unless they're like flat out beating you or something, you're not going to be able to get someone else to adopt you via the legal system, which is essentially what @2 is proposing.
Whenever covid ends you won't necessarily be stuck at home, so that'll probably help.
Can't really offer advice on the rest of it, I'm afraid.
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