Re: I have some questions and a kind of rant to christians on this site.
I don't follow a religion, and here's why. I am not able to have faith in a higher power than me, I am only able to see what is in front of me and which I can observe and gather data and evidence for its existence. I am not able to give myself over to god, nor am i willing to serve god, which many christians say is something you have to do. I cannot live my life for god, only for me. Will I go to hell for this... we'll see, but I must stick with my beliefs or I will have no integrity. I try to be a good person and help people when I can. I have heard christians say that's not enough. Well, it's the best I can do, and if that lands me in hell, so be it. At least I'm not a drug user, a murderer, etc. Now about good an evil. I do concede to the point these are made up words by man, however, it is because some people live their lives for themselves, an all consuming greed filling their essence. People who kidnap, murder, rape, etc. Those people live in a world where all they can conceive is their own existence, how to grab power, how to get that adrenaline rush from a burglary or a killing, the power that rapists crave. I want to distinguish that above, when I said I cannot give myself over and that I live life on my terms, I simply meant that I am not able to practice faith. I think of myself as non-selfish, although I have probably had my moments. I do think of my friends and family, and not just me. There is more, but this has gone on long enough. And I do also concede to the fact these thing are most likely failings in me.
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