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MARCH 2002: PARADOX Updated March 5, 2002 About the Surf Reports: Each month I receive anxious emails wondering where the Surf Report is or why it is late? The Surf Reports are based on my intuitive feelings of the energies of the month, not on astrology or numerology. Sometimes, it takes me a few days to tune into the energies of the month especially if I am busy, undergoing a personal crisis, or in a deep quiet place where words don't come easily. March is a difficult month to write about since it is so full of paradoxes. Things are certainly not as they appear throughout the month. Just when we think for sure that we know something, or feel something, or want to do something, the veils shift and a vaster perspective is revealed. This puts us in the challenging situation of constantly having to look beyond outer appearances and keep our beings stretched wide open. We need to constantly question everything and continually look at everything with new eyes. Nothing is set in stone; absolutely nothing is certain. At the beginning of the month, we may feel overwhelmed by a sense of inertia. It feels difficult, if not impossible, to get things done. Yet, we are actually very busy and doing a lot more than we realize. It's just that so very much is happening and it is happening on such a large scale and it is happening in different ways than what we are used to. This makes everything feel different and difficult to measure using our old methods of achievement. New opportunities are now coming into our lives. It's just that we are not yet certain which ones to follow. Although we have long looked forward to new opportunities, this makes us take the rather surprising stance of sitting back and waiting. Calmly observing the possibilities, but not jumping into them. We are waiting to see what lies beyond these opportunities. Where will they really take us? And do we really want to go there? It is still a time of feeling very alone and needing to be alone. Another Paradox: we crave friendship and companionship, to be with kindred beings; yet we know that we need to be alone at this time. This is because we are still delving deep inside ourselves, deeper than we have ever ventured before, to discern what we really value in our lives. To see what we really want to do. To discover who we have now become. During March, we are going to be doing a "Spring Cleaning" of our emotions, sifting through all the forgotten corners, coming to new realizations, crying those unshed tears and letting go of any remainders of unresolved emotional residue. Some of us have felt that we are dying. We've been feeling this for many months, but we probably aren't. It's just that so many parts of our beings and of our history are dying away. For many of us, it feels like there is someone behind us sweeping away the footprints of our past. We glance behind us trying to find some of the touchstones and potent memories which used to feed and sustain us, but they are no longer there. The past is becoming blank. It's not that the memories are gone; we still remember the details of many experiences. But the emotional charge of our past is gone. It has been greatly neutralized and there is little to grab onto. This is a disconcerting feeling, making us feel like boats which have pulled away from their moorings and are starting to drift out to sea. Drifting out to sea doesn't give us a great sense of control or of knowing our new direction, but it does give us heightened freedom. Since this is the year of the activation of the 5th Gate of the 11:11, which will take place in the fall with the Master Cylinder probably in Asia, it's not surprising. The keynote of 5th Gate is Personal Freedom. This is exactly what we are in the process of achieving. The reason that it's not entirely comfortable is that it's taking us into places where we haven't been before. The great Unknown. And it is also closing our options of clinging to the past or to our past behaviors. We couldn't go back even if we tried or even if we wanted to. The bridge has evaporated; the door behind us is closed. Another Paradox: Just when we have accepted the unacceptable and unresolved situations in our lives, they are going to resolve themselves. At the same time that we are on this amazing journey into freedom and Oneness, the world situation continues to get stranger and more ominous. Another Paradox. Again, it's vitally important that we don't attach ourselves to the outer appearance of things. THINGS ARE NOT AS THEY APPEAR. There is so much fear and so much distortion and so much duality and so much misinformation and so much hatred swirling about right now. We have to be very aware of these elements, yet not get engulfed by them. We need to continually strengthen our compassion and hold EVERYONE, EVERYTHING, all over the planet in our One Heart, all the time! Compassion is serious stuff. This can help turn the tide. We need to be committed to this and not get drawn into the duality. Another Paradox: As those who embrace Oneness become more free on deep inner levels and in the clean expression of our core beings in our outer lives, our governments and religions are steadily taking away many of our established societal freedoms in the name of fear and protection. Another Paradox: As the climate becomes unwelcome for even mild forms of questioning or dissent, we are speaking and acting upon our truth more than ever before. Another Paradox: As the world becomes more unreal; we become more real. March is a time of profoundly deep realizations. Only when we hone our beings and get very real and very true, will we be able to start going through the open doorways which are all around us. Part of obtaining our Personal Freedom is the realization that "We are far more free than we allow ourselves to be." What really holds us back? Is it real? Is it our fears of living large? Is it our own selves? What can we do to reclaim our Personal Freedom? We really have amazing Green Lights in March and beyond to go forward and fulfill our truest heart's desires. We can "have it all". We can be wildly creative. We can be of great service to humanity. The year 2002 is one big Green Light. We only have to see and feel and know that the light is green and to be sure that what we put our energy into is still what we really want. Part of our inner process that we are going through at this time will be to sift through our old dreams and see which ones are still true for us. And to be open to discern our New Directions, which just might be something totally unexpected. Another Paradox: We may often feel as if we have lost hope that what we have long sought will ever happen. The reality is that it has never been closer. There is an incredible matrix of Right Time, Right Place just in front of us. As soon as we have made all the inner adjustments within our beings, we will be there, right in the center of it, in the calm eye of the storm. This eye of the storm is our One Heart, the place where all of us scattered about the planet meet. We may not be able to be together in the physical yet, but we are all there in the core of the One Heart and we can feel the presence of the others. Another Paradox: Scattered and separated, yet more together in Oneness than ever before. March will unfold quickly, constantly accelerating. Decisions will be made to follow some of the opportunities opening up in our lives. These decisions won't be anguished over, but will happen naturally, organically, and feel totally right. Another Paradox: While we are becoming increasingly timeless, time itself is speeding up so much that it has become almost meaningless. This year is going to go by like a blur. This month will set the stage for all that is to come. We will reach a place of readiness and of knowing. By month's end, we be emerging from the shell of our self imposed isolation, ready to find a new place in the Sun, ready to be more real and true than ever before. HELPFUL ACTIVITIES FOR MARCH: (Some of these are the same as last month since they are still true. Please read them again and incorporate them into your awareness.) Don't Buy Into Duality: There are no "Good Guys" and "Bad Guys". There are no "Good Countries" & "Bad Countries". There are no "Good Religions" & "Bad Religions". There is only the One! Continually Look Beyond Outer Appearances: Nothing is as it appears to be. Step out of any residue of fear or anger and take a good, clear look at what is really happening. Don't take anyone's word on what is happening. Don't blindly follow authority figures. Figure it out for yourself from a place of vastness and all-encompassing Love. Strengthen Your Compassion: There is simply not enough compassion on the Earth at this time. Many of us are feeling assaulted by the energies of anger and fear. It's a challenging time with duality running amok. This is exactly when compassion is most needed. Consciously become an embodiment of compassion. Be like the Sun which has no personal favorites and extend your compassion to all beings equally. Rerouting Opportunities Abound: Whenever there are blockages or things don't happen quite as you would like them to, simply understand that things are being rerouted to bring them into alignment with the state of RIGHT TIME, RIGHT PLACE. When New Doorways Open, Leap!: There is no time to sit and ponder whether we should take these new opportunities which are being presented to us. If it feels right, do it. Leap! And then leap again! Don't Try To Hold On To The Ones Going Out Of Our Lives: Many people and situations are going to be leaving our lives. The resonance is shifting dramatically, making this is a natural occurrence. Let go gracefully and wish them well. Emptiness is Good: If you feel empty, embrace that feeling. It's a good thing and something that all of us experience when huge chunks of our old ways of being and doing things leaves our lives. This is a pregnant emptiness, a sacred place where we await the birth of the New. Spend time each day in your vastness, showering the Earth and all its inhabitants with Love. Inhabit our One Being at all times: As we consciously live in our One Being, we also nourish and strengthen the resonance of Oneness throughout the world.
