a lillte poem relating to that beautiful story : above the heads of all of
us ,in robes of golden light, stands an image of our father , an angel of
the light, and in between, although unseen  sleeps a servant of the flame,
awaken him by calling him, holy christ self is his name. with all your heart
you must demand that the fire in your heart expand, and by it's light at
once you'll see.  there really is no mystery.
 thanks so much for sharing that story , it will help on those cloudy days
:)sharon   p.s. the above poemwas shared with me 30 years ago by some people
i met in sante fe N.M. i believe they were with a group called the I Am ....
i never forgot the poem.----- Original Message -----
From: "Merla Barberie" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
To: "BD Now" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Sent: Monday, August 26, 2002 8:56 AM
Subject: water, war, present times, the future and an amazing story


> A friend sent me Mark Twain's "A War Prayer" this morning, but I liked the
> following even better.
>
> My best to all
>
> Merla
>
> jill davies wrote:
>
> > friends -
> >          this may seem off the topic, but it actually is central -
because
> > our basic world view is what shapes our lives, individually and
> > collectively....and thus the future of the planet.    The website at the
> > bottom contains many other return from death accounts.    There is much
to
> > learn from them.       - Jill
> > -------------------
> >
> > Mellen-Thomas Benedict is an artist who survived a near-death experience
in
> > 1982.  He was dead for over an hour and a half and during that time, he
> > rose up out of his body and went into the Light. Curious about the
universe,
> > he was taken far into the remote depths of existence, and even beyond,
into
> > the energetic Void of Nothingness behind the Big Bang. Concerning his
> > near-death experience, Dr. Kenneth Ring has said,
> > "His story is one of the most remarkable I have encountered in my
extensive
> > research on near-death experiences."
> >
> > - - The road to death - -
> > In 1982 I died from terminal cancer.  The condition I had was
inoperable,
> > and any kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me
more
> > of a vegetable.  I was given six to eight months to live. I had been an
> > information freak in the 1970's, and I had become increasingly
despondent
> > over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. So, since I
did
> > not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe that nature had made a
> > mistake, and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet. I
saw
> > no way that we could get out from all the problems we had created for
> > ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer, and that is
what
> > I got. That is what killed me. Be careful what your world view is. It
can
> > feed back on you, especially if it is a negative world view.  I had a
> > seriously negative one.  That is what led me into my death. I tried all
> > sorts of alternative healing methods, but nothing helped.
> > So I determined that this was really just between me and God. I had
never
> > really faced God before, or even dealt with God.  I was not into any
kind of
> > spirituality at the time, but I began a journey into learning about
> > spirituality and alternative healing. I set out to do all the reading I
> > could and bone up on the subject, because I did not want to be surprised
on
> > the other side. So I started reading on various religions and
philosophies.
> > They were all very interesting, and gave hope that there was something
on
> > the other side.
> > On the other hand, as a self-employed stained-glass artist at the time,
I
> > had no medical insurance whatsoever.  So my life savings went overnight
in
> > testing. Then I was facing the medical profession without any kind of
> > insurance. I did not want to have my family dragged down financially, so
I
> > determined to handle this myself.  There was not constant pain, but
there
> > were black-outs.  I got so that I would not dare to drive, and
eventually I
> > ended up in hospice care. I had my own personal hospice caretaker.  I
was
> > very blessed by this angel who went through the last part of this with
me. I
> > lasted about eighteen months. I did not want to take a lot of drugs,
since I
> > wanted to be as conscious as possible.  Then I experienced such pain
that I
> > had nothing but pain in my consciousness, luckily only for a few days at
a
> > time.
> >
> > - - The light of God - -
> > I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 am, and I just knew
that
> > this was it.  This was the day I was going to die. So I called a few
friends
> > and said goodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a
> > private agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone for
six
> > hours, since I had read that all kinds of interesting things happen when
you
> > die. I went back to sleep.  The next thing I remember is the beginning
of a
> > typical near-death experience. Suddenly I was fully aware and I was
standing
> > up, but my body was in the bed. There was this darkness around me.
Being
> > out of my body was even more vivid than ordinary experience. It was so
vivid
> > that I could see every room in the house, I could see the top of the
house,
> > I could see around the house, I could see under the house.
> > There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light. The Light was
very
> > similar to what many other people have described in their near-death
> > experiences. It was so magnificent. It is tangible; you can feel it.  It
is
> > alluring; you want to go to it like you would want to go to your ideal
> > mother's or father's arms. As I began to move toward the Light, I knew
> > intuitively that if I went to the Light, I would be dead. So as I was
moving
> > toward the Light I said, "Please wait a minute, just hold on a second
here.
> > I want to think about this;  I would like to talk to you before I go."
To
> > my surprise, the entire experience halted at that point. You are indeed
in
> > control of your near-death experience. You are not on a roller coaster
ride.
> > So my request was honored and I had some conversations with the Light.
The
> > Light kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna,
> > mandalas, archetypal images and signs.  I asked the Light, "What is
going on
> > here?  Please, Light, clarify yourself for me. I really want to know the
> > reality of the situation."  I cannot really say the exact words, because
it
> > was sort of telepathy.  The Light responded. The information transferred
to
> > me was that your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are getting
before
> > the Light.  If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or Fundamentalist, you
get a
> > feedback loop of your own stuff. You have a chance to look at it and
examine
> > it, but most people do not. As the Light revealed itself to me, I became
> > aware that what I was really seeing was our Higher Self matrix. The only
> > thing I can tell you is that it turned into a matrix, a mandala of human
> > souls, and what I saw was that what we call our Higher Self in each of
us is
> > a matrix. It's also a conduit to the Source; each one of us comes
directly,
> > as a direct experience from the Source. We all have a Higher Self, or an
> > oversoul part of our being. It revealed itself to me in its truest
energy
> > form. The only way I can really describe it is that the being of the
Higher
> > Self is more like a conduit. It did not look like that, but it is a
direct
> > connection to the Source that each and every one of us has. We are
directly
> > connected to the Source. So the Light was showing me the Higher Self
matrix.
> > And it became very clear to me that all the Higher Selves are connected
as
> > one being, all humans are connected as one being, we are actually the
same
> > being, different aspects of the same being.  It was not committed to one
> > particular religion. So that is what was being fed back to me.  And I
saw
> > this mandala of human souls. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever
> > seen.  I just went into it and, it was just overwhelming. It was like
all
> > the love you've every wanted, and it was the kind of love that cures,
heals,
> > regenerates.
> > As I asked the Light to keep explaining, I understood what the Higher
Self
> > matrix is.  We have a grid around the planet where all the Higher Selves
are
> > connected. This is like a great company, a next subtle level of energy
> > around us, the spirit level, you might say. Then, after a couple of
minutes,
> > I asked for more clarification. I really wanted to know what the
universe is
> > about, and I was ready to go at that time. I said "I am ready, take me."
> > Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever
seen: a
> > mandala of human souls on this planet.  Now I came to this with my
negative
> > view of what has happen on the planet. So as I asked the light to keep
> > clarifying for me, I saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we
all
> > are in our essence, our core.  We are the most beautiful creations.  The
> > human soul, the human matrix that we all make together is absolutely
> > fantastic, elegant, exotic, everything.  I just cannot say enough about
how
> > it changed my opinion of human beings in that instant. I said, "Oh, God,
I
> > did not know how beautiful we are." At any level, high or low, in
whatever
> > shape you are in, you are the most beautiful creation, you are. I was
> > astonished to find that there was no evil in any soul. I said "How can
this
> > be?"  The answer was that no soul was inherently evil.  The terrible
things
> > that happened to people might make them do evil things, but their souls
were
> > not evil. What all people seek, what sustains them, is love, the Light
told
> > me. What distorts people is a lack of love.
> > The revelations coming from the Light seemed to go on and on, then I
asked
> > the Light, "Does this mean that humankind will be saved?"  Then, like a
> > trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke,
> > saying, "Remember this and never forget; you save, redeem and heal
yourself.
> > You always have. You always will. You were created with the power to do
so
> > from before the beginning of the world."
> > In that instant I realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY
BEEN
> > SAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were designed to self-correct
like
> > the rest of God's universe. This is what the second coming is about. I
> > thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come
up
> > with was these simple words of totally appreciation: "Oh dear God, dear
> > Universe, dear Great Self, I love my Life." The Light seemed to breathe
me
> > in even more deeply. It was as if the Light was completely absorbing me.
The
> > Love Light is, to this day, indescribable. I entered into another realm,
> > more profound than the last, and became aware of something more, much
more.
> > It was an enormous stream of Light, vast and full, deep in the Heart of
> > Life. I asked what this was.
> > The Light responded, "This is the RIVER OF LIFE.  Drink of this manna
water
> > to your heart's content."  So I did.  I took one big drink and then
another.
> > To drink of Life Itself!  I was in ecstasy.
> > Then the Light said, "You have a desire."  The Light knew all about me,
> > everything past, present and future.
> > "Yes!" I whispered.
> > I asked to see the rest of the Universe; beyond our solar system, beyond
all
> > human illusion. The Light then told me that I could go with the Stream.
I
> > did, and was carried through the Light at the end of the tunnel.  I felt
and
> > heard a series of very soft sonic booms. What a rush!
> >
> > - - The void of nothingness - -
> > Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of
> > Life. I saw the earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor,
> > whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through
the
> > center of the galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that
> > this galaxy, and all of the Universe, is bursting with many different
> > varieties of LIFE. I saw many worlds. The good news is that we are not
alone
> > in this Universe!  As I rode this stream of consciousness through the
center
> > of the galaxy, the stream was expanding in awesome fractal waves of
energy.
> > The super clusters of galaxies with all their ancient wisdom flew by. At
> > first I thought I was going somewhere; actually traveling.  But then I
> > realized that, as the stream was expanding, my own consciousness was
also
> > expanding to take in everything in the Universe!  All creation passed by
me.
> > It was an unimaginable wonder!  I truly was a Wonder Child; a babe in
> > Wonderland!
> > It seemed as if all the creations in the Universe soared by me and
vanished
> > in a speck of Light. Almost immediately, a second Light appeared. It
came
> > from all sides, and was so different; a Light made up of more than every
> > frequency in the Universe. I felt and heard several velvety sonic booms
> > again. My consciousness, or being, was expanding to interface with the
> > entire Holographic Universe and more. As I passed into the second Light,
the
> > awareness came to me that I had just transcended the Truth. Those are
the
> > best words I have for it, but I will try to explain. As I passed into
the
> > second Light, I expanded beyond the First Light. I found myself in a
> > profound stillness, beyond all silence. I could see or perceive FOREVER,
> > beyond Infinity.
> > I was in the Void.
> > I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang. I had crossed over the
beginning
> > of time - the First Word - the First vibration.  I was in the Eye of
> > Creation.  I felt as if I was touching the Face of God. It was not a
> > religious feeling. Simply I was at one with Absolute Life and
Consciousness.
> > When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean that I could
> > experience all of creation generating itself. It was without beginning
and
> > without end. That's a mind-expanding thought, isn't it? Scientists
perceive
> > the Big Bang as a single event which created the Universe. I saw that
the
> > Big Bang is only one of an infinite number of Big Bangs creating
Universes
> > endlessly and simultaneously. The only images that even come close in
human
> > terms would be those created by supercomputers using fractal geometry
> > equations.
> > The ancients knew of this. They said Godhead periodically created new
> > Universes by breathing out, and de-creating other Universes by breathing
in.
> > These epochs were called Yugas.   Modern science called this the Big
Bang. I
> > was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could see or perceive all the Big
> > Bangs or Yugas creating and de-creating themselves. Instantly I entered
into
> > them all simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece of
creation
> > has the power to create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I
am
> > still speechless about this.
> > It took me years after I returned to assimilate any words at all for the
> > Void experience. I can tell you this now; the Void is less than nothing,
yet
> > more than everything that is!  The Void is absolute zero; chaos forming
all
> > possibilities. It is Absolute Consciousness; much more than even
Universal
> > Intelligence.
> > Where is the Void? I know. The Void is inside and outside everything.
You,
> > right now even while you live, are always inside and outside the Void
> > simultaneously. You don't have to go anywhere or die to get there.  The
Void
> > is the vacuum or nothingness between all physical manifestations. The
SPACE
> > between atoms and their components.  Modern science has begun to study
this
> > space between everything.  They call it Zero-point.  Whenever they try
to
> > measure it, their instruments go off the scale, or to infinity, so to
speak.
> > They have no way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately.  There is
more
> > of the zero space in your own body and the Universe than anything else!
> > What mystics call the Void is not a void.  It is so full of energy, a
> > different kind of energy that has created everything that we are.
Everything
> > since the Big Bang is vibration, from the first Word, which is the first
> > vibration.  The biblical "I am" really has a question mark after it.  "I
am
> > - What am I?" So creation is God exploring God's Self through every way
> > imaginable, in an ongoing, infinite exploration through every one of us.
> > Through every piece of hair on your head, through every leaf on every
tree,
> > through every atom, God is exploring God's Self, the great "I am".  I
began
> > to see that everything that is, is the Self, literally, your Self, my
Self.
> > Everything is the great Self.  That is why God knows even when a leaf
falls.
> > That is possible because wherever you are is the center of the universe.
> > Wherever any atom is, that is the center of the universe. There is God
in
> > that, and God in the Void.
> > As I was exploring the Void and all the Yugas or creations, I was
completely
> > out of time and space as we know it. In this expanded state, I
discovered
> > that creation is about Absolute Pure Consciousness, or God, coming into
the
> > Experience of Life as we know it.  The Void itself is devoid of
experience.
> > It is pre-life, before the first vibration. Godhead is about more than
Life
> > and Death. Therefore there is even more than Life and Death to
experience in
> > the Universe!
> > I was in the Void and I was aware of everything that had ever been
created.
> > It was like I was looking out of God's eyes. I had become God. Suddenly
I
> > wasn't me anymore. The only thing I can say, I was looking out of God's
> > eyes.  And suddenly I knew why every atom was, and I could see
everything.
> > The interesting point was that I went into the Void, I came back with
this
> > understanding that God is not there.  God is here.  That's what it is
all
> > about.  So this constant search of the human race to go out and find God
...
> > God gave everything to us, everything is here - this is where it's at.
And
> > what we are into now is God's exploration of God through us. People are
so
> > busy trying to become God that they ought to realize that we are already
God
> > and God is becoming us. That's what it is really about.
> > When I realized this, I was finished with the Void, and wanted to return
to
> > this creation, or Yuga. It just seemed like the natural thing to do.
Then I
> > suddenly came back through the second Light, or the Big Bang, hearing
> > several more velvet booms.  I rode the stream of consciousness back
through
> > all of creation, and what a ride it was!  The super clusters of galaxies
> > came through me with even more insights. I passed through the center of
our
> > galaxy, which is a black hole. Black holes are the great processors or
> > recyclers of the Universe. Do you know what is on the other side of a
Black
> > Hole?  We are; our galaxy; which has been reprocessed from another
Universe.
> > In its total energy configuration, the galaxy looked like a fantastic
city
> > of lights. All energy this side of the Big Bang is light. Every
sub-atom,
> > atom, star, planet, even consciousness itself is made of light and has a
> > frequency and/or particle. Light is living stuff.  Everything is made of
> > light, even stones. So everything is alive. Everything is made from the
> > Light of God; everything is very intelligent.
> >
> > - - The light of love - -
> > As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see a huge Light
coming.
> > I knew it was the First Light; the Higher Self Light Matrix of our solar
> > system.  Then the entire solar system appeared in the Light, accompanied
by
> > one of those velvet booms.
> > I saw that the solar system we live in is our larger, local body. This
is
> > our local body and we are much bigger than we imagine. I saw that the
solar
> > system is our body. I am a part of this, and the earth is this great
created
> > being that we are, and we are the part of it that knows that it is. But
we
> > are only that part of it. We are not everything, but we are that part of
it
> > that knows that it is.
> > I could see all the energy that this solar system generates, and it is
an
> > incredible light show!  I could hear the Music of the Spheres.  Our
solar
> > system, as do all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light,
> > sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations from other star
systems
> > can spot life as we know it in the universe by the vibratory or energy
> > matrix imprint. It is child's play. The earth's Wonder Child (human
beings)
> > make an abundance of sound right now, like children playing in the
backyard
> > of the universe.
> > I rode the stream directly into the center of the Light. I felt embraced
by
> > the Light as it took me in with its breath again, followed by another
soft
> > sonic boom.
> > I was in this great Light of Love with the stream of life flowing
through
> > me. I have to say again, it is the most loving, non-judgmental Light. It
is
> > the ideal parent for this Wonder Child.
> > "What now?" I wondered.
> > The Light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal
beings. We
> > have already been alive forever!  I realized that we are part of a
natural
> > living system that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I
had to
> > come back.  I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I
had
> > seen.
> > I don't know how long I was with the Light, in human time. But there
came a
> > moment when I realized that all my questions had been answered and my
return
> > was near. When I say that all my questions were answered on the other
side,
> > I mean to say just that. All my questions have been answered.  Every
human
> > has a different life and set of questions to explore.  Some of our
questions
> > are Universal, but each of us is exploring this thing we call Life in
our
> > own unique way.  So is every other form of life, from mountains to every
> > leaf on every tree.
> > And that is very important to the rest of us in this Universe. Because
it
> > all contributes to the Big Picture, the fullness of Life. We are
literally
> > God exploring God's Self in an infinite Dance of Life.  Your uniqueness
> > enhances all of Life.
> >
> > - - His return to earth - -
> > As I began my return to the life cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor
was I
> > told, that I would return to the same body. It just did not matter.  I
had
> > complete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged
with
> > the great Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the
feelings of
> > what I had learned on the other side.
> > There was a "Yes". It felt like a kiss to my soul.
> > Then I was taken back through the Light into the vibratory realm again.
The
> > whole process reversed, with even more information being given to me. I
came
> > back home, and I was given lessons on the mechanics of reincarnation. I
was
> > given answers to all those little questions I had: "How does this work?
How
> > does that work?" I knew that I would be reincarnated. The earth is a
great
> > processor of energy, and individual consciousness evolves out of that
into
> > each one of us. I thought of myself as a human for the first time, and I
was
> > happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would be happy to be an atom
in
> > this universe. An atom. So to be the human part of God ... this is the
most
> > fantastic blessing.  It is a blessing beyond our wildest estimation of
what
> > blessing can be. For each and every one of us to be the human part of
this
> > experience is awesome, and magnificent.  Each and every one of us, no
matter
> > where we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the planet, right
where we
> > are.
> > So I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby
> > somewhere.  But I was given a lesson on how individual identity and
> > consciousness evolve. So I reincarnated back into this body. I was so
> > surprised when I opened my eyes.  I do not know why, because I
understood
> > it, but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body, back in my
> > room with someone looking over me crying her eyes out. It was my hospice
> > caretaker.  She had given up an hour and a half after finding me dead.
She
> > was sure I was dead; all the signs of death were there - I was getting
> > stiff. We do not know how long I was dead, but we do know that it was an
> > hour and a half since I was found.  She honored my wish to have my newly
> > dead body left alone for a few hours as much as she could. We had an
> > amplified stethoscope and many ways of checking out the vital functions
of
> > the body to see what was happening. She can verify that I really was
dead.
> > It was not a near-death experience. I experienced death itself for at
least
> > an hour and a half. She found me dead and checked the stethoscope, blood
> > pressure and heart rate monitor for an hour and a half. Then I awakened
and
> > saw the light outside. I tried to get up to go to it, but I fell out of
the
> > bed. She heard a loud "clunk", ran in and found me on the floor.
> > When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had
> > happened to me. At first all the memory of the trip that I have now was
not
> > there.  I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking, "Am I alive?"
> > This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Within three days, I
was
> > feeling normal again, clearer, yet different than I had ever felt in my
> > life. My memory of the journey came back later.  I could see nothing
wrong
> > with any human being I had ever seen.  Before that I was really
judgmental.
> > I thought a lot of people were really screwed up, in fact I thought that
> > everybody was screwed up but me.  But I got clear on all that.
> > About three months later a friend said I should get tested, so I went
and
> > got the scans and so forth. I really felt good, so I was afraid of
getting
> > bad news. I remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and
> > after scans, saying, "Well, there is nothing here now."  I said,
"Really, it
> > must be a miracle?"  He said "No, these things happen, they are called
> > spontaneous remission."  He acted very unimpressed.  But here was a
miracle,
> > and I was impressed, even if no one else was.
> >
> > - - Lessons he learned - -
> > The mystery of life has very little to do with intelligence. The
universe is
> > not an intellectual process at all. The intellect is helpful; it is
> > brilliant, but right now that is all we process with, instead of our
hearts
> > and the wiser part of ourselves.
> > The center of the earth is this great transmuter of energy, just as you
see
> > in pictures of our earth's magnetic field. That's our cycle, pulling
> > reincarnated souls back in and through it again. A sign that you are
> > reaching human level is that you are beginning to evolve an individual
> > consciousness.  The animals have a group soul, and they reincarnate in
group
> > souls. A deer is pretty much going to be a deer forever. But just being
born
> > a human, whether deformed or genius, shows that you are on the path to
> > developing an individual consciousness. That is in itself part of the
group
> > consciousness called humanity. I saw that races are personality
clusters.
> > Nations like France, Germany and China each have their own personality.
> > Cities have personalities, their local group souls that attract certain
> > people. Families have group souls. Individual identity is evolving like
> > branches of a fractal; the group soul explores in our individuality.
The
> > different questions that each of us has are very, very important. This
is
> > how Godhead is exploring God's Self - through you. So ask your
questions, do
> > your searching.  You will find your Self and you will find God in that
Self,
> > because it is only the Self.
> > More than that, I began to see that each one of us humans are soul
mates. We
> > are part of the same soul fractaling out in many creative directions,
but
> > still the same.  Now I look at every human being that I ever see, and I
see
> > a soul mate, my soul mate, the one I have always been looking for.
Beyond
> > that, the greatest soul mate that you will ever have is yourself.  We
are
> > each both male and female.  We experience this in the womb and we
experience
> > this in reincarnation states.  If you are looking for that ultimate soul
> > mate outside of yourself, you may never find it;  it is not there. Just
as
> > God is not "there".  God is here. Don't look "out there" for God. Look
here
> > for God.  Look through your Self.  Start having the greatest love affair
you
> > ever had ... with your Self.  You will love everything out of that.
> > I had a descent into what you might call Hell, and it was very
surprising.
> > I did not see Satan or evil.  My descent into Hell was a descent into
each
> > person's customized human misery, ignorance, and darkness of
not-knowing.
> > It seemed like a miserable eternity.  But each of the millions of souls
> > around me had a little star of light always available. But no one seemed
to
> > pay attention to it.  They were so consumed with their own grief, trauma
and
> > misery. But, after what seemed an eternity, I started calling out to
that
> > Light, like a child calling to a parent for help.  Then the Light opened
up
> > and formed a tunnel that came right to me an insulated me from all that
fear
> > and pain. That is what Hell really is. So what we are doing is learning
to
> > hold hands, to come together. The doors of Hell are open now. We are
going
> > to link up, hold hands, and walk out of Hell together.  The Light came
to me
> > and turned into a huge golden angel.  I said, "Are you the angel of
death?"
> > It expressed to me that it was my oversoul, my Higher Self matrix, a
> > super-ancient part of ourselves. Then I was taken to the Light.
> > Soon our science will quantify spirit.  Isn't that going to be
wonderful? We
> > are coming up with devices now that are sensitive to subtle energy or
spirit
> > energy. Physicists use these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what
> > they are made of.  They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all
that.
> > Well, one day they are going to come down to the little thing that holds
it
> > all together, and they are going to have to call that ... God. With
atomic
> > colliders they are not only seeing what is in here, but they are
creating
> > particles.  Thank God most of them are short-lived milliseconds and
> > nanoseconds. We are just beginning to understand that we are creating
too,
> > as we go along. As I saw forever, I came to a realm in which there is a
> > point where we pass all knowledge and begin creating the next fractal,
the
> > next level. We have that power to create as we explore. And that is God
> > expanding itself through us.
> > Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have
> > learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. Each
one
> > of you can do this. You do not have to die to do this. It is within your
> > equipment; you are wired for it already. The body is the most
magnificent
> > Light being there is.  The body is a universe of incredible Light.
Spirit is
> > not pushing us to dissolve this body. That is not what is happening.
Stop
> > trying to become God; God is becoming you. Here.
> > The mind is like a child running around the universe, demanding this and
> > thinking it created the world.  But I ask the mind:  "What did your
mother
> > have to do with this?"  That is the next level of spiritual awareness.
Oh!
> > my mother!  All of a sudden you give up the ego, because you are not the
> > only soul in the universe.
> > One of my questions to the Light was "What is Heaven?"  I was given a
tour
> > of all the heavens that have been created:  the Nirvanas, the Happy
Hunting
> > Grounds, all of them.  I went through them. These are thought form
creations
> > that we have created.  We don't really go to heaven; we are reprocessed.
> > But whatever we created, we leave a part of ourselves there.  It is
real,
> > but it is not all of the soul.
> > I saw the Christian Heaven. We expect it to be a beautiful place, and
you
> > stand in front of the throne, worshipping forever. I tried it. It is
boring!
> > This is all we are going to do? It is childlike. I do not mean to offend
> > anyone. Some heavens are very interesting, and some are very boring.  I
> > found the ancient ones to be more interesting, like the Native American
> > ones, the Happy Hunting Grounds. The Egyptians have fantastic ones. It
goes
> > on and on. There are so many of them. In each of them there is a fractal
> > that is your particular interpretation, unless you are part of the group
> > soul that believes in only the God of a particular religion. Then you
are
> > very close, in the same ball park together. But even then, each is a
little
> > bit different. That is a part of yourself that you leave there. Death is
> > about Life, not about Heaven.
> > I asked God: "What is the best religion on the planet?  Which one is
right?"
> > And Godhead said, with great love:  "I don't care."  That was incredible
> > grace. What that meant was that we are the caring beings here.  The
Ultimate
> > Godhead of all the stars tells us:  "It does not matter what religion
you
> > are."  They come and they go, they change. Buddhism has not been here
> > forever, Catholicism has not been here forever, and they are all about
to
> > become more enlightened. More light is coming into all systems now.
There
> > is going to be a reformation in spirituality that is going to be just as
> > dramatic as the Protestant Reformation. There will be lots of people
> > fighting about it, one religion against the next, believing that only
they
> > are right. Everyone thinks they own God, the religions and philosophies,
> > especially the religions, because they form big organizations around the
> > philosophy. When Godhead said, "I don't care," I immediately understood
that
> > it is for us to care about. It is important, because we are the caring
> > beings. It matters to us and that is where it is important. What you
have is
> > the energy equation in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if
you
> > are Protestant, Buddhist, or whatever. It is all a blooming facet of the
> > whole. I wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be.
It
> > is not the end of each religion, but we are talking about the same God.
Live
> > and let live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the big
> > picture; it is all important.
> > I went over to the other side with a lot of fears about toxic waste,
nuclear
> > missiles, the population explosion, the rainforest.  I came back loving
> > every single problem.  I love nuclear waste. I love the mushroom cloud;
this
> > is the holiest mandala that we have manifested to date, as an archetype.
It,
> > more than any religion or philosophy on earth, brought us together all
of a
> > sudden, to a new level of consciousness. Knowing that maybe we can blow
up
> > the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we finally realize that maybe we
are
> > all here together now. For a period they had to keep setting off more
bombs
> > to get it in to us.  Then we started saying, "we do not need this any
more."
> > Now we are actually in a safer world than we have ever been in, and it
is
> > going to get safer. So I came back loving toxic waste, because it
brought us
> > together. These things are so big. As Peter Russell might say, these
> > problems are now "soul size."  Do we have soul size answers?  YES!
> > The clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty years there
> > will be more trees on the planet than in a long time. If you are into
> > ecology, go for it; you are that part of the system that is becoming
aware.
> > Go for it with all your might, but do not be depressed.  It is part of a
> > larger thing.  Earth is in the process of domesticating itself.  It is
never
> > again going to be as wild a place as it once was.  There will be great
wild
> > places, reserves where nature thrives. Gardening and reserves will be
the
> > thing in the future. Population increase is getting very close to the
> > optimal range of energy to cause a shift in consciousness.  That shift
in
> > consciousness will change politics, money, energy.
> > What happens when we dream?  We are multi-dimensional beings. We can
access
> > that through lucid dreaming. In fact, this universe is God's dream. One
of
> > the things that I saw is that we humans are a speck on a planet that is
a
> > speck in a galaxy that is a speck. Those are giant systems out there,
and we
> > are in sort of an average system. But human beings are already legendary
> > throughout the cosmos of consciousness. The little bitty human being of
> > Earth/Gaia is legendary. One of the things that we are legendary for is
> > dreaming. We are legendary dreamers. In fact, the whole cosmos has been
> > looking for the meaning of life, the meaning of it all. And it was the
> > little dreamer who came up with the best answer ever. We dreamed it up.
So
> > dreams are important.
> > After dying and coming back, I really respect life and death. In our DNA
> > experiments we may have opened the door to a great secret. Soon we will
be
> > able to live as long as we want to live in this body. After living 150
years
> > or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense that you will want to
change
> > channels. Living forever in one body is not as creative as
reincarnation, as
> > transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of energy that we are in.
We
> > are actually going to see the wisdom of life and death, and enjoy it. As
it
> > is now, we have already been alive forever. This body that you are in,
has
> > been alive forever. It comes from an unending stream of life, going back
to
> > the Big Bang and beyond. This body gives life to the next life, in dense
and
> > subtle energy. This body has been alive forever already.
> > Mellen-Thomas Benedict
> > P.O. Box 1898, Soquel, CA 95073
> > Phone: (831) 427-5554
> >
> > "We are going to link up, hold hands, and walk out of hell together" -
> > Mellen-Thomas Benedict
> >
> > http://www.near-death.com/benedict.html
> >
> >                   ~~  Jill Davies - - [EMAIL PROTECTED] ~~
> >        How we treat the Land is determined by how we view ourselves.
> >              ~~~~~The machine model kills living systems.~~~~~
> >                                       www.aliantha.com
> >                                       406/ 847-2228
>
> Subject:
>            water, war, present times, the future
>      Date:
>            Sun, 25 Aug 2002 18:32:33 EDT
>      From:
>            [EMAIL PROTECTED]
>  Reply-To:
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>
> SStorch wrote:
>
> I did my usual routine this morning, fed the cows and went to the coffee
shop
> at the edge of the farm [how convenient].  I got my cuppa and sat in my
> ''spot" in the corner by the window.  It was still early and the Sunday
> papers were still being assembled.  I don't like to read the paper, so I
just
> through over a casual glance and something on the most important slot on
the
> cover of the NY Times caught  my eye.  A color photo of some farm fields
and
> the headline "In the Race to Tap Euphrates, the Upper Hand is Upstream"
got
> my attention.   As I read about the area that is the fertile crescent, the
> birthplace of modern agriculture that occurred 5000 years ago, it struck
me
> as ironic that history is repeating itself in this way, in these times.
It
> was after all the embattlement over water that ended the incredible reign
of
> prosperity that this region enjoyed.  So many millenia later the scenario
> repeats, the names of the countries are different and the weapons will be
> different but what is at stake is basically the same.  Add technology with
> greed and ambition and the three or four nations on this river want to
pump
> 50- 60 billion gallons of water from a river that flows about 35 billion
> gallons.  Doesn't add up.  This is a crisis and a scenario playing out all
> over the world.  Right here on Long Island, a small island in the Peconic
> Bay, Shelter Island, has run out of water.  People have to go to the high
> school and shower by water that is trucked onto the island, restaurants
are
> closed.  Nobody seems upset by this, not yet.  So, in my head I connect
all
> these events, water, war, pollution, Israel, Hussein, Bush.   I still
think
> that people are going to die.  Lots of people.  I do not want them to, but
> the reality is they will die.  They are dying of starvation, they are
dying
> of thirst, dying of AIDS, and dying of cancer.  We are dying at the hands
of
> fellow man.  We will fight each other for the last drop of water.  It
could be
> the way the war of all against all is going to start.  So my statement the
> other day to bring on the other phase of the war still stands.  I feel
> strongly that we must move on.  Of course innocent people will die, but
they
> suffer so that we may live a cushy life in the USA.  Heck, I spend more on
> gas for my truck than they spend on food for their family.  It is too bad.
> It is not right.  Even in the way I consciously choose to live and make
the
> healing of the Earth and people my priority I cannot help but feel that
the
> lives that are going to be sacrificed in the near future will help clear
the
> ether and usher in a new age of peace and the Christ Consciousness and
> prosperity, such that the Earth will shine like a bright star out into the
> cosmos and the people of the earth will vibrate to a higher vibration in
the
> fourth dimension of planet Earth.  Something is coming down the pike, I
hope
> we can handle what it is ''we'' have been called upon to do...SStorch
>
>
>

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