Another stunner, how do I get all these toys? She is young, maybe 16 or 17, but pretty, stacked, greatness in proportion. Knows enough to ask me what to do about visiting my neighbor, which means, "I'm young, you lead the way", which of course also means, "I know you let women lead, and I'm young for you" which means I should decide how to proceed because she's in awe.
Or I'm just making this all up. Beelzebub, diablita, I shouldn't have to repeat about my neighbors or anyone else I may publically mention. Besides, the pressure to perform would make me squirm uncontrollably and nerviously. That leads back to the motive of letting the one who makes themselves available be the one to lead; the initiator should follow through on her swing, if she's aiming to hit the ball. I am the ball, in this case. Hit me, please. I have my letters now. Dunno if I should publish, they're written as if they're intimate and personal.
