Bruce hat to leave and than i hat company.Hat to give the dogs a Bath because 
Sissy hat turnd in to a Icecream Sunday.I will call you tomorrow.I'm fixing to 
go to bed.Sorry i Did not call last night.Promise i will call you.

 
Trust in the Lord with all your Heart 
God bless you all
Bruce,Brutus,Sissy and Claudia



----- Original Message ----
From: SharonK <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
To: Chihuahuas <[email protected]>
Sent: Monday, July 7, 2008 10:26:32 PM
Subject: [Chihuahuas] it's me - OT


Hi All!!  It's been a while since I've posted anything.  Claudia, I'm sorry I 
missed your phone call the other day.  I couldn't understand a lot of what you 
said in the message you left, but I thought you said you were going to call 
Sunday (yesterday).  But I didn't hear anything from you.  Diana, I keep 
sending you emails, but I never hear anything back from you.  Arlene, I'm sorry 
I haven't yet responded to your latest email.  I have been very busy with a 
program I bought online.
 
See, I'm agoraphobic - I have not left my home in over 10 years.  But I am in 
desperate need of surgery (self diagnosed).  From all the research I've done 
online, I realize what is happening to me - I am having terrible gall bladder 
attacks.  The only way I have found to avoid them is to eat only fat free 
foods.  So this is what I have been doing, and my meals are expensive and 
boring.  Fat free foods are more expensive.  I've gone from over 180 pounds 
down to 134.
 
But I know I can't get to a doctor or the hospital until I can at least go 
outside and cross the street!!  I have been vigilant about taking Katie outside 
to play every day.  But I have to be careful even doing this because I can't 
sweat.  When I took her out today, the heat index was 102 degrees, so we were 
out there for only a few minutes before I had to come back to my air 
conditioning.  Anyway....  I know I need to get this surgery done, so I went 
online and used a chunk of my alloted grocery money to purchase The Panic Away 
Program.  I have been working very hard on it.  I have even used pics of Katie 
and other graphics to make mini posters to inspire me and help me get through 
tough times.
 
Well, I don't really know why I wrote all this.  Maybe I'm just tired of being 
alone all the time.  Maybe I'm just tired of having to do everything by myself 
all the time.  The only real light in my life is my precious Katie.  I am so 
very, very grateful God gave her to me!!!!  She makes me laugh, or at least 
smile, every day.
 
Thanks for listening to me!!!!
Sharon 


      

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