I am writing because I am scared. I tried this support group before when i was first diagnosed in january 2004. I couldn't really keep up on it. But I am willing to try again. I need to talk to people who understand. I am beginning (11 months later) to have a really hard time dealing with everything. I am a 22 year old female attending college. I originally started on 400mg gleevec and was raised to 800mg 2 months ago. Since then I have been experiencing vomiting more and I am often afraid to take the meds because I hate feeling sick all the time. I'm not sure how many people actually get therapy. But I'm beginning to think I am going to need something soon. For the most part I cope well, but every once in a while, like tonight, I will break down and cry for hours. I live alone, so it makes things this much more difficult. I can call and talk to my parents, but sometimes even they don't understand. I guess I'm just looking for some sort of inspiration to get out out of this slump. It may also be because my doctor is talking about a BMT and I don't really know much about it. She's not the most friendly of doctors (that I have noticed). I am really concidering a second opinion hopefully over the christmas/new years break. Thank you for reading this, and I'll be looking to hear from someone soon.
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