I was wondering if you could give her some advice. She is set up for a BMT but can't decide. Thanks
Sent from my iPhoneI love to see people get on this page and talk about living with CML rather than dying from CML... I believe if you truly want to see the face of cancer walk into a transplant doctor's office... Amazing thing is they too are living! From those without masks on their fave they smile, others chuckling in conversation... Funny part is now that I'm typed and ready to go for stem cell transplant I'm dragging my feet... My CML has presented signs of acute and waiting to see if more meds will work is playing with fire but here on a higher dose I wait because now I'm finally scared of dying... Maybe it's because I was just in a hospital in long term care vented and traked and I remember like it was yesterday my youngest on the phone crying in my ear as they held it there when was I going to come home and me looking out the window wondering if I was ever gonna leave or dye trying,.. There are photos of me in a coma machines covering me but the one that hurts me the most that I still cannot bear to look at is of my teenage daughter asleep in a hospital chair at the foot of my bed... If the doctors had it their way I would be into my pre 30 day transplant mode but instead they wait for me to say go... I believe I truly can't until I feel in my heart I will survive... I'm supposed to be the strong one! Can any stem cell transplant survivors tell me what is going to happen because right now the uncertainty is what's killing me and the internet doesn't help! I'm going to start a blog documenting my life through this process hoping it will help others... Lord knows I will have plenty of time on my hands when I do say Go... Thanks for reading if you made it YaY! LoL -- -- [CMLHope] A support group of http://cmlhope.com ------------------------------------------------- You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "CMLHope" group. To post to this group, send email to CMLHope@googlegroups.com To unsubscribe from this group, send email to cmlhope-unsubscr...@googlegroups.com For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/CMLHope --- You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "CMLHope" group. To unsubscribe from this group and stop receiving emails from it, send an email to cmlhope+unsubscr...@googlegroups.com. For more options, visit https://groups.google.com/d/optout.
