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UFOcity.com welcomes its newest columnist, Michael Mannion:

Michael Mannion has been a professional medical and health writer for over
20 years. He has also been investigating the subjects of extraterrestrial
life; UFOs; man's changing conception of his place in the universe; and
cutting edge science involving the new paradigms that are emerging in
physics, astronomy and astrophysics. He is also has a long involvement with
the Friends of the Institute of Noetic Sciences (FIONS), the New York City
affiliate of the parent organization, the 50,000-member Institute of Noetic
Sciences (IONS).

For 30 years, Mr. Mannion has been a student of the orgone energy work of
the pioneering scientist, Wilhelm Reich. He is working on a new book,
Wilhelm Reich: A Re-Evaluation for a New Generation. Reich's scientific work
in the 1950s focused on the phenomenon of extraterrestrial life and space
ships from other worlds. It is Mr. Mannion's belief that Reich's study of
UFOs--which has received scant attention--is of extraordinary value. Reich's
energy investigations offer experimental proof of the unity of all energy
functions in the living organism, the atmosphere and the cosmos. Further,
Reich postulated that extraterrestrial space craft were using this cosmic
energy to power their ships.

In the course of this work, Mr. Mannion has had serious discussions with
Budd Hopkins (author of the best-sellers Missing Time and Intruders);
Stanton Friedman, PhD (the man who broke the Roswell UFO story open in 1979
and author of numerous books and articles on UFOs); and John Mack, MD
(best-selling author of Abduction); and Peter Robbins, co-author of Left at
East Gate. In addition, Mr. Mannion has met with and interviewed many
individuals who have had UFO-related experiences. His library includes
nearly 200 volumes on the subject, covering the so-called "modern era" of
ufology, dating from 1947 to the present.

Recently, Mr. Mannion has been involved in many events that have involved
the subject of UFOs. He had an overview article on Reich published in the
June 1997 issue of Alternative & Complementary Therapies. In March 1997, Mr.
Mannion presented an evening on Reich at the New York Open Center in which
Mary Higgins, the Director of the Wilhelm Reich Museum participated. The
success of that event led the Open Center to schedule a six-evening series
on Reich, one evening of which concerns UFOs. Mr. Mannion invited Peter
Robbins, author of the article "Wilhelm Reich and UFOs" to speak on the
subject. The other speakers included James S. Gordon, MD, founder of the
Center for Mind-Body Medicine in Washington, DC; Morton Herskowitz, DO, a
former student of Reich

PROJECT MINDSHIFT--The Re-Education of the American Public Concerning
Extraterrestrial Life offers the reader a look at the subject of
extraterrestrial life, UFOs and humanity's place in the universe from a
startlingly fresh perspective. The book contains UFO-related stories and
illustrative material found in no other publication. In addition, Mr.
Mannion has published exclusive interviews with eight leading UFO experts,
such as Apollo 14 astronaut Dr. Edgar Mitchell (co-founder of the Institute
for Noetic Sciences), John Mack, MD; Budd Hopkins; Raymond Fowler; and David
Jacobs, PhD. for the book.

We at UFOcity.com are proud to welcome Michael onboard as a columnist and
look forward to his monthly contributions to our site.


Mindshift 99
By Michael Mannion
August 1999

"As you go the way of life,
you will see a great chasm.
Jump.
It is not as wide as you think."
Advice given to a young Native American as part of his initiation
--from Reflections on the Art of Living--A Joseph Campbell Companion,
Selected and Edited by Diane K. Osbon


In the autumn of 1997, a woman traveled to New England with her lover to
spend a long weekend in a cabin by a lake and enjoy the magnificent fall
foliage. She had no knowledge of, and only minimal interest in, the subject
of UFOs and extraterrestrial life. She was not attracted to science fiction
and had neither read any books in this category nor seen the major motion
pictures or television shows about UFOs, alien abductions and intelligent
extraterrestrial life visiting Earth.

This was soon to change dramatically. For it was on this vacation to rural
New England that she sighted a UFO for the first time.

To protect their privacy, the woman will be called Amber and her partner
Matthew. After a romantic evening, Amber and Matthew retired at about one
a.m. Both fell asleep easily. They had been on the road for many hours and
were quite fatigued. However, at about 2:30 in the morning, Amber found
herself sitting on the edge of her bed, looking out of the small bedroom
window at an unbelievably thick beam of light stretching across the lake.
Amber estimated its length at from 60 to 80 feet. She then noticed that
Matthew was no longer in the bedroom. He was in the living room looking
through the picture window at the light.

A low cloud cover stretched from horizon to horizon. There were no stars or
moon in the night sky. The dark waters of the deep mountain lake stretched
for nearly ten miles to the distant western shore. Matthew and Amber were
transfixed. They stared in awe at a large object that glowed in the
darkness. Because of their different perspectives, viewing the mysterious
object from different angles, there are slight variations in the way each
perceived the object. However, the essential description each gave was the
same. Matthew reported seeing a glowing, elliptical object which he
estimated was about 300-400 feet away and about 30-50 feet high. Amber was
focused on the beam of light and saw only the edge of the object it came out
of, which appeared elliptical and glowing to her as well.

The couple described the object as glowing brightly, silvery and milky,
surrounded by a slowly moving, foggy, field or aura of the same color, but
of less density. Both Amber and Matthew noticed that the bright light did
not reflect on the waters of the lake beneath it.

To Matthew, it appeared that a long, tunnel-like or corridor-shaped
projection--about one-third the height of the ellipse--extended out of the
right side of the object, for anywhere from 50 to 100 feet. To Amber, who
was trying to adjust to the completely extraordinary sight before her, only
the side of a rounded beam of light was visible. The amazing light was so
high that she could not see over it. The light did not trail off or
dissipate, but was cut off at the end as if it were sliced.

As they stared in amazement from different rooms, Matthew watched as the
"tunnel" or "corridor" began to disappear slowly. He was uncertain as to
whether it was dissolving or being retracted into the ellipse. When the
"tunnel" was gone, the glowing ellipse floated alone, silent, over the water
briefly. Then, instantaneously, the object disappeared. To Amber, the beam
of light suddenly disappeared. Unlike Matthew, she never saw the complete
elliptical object with the extending tunnel-like beam of light.

There was a large clock on the living room wall that Matthew could see all
during the sighting. He determined that they had watched the object for
about five to seven minutes. Amber did not understand what she had just
seen. Matthew was more familiar with the subject of UFOs and was convinced
he had, for the first time, seen a physical object not of this world.

The couple spoke briefly about the strange occurrence and then, without
speaking, returned to bed. On waking the next morning, neither remembered
the sighting from the night before. It was not until later that afternoon
that Amber remembered the light over the lake. As the couple ate lunch on
the deck of the cabin, the sunlight sparkling on the water reminded Amber of
the incident of the night before. She did not know, at that moment, that
what she had witnessed was not an event complete in and of itself. Amber was
later to learn that her sighting was only the last few minutes of a much
longer experience.

About six months after the weekend vacation, Amber met a well-known UFO
researcher. They discussed her experience and she decided to explore the
event further, What she discovered about that night by the lake startled
her. She learned in her first session that shortly after falling asleep, she
had levitated from her bed, floated out of her room through the walls of the
cabin feet first, and traveled through a tunnel to a what she called a space
ship where she encountered intelligent non-human entities. At that time, she
was not frightened. She did not feel traumatized. However, Amber was
surprised that she was not angry or indignant about this intrusion into her
life.

During the course of exploring her sighting, and the encounters with
non-human intelligences that occurred, Amber began to reflect on an
unexplained event that had taken place nearly ten years before in a small
town adjacent to a major metropolitan area. At that time, she was the
president of her own corporation and regularly put in the 16-hour days
required to keep her business growing and running successfully. Because of
the many hours spent at work, ordinary human social interactions outside of
business were few during those days. Interactions with non-humans was a
phenomenon that Amber was not even remotely aware was possible at that point
in her life.

One morning, Amber awoke to find two symbols impressed into her skin just
above each knee. The symbols were not identical. Flabbergasted, Amber ran to
her bed to see if there were objects on the mattress that could have made
the unusual impressions. There was nothing in the bed but her sheets, quilt
and pillows.. She went to her desk and got a pad and paper. Amber sat down
and carefully drew the two symbols, whose impression remained on her skin
for about 20 minutes. She got a file folder, marked it "Hieroglyphics," put
the drawings of the symbols in the folder, and filed it under "H" in the
filing cabinet. Amber promised herself that she would make an effort to find
out what these strange symbols meant.

Over the ensuing years, she would occasionally take the drawings of the
symbols out and look at them, reminding herself each time to do some
research into symbols to discover what they might signify. But she never
pursued it further. At that time, there was no one in Amber's life with whom
she felt comfortable discussing this matter. For nearly a decade, the
symbols may have been out of sight, but they were not out of mind.

In the spring of 1999, Amber underwent a relaxation regression session to
look into the events of the night preceding the appearance of the symbols
above her knees. Consciously, she remembered going to bed after a hard day
at work, sleeping soundly, and finding the symbols impressed in her skin the
next morning. Unconsciously, Amber had stored the experiences that had taken
place between going to bed that night and waking the next morning.

During the session, Amber recalled going to the bedroom window and standing
there for a few moments looking out at nothing in particular. A gentle
breeze wafted through the window, which was opened a little, and blew her
nightgown.. She even remembered wondering why she was standing by the
window. It was not a habit of hers or something that was particularly
enjoyable. There was no grand vista or beautiful view to be seen from her
bedroom window. Amber then went to her bed and snuggled up under the warm
and fluffy quilts and covers. Before she knew it, she was asleep.

Some time later, in the middle of the night, Amber awoke. She felt that she
was rising from the bed and being pulled softly by her shoulders. She could
see no one. Her body was lifted up and she floated parallel to the floor,
head first toward a beam of bright light that was angling through the
window. As Amber floated across the room in a prone position, her body was
turned into the light and then pulled gently through the glass of the window
itself. Her body tilted up slightly as she rose through the beam of light
into the air. She could see her apartment building and the street on which
she lived as she floated up higher and higher. She knew at that time that
this was not her first experience of this nature.

Suddenly, Amber was alone in an oval room that was devoid of any objects.
The walls seemed to be made of metal. They were a bluish gray color and a
little glossy. Amber paced around the room, which had one doorway in it. She
would pause momentarily when she came to the doorway, but she did not
attempt to go through it.

The next thing that Amber knew, she was in another room. She recalled, "I'm
partly lying down. Not flat, though. I'm aware of four figures on my right
that are short and lined up by the side of whatever I'm lying on. It may be
a table but I don't know for sure. I am also aware of a tall, white figure
by my feet. He is standing on the left side. I can't see his eyes but I do
see that he has a human jaw. I asked him, "Am I going to be all right?
What's going on here?" He reassured me telepathically that everything was
going to be all right.

"Then I was aware that some kind of rounded tool was being put into my
vagina. One of the shorter beings moved around between my legs and was
handling the tool. I noted that I wasn't frightened. I just keep being
amazed, as this went on, that I wasn't more terrified. One would think this
would be horrifying...that one would feel completely invaded. I was upset
and I whimpered at times during this experience. It was kind of a resigned,
helpless crying. I kept thinking that I should be more upset. Yet why wasn't
I?"

During the procedures performed by the non-human intelligences, Amber
experienced spasms in her limbs and pelvic region, but there was no pain. At
times, her feet and legs lifted from the table. Her upper torso arched
forward as well. She remembered that, "In the session room, before I went
into the relaxed state and recalled these events, I experience the same kind
of spasms...my feet lifted off the couch...my legs lifted and my head arched
forward. But the movement was especially pronounced in my legs."

As the procedure continued, the jerky movements and spasms Amber was
experiencing subsided. She began to feel a tingling in her body at the
surface of the skin, mostly in the upper torso. This was a completely new
experience for her. The tingling was a pleasing, enjoyable sensation. Later
on, she began to feel what she described as a streaming sensation within her
body. The tingling had been on the surface, but the streaming was felt
deeper in her organism. Gradually, gentler, flowing movements replaced the
forced, jerky movements her body had been undergoing. At the end of the
procedure with the non-human intelligences, Amber experienced a soft,
spontaneous movement of her pelvis.

While this disturbing and incomprehensible procedure was going on, and as
she struggled with her own mixed emotions, Amber could not help but focus on
an arc of light that stretched out before her where the wall of the room she
was in should have met the ceiling. Instead of the clean joining of wall and
ceiling that is evident in all human structures, there was a beautiful,
deeply emotionally moving light. While the non-human entities performed
their tasks, Amber often was immersed in her perception of the alluring
light.

This sequence of events was followed by another sudden transition and Amber
found herself alone again, walking in the oval room. Just as suddenly, she
was again in a tunnel of light. Within the light tunnel were myriad
sparkling points of light. As she floated back down toward her building in a
sitting position, she felt completely safe and protected. She also sensed a
profound feeling of love around her.

Amber was returned to her room and gently glided to her bed. She was
lovingly slipped beneath the covers. As she lay in her bed, she saw,
standing in the beam of light that flooded the floor, a being that seemed to
be made of light, a being whose eyes shone even brighter than the
surrounding light. A serene sense of love and safety filled Amber's heart.

"We are leaving you with a sign," the light being communicated
telepathically.

The next morning, Amber awoke to find strange symbols impressed into the
skin above her knees. Nearly a decade later, she still does not know what
the symbols mean. However, now she feels she has an understanding of where
the symbols came from.

Amber's story contains a number of elements that are common to the
descriptions of similar experiences given by others who have had encounters
with non-human intelligences: being "pulled" from her bed (a term Jim Sparks
uses); feeling this has happened before; moving up in the air through a beam
of light or a tunnel; observing the building in which she lived from above;
undergoing a series of invasive procedures at the hands of non-human
entities; being returned home by the these beings safely and gently.

Other aspects of Amber's experience are less common (or at least not as
frequently reported by investigators), such as: having symbols impressed
into her skin; being left alone on the space ship; becoming entranced by the
wonderful arc of light she saw during the procedures she underwent; and most
of all, the sequence of physiological reactions and sensations she
experienced during the invasive procedure carried out by the non-human
beings.

According to Amber, "Many people ask me what the symbols mean. I don't
actually know what they signify, but I know what they mean to me. I think
they were put there," Amber paused and smiled shyly, "so that I would no
longer go through life oblivious to these other important realities."

Shortly after this experience, Amber's life began to change dramatically.
She began to make decisions that eventually led her away from the business
world. She gradually grew more interested in things that had not attracted
her attention previously--the Institute of Noetic Sciences; the Western
mystery tradition; Tarot; the work of Angeles Arrien, particularly on Life
Time Symbols; the writings of Machelle Wright, the founder of a nature
research center called Perelandra in Virginia; shamanistic dreamwork with
Robert Moss; and the study of energy healing at a school of healing arts.
None of these subjects had any place in Amber's world before her encounter
with non-human beings.

These changes in Amber's life took place very slowly. During these years,
she was completely unaware of the origin of the symbols she had drawn and
saved in her files. And she had no knowledge about the phenomenon of human
encounters with intelligent entities from elsewhere. Although Amber was
intensely curious about the source and meaning of the symbols, she made no
effort to find answers to her burning questions.

At times, Amber recalled, she felt she ought to be able to put her hand
right through a solid object like a wall. She struggled with thoughts of
molecules floating together but not touching on a micro-level. This led her
to become interested in and read about quantum physics in order to
comprehend the feelings she had. Amber said, "I understand this better now
that I know I actually have gone through a solid wall."

Amber also began to read about the new physics, the new astronomy and the
meeting of science and spirit. She had intuitively understood that the
things we perceived as solid were not solid at all. She knew that everything
was moving, everything was vibrating at different levels. Her readings in
the new science and from Perelandra were confirming this intuition. Again,
at this time, she had no knowledge of her experiences in another realm of
reality that may have contributed to her new interests and insights, a kind
of inner knowing that was in contrast to our current mindset.

As fascinating as Amber's other experiences are, it is her emerging insights
into the nature of the invasive procedures that she underwent which may be
the most intriguing aspect of her encounter a decade ago. Her insights may
help introduce a new perspective on this phenomenon.

Many who investigate the experiences of "abductees" or "experiencers" have
concluded that the procedures that Amber experienced, and untold numbers of
people like her, are part of a non-human program that involves what we would
call "genetic engineering." Investigators who disagree strongly about the
purpose or meaning of the activities of the non-human entities are in
general agreement that these beings are studying human sexuality and seem to
be engaged in some kind of program involving the creation of living
organisms--perhaps human-alien hybrids--by using human eggs and sperm.

Many researchers believe that non-human entities have been studying human
sexuality for at least 50 years, other investigators believe that 100 years
is a more accurate estimate; and some postulate that intelligent non-humans
have been interacting with humans for tens of thousands of years. There are
even researchers who suggest that non-human entities actually played a role
in the creation of homo sapiens sapiens.

If any of these scenarios are true, does it make sense that these
intelligent beings are still studying human sexuality? And if there is a
genetic engineering program underway, involving the extraction of eggs from
human females and the use of women as temporary wombs for the creation of
human-alien hybrids, how does Amber fit in? Over twenty years ago, she had a
complete hysterectomy because of ovarian cancer. Amber has come to her own
conclusions, tentative though they may be, based on her explorations of her
experiences with non-human intelligences--and on her own intuition.

"The most intense feeling that I had during the session, " Amber said, "as I
was recalling the events on the space ship, was an embarrassment over not
feeling more invaded. I was almost guilty that I was not more upset that
these beings were putting some object between my legs, which is, to me, the
most private place in the whole world. They were doing this and I was not
feeling invaded to the extent that I thought I should be.

"This is not to say I wasn't bothered by what happened; I was. I am still
groping for the right words as I try to define my feelings. It was upsetting
to be at the will and call of someone else, with no power of my own. I felt
helpless and that I had no control over my own life. I cried, but it was a
whimpering crying, not a terrified, traumatized crying. If you lost your
dream of love, your business or all of your money, you'd feel helpless and
extremely distraught. It would be devastating. But the helplessness I felt
had a temporary nature to it that did not go deep into the heart."

Amber has had the opportunity to compare and contrast her memories of her
experiences, and her feelings about them, with the sensationalized images
presented on television of "abductions" and alien medical procedures. She
feels that the faces of the human TV and movie actors, greatly distorted
while recreating fearful, painful expressions, gives a misleading and false
impression to viewers. She wonders how many people who have experiences like
hers suffer great trauma and how many have emotions that are less negative
or perhaps even positive. To Amber, there seems to be an over-emphasis on
the traumatic experiences and an exclusion of experiences that are not
painful and distressing.

Although she has now watched videos of fictional and documentary accounts of
human encounters with intelligent non-humans, Amber still has not read much
about this phenomenon. As a result, her thoughts come in large part from her
own reflections on her own experiences. She has had very little input from
talking to others who also have had encounters or from discussing the
subject with investigators.

Amber has a different take on her encounters. "There is an aspect of
adventure to this experience. I am an explorer and this is an adventure. I
have taken many risks in my life. I have stepped off into the unknown many
times. These experiences are another example of this in my life."

Her description of her experience with non-humans that was related to her
investigation of the symbols above her knees reveals fascinating
information. Amber recalled, "Before I went into the relaxation state, in
the session room, I had one or two body spasms in which my feet and legs
rose up toward my head and my head and upper body moved forward. This type
of whole body spasm also occurred during the relaxation session when I was
recalling events in the space ship. I don't remember how many times this
happened. I also did not have a clue as to why my body was reacting in this
way.

"I remembered that one of the short beings who had been on the right, one of
the grays, seemed to just appear between my legs. It gently inserted an
object into my vagina. It was rounded at the top and firm, but it did not
seem to be made of metal. Although an object was being inserted into me,
what was taking place did not feel invasive. It actually had the feeling of
a gynecological exam. My first gynecological exam was not easy for me, but
I've had so many that they are okay now. In a way, that was how I felt about
this procedure. I guess my attitude made a difference.

"I don't know that I actually ever saw this object but my mind has been
developing a picture of it since my sessions. It was about 1.5 inches in
diameter and approximately 10 inches long. It had two ribs along it and they
rose about one-eighth or one-quarter of an inch from the surface. They gray
held the device like a tool and moved it back and forth in my vagina. But
this was not like intercourse. It was not arousing like a sexual experience.
However, I did feel stimulated and I did feel pleasure. But, unlike making
love with another person, this activity did not feel like it was going to
lead to a sexual climax. And it didn't.

"At the beginning of the procedure, after the spasms I was experiencing had
subsided, I began to feel a tingling in my torso. I could feel energy moving
in me. I had never felt anything like this before. And I was conscious of a
tingling feeling at the surface of my skin.

"I began to have physical sensations that were unlike any I have ever known.
I had sensations that moved from the pelvic area up my whole torso. I could
feel this energy moving in streams up through my diaphragm, my chest, across
my whole torso. It was a noticeably different kind of energy, or a different
kind of perception of the energy, than I have ever experienced. My whole
body was reacting in response to what the gray was doing with this object.
After the gray removed the object, I felt soft, gentle movements in my
pelvic area. My pelvis was moving from side to side in a soft, spontaneous
manner.

"When I left the investigators office, I began to feel that this was not a
sexual thing. Even though they had put an instrument into my vagina, I did
not feel like this procedure was sexual in nature. It didn't involve getting
eggs or making babies. Because of surgery I've had, that's not possible with
me. It didn't involve bringing me to climax.

"Even though I had this awareness that the procedure was not a specifically
sexual encounter, I did not know how to think about it. I was puzzled. What
else could it be than something sexual? It involved the sexual organs. But I
knew that it wasn't.

"I think I may have been more upset during the session than I remember but
I'm not sure. That evening, on the long drive home, I recounted what I had
learned during my session to a friend who drove me to and from the meeting.
My friend listened to me intently. After I had shared what I remembered of
the experience, he provided me with medical information that he thought
would interest me and that might be relevant.

"The next day, I began to think about the connection between my experience
and this information, which was completely new to me. Gradually, I saw that
this new knowledge put what I had experienced in a different light. It
helped me to begin to understand what had happened to me. It gave me a
context in which to view my strong intuition that these beings were not
investigating sexuality, even though my sexual organs were involved and even
though I had experienced pleasure.

"And I am sure they were not engaged in some kind of reproductive or genetic
engineering work. I began to consider the possibility that the procedure on
the space ship might involve something quite extraordinary and quite
different."

In the second part of this article, we will explore Amber's thoughts on the
procedure she underwent and its relation to what we would call "energy
medicine" here on Earth.

Michael Mannion's book, Project Mindshift, is available online at
Amazon.com. Click here to order.

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