On Sat, Jul 11, 2020, 19:35 Mirimir <miri...@riseup.net> wrote: > On 07/11/2020 02:08 PM, Cecilia Tanaka wrote: > > Yeah, injuries often suck. But they're also useful feedback. And in a way, > who we are is the sum of of our scars.
Yes, I learned to love all my scars, darling. All of them have a history, and are important part of my past, of my life. I am still alive, and promise I will keep myself alive for complete, being exactly who I am, Mirimir. I'm glad that you're feeling optimistic Ceci :) > When I don't want to die, living is fascinating, my love. <3 It's bad shit, with lots of nasty side effects. Basically it makes you > crazy: tired, > confused, aggressive, and suicidal. But don't just stop. That's also > very dangerous :( Are we talking about Z. H. messages, my love? Oh, please, stop. It's disgusting. Several brain damages. Don't worry, sweetie. You do need to consider two important facts that I will tell you in private. Believe me, you do absolutely not need to worry about my personal security in the moment. I am pretty healthy, pretty sane, and pretty pretty, hahaha!! ;D (I am trying to make you laugh. Please, smile and/or laugh and relax!) Hey, do you have news about Razer? I do love him and his bad mood... And my lovely kitten is disappeared too. I am missing you, grarpamp. Meow, meow... I confess I love you publicly. Come back, please. Yeah, fermentation in sealed containers can be too exciting. > There are little pieces of glass shining everywhere... And fermented cabbage stinking more than my English, la la la... ;D Medical systems and pharmaceutical firms need better legal oversight, > for sure. As you know from experience. Unfortunately, I need to tell you disgusting things in private. :-/ Oh, my parents do still not know about my next steps because... well, I do love them more than my life, but I do absolutely not need people panicking now. I do need peace and concentration for feeling pain, studying, reading, writing, being a ghost writer again for paying accounts, whatever... ;) And my mom thinks I can read these Japan's History Books easily because they are 'Manga for Kids', available for free until 31, August... They are written in Japanese only, Mirimir. :P <https://kids-km3.shogakukan.co.jp> Pretty cute and interesting, but she can't understand I don't have free time enough now for a deep learning until the end of August, uff... First of all, I need to learn Japanese again, only after learning more about strange surgeries, hahaha!! ;D I do love you, Mirimir. Keep yourself alive, please. I do need time and "painkillers" that kill only the pain, not me, please. <3
