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separate topic: one of themes of the spamstory i wrote is of people who are forced into an environment where there are no options for being yourself. anything of caring self expression is harmed. this can make it very confusing to protect yourself, and express yourself. you learn to do it through ways that you don’t enjoy and don’t find caring.