On Sun, Jan 28, 2024 at 22:54 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
> > 2228 >> >> i was thinking of writing joke about recent sleeping experiences >> where part of me resists entering sleeping thing after i added insulating >> things for warmth >> and i end up falling asleep right where i am instead, which would be >> humorous if i was like walking around >> > 2252 > sadly this started after new therapist recommended i burn engine for > warmth in vehicle. i think they were scared for my warmth. to me it seems > very irresponsible as i have warm bedding. basically they didn’t understand > how it would impact me and it’s pretty hard to convey, people don’t believe > or expect the harmful parts of what they say would be hypnotically > suggestive > i guess there’s reason to consider this more. i think basically the two ideas (handmade insulation and burning gas) and the individuals (karl, traffick boss / mind control, thetapist) lined up along the axis of dissociation (grubby hippie activist vs traditional conservative capitalist business) (the therapist doesn’t look hippie-like visually at all) (expression interrupted. 2301 2229 >> >> i should probably use food reward to move toward bedding (rather than >> sleeping-in-place >> >> 2230 >> >
