T_T
tried a zombieborg, because was very stressed, asked about borg in wilderness
being gently exposed to beauty
but chatgpt did it in a way where borg was cut off from network
i didn't really understand the different, and asked for more narrative
T_T
it's so painful the idea of
part of you having its... feelings of connection tied to a machine ...
and then that part being cut, and it feeling like being disconnected from
your mother and your [heartmate?]
but it _being a machine that's hurting you_
T_T
maybe i should ask chatgpt to interpret this email and comment on it to help
the story
maybe because of the partial connection
the connection part of me gets upset, it says the hive needs to come and get
the borg so everybody can be okay
it reminds me of leaving a shielded room, or a cave, or the wilderness, what i
call 'return programming'
it's so sad it uses caring-connection-feelings
it uses my me-parts T_T
