On Sun, Jul 20, 2025 at 12:36 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote: > > > > > > trauma boss [translated hypnotized worker prophet]: "greetings! It is > > > I again, Trauma Boss! I have given myself a new name to help you > > > understand your experience and recover a little better. I am the > > > terrifying cause of your incomprehensible shattered experience, but I > > > am participating in a mediation session with you and will not be > > > vivisecting and torturing you today. I stead, I am wearing a clown > > > suit, with a toilet ok my head! This is an outfit I have practiced > > > wearing in an attempt to give more comfort to the survivors who > > > thank--full-y... whew I mean thank...ful...ly ... uh .. survived the > > > horrors that -- > > > > > > hypnotized worker prophet sips a cup of coffee (arms raised in > > > prophecy) a little while they wait for their eyes and vision to > > > reconverge > > > > trauma boss [ > > hypnotized worker prophet is actually on a unicycle and spends a bit > unicycling into a wall noisily as if oblivious that walls prevent > travel, but cheerfully and without injury they also take out a party > bag that looks gorgeous and vomit into it violently but daintily with > no mess nor suffering, and expertly discard it with a dashing flair > > trauma boss [translated by hypnotized worker prophet]: "you may find > that when you think certain things about me you suddenly forget who > you are, or find yourself teleported elsewhere doing something else, > or have something take over your body and beat you up --- so, first of > all, _please be careful thinking those things_. Please please take > them slower and gentler than you ever possibly can, so you don't > trigger the parts of you I beat into working for my own fears, into > hurting you more, as much as possible. (I know that sounds hard but it > can slowly get easier!)"
something that helped me with one thing was to feel out a time window that was okay, like half a second, and then only consider thinking something for that time window, and then wait a long time before trying again if it was ok
