There is 1 message in this issue.
Topics in this digest:
1. JONATHAN, FRIEND OF RASA, DREAMS OF GURU RATINGS SITUATION....THIS IS
ABOUT A DI
From: "Rasa Von Werder" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________
Message: 1
Date: Fri, 06 Jan 2006 20:41:27 -0000
From: "Rasa Von Werder" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: JONATHAN, FRIEND OF RASA, DREAMS OF GURU RATINGS SITUATION....THIS IS
ABOUT A DI
JONATHAN, FRIEND OF RASA, DREAMS OF GURU RATINGS SITUATION....THIS IS
ABOUT A DIETY (GURU) BEING SACRIFICED IN ORDER FOR OTHERS TO BE
NOURISHED! EXPLAINS WELL WHY THE ALTERCATION HAD TO TAKE PLACE!
'The Roasted Wild Boar'
Rasa comments interspersed like so *** and overview at end
In the dream I am visiting one of my high school friends who was part
of a small group of friends; actually we were in kindergarten together
before that, but like a few others later in junior high we were
friends again; so he is someone I have known for a very long time. His
name is Frank. In real life he is a doctor in Beverly Hills and is
very wealthy; he bought one of the last three remaining lots in L.A.
on Wealthy Drive and is planning to build his own house there. In the
dream I was there with him at his house, which I came to understand he
had newly designed and built. A few of our other friends from high
school and before were there, including our friend Mark who had died
in 1994 in a car accident. This does not seem unusual, as I have often
dreamt of Mark since he died, but not in circumstances like this.
Frank is showing us around his place. Actually it seems to consist of
maybe three buildings all of only one level on ground and maybe a
deeper basement part in one of the buildings, and apparently built on
a hilltop, and surrounded or secluded by trees. He has designed each
of the buildings, although it appears that at least one, that we are
in, is an older small structure or shack, which I can see he has
modified and added on to. This is not an extravagant structure but
appears very modest. Frank is very proud of his place, he likes it
very much, and I can also see that he is happy to have been able to
have the resources financially to build it himself and add all the
furnishings inside, even though, it retains a shack quality and seems
somewhat small. I am feeling that I would have liked to be in his
place so that I could do that, and I am observing to see how he did
it, so that I can do it myself. Now the interesting part. Frank is
feeding us, Mark and myself. Mark is eating before I do. I am serving
myself. What Frank is feeding us is a roasted boar. And this
particular boar is so huge, that it takes up the entire room, and
stands there maybe 7-8 feet tall. I look at it and I see that it is
covered with coarse hairs, and is thoroughly cooked all the way
through the corpse of the thing. In fact, a great portion of the boar
has already been carved out and apparently eaten because Frank cooked
it in this shack for an extravagant party he was having just a day or
two before. I grab a large carving knife and a plate and begin looking
for a piece to slice off and eat. I am very hungry. I ask Frank where
and how to begin and he just says to find something that looks
appealing and take a slice. We find some meat near the giant remaining
part of the boar's head, on my left side as I am facing it. This boar
is a monster. And to look at the giant cooked beast that has already
been partially eaten and carved hollow might seem rather disgusting,
but I know that must eat some of it as I am hungry. It is an absurd
sight to see in itself. I cut off some meat and begin eating it as
Frank sits down with me. He keeps talking about his boyfriend who is
not here apparently. He is open about this. In real life, he is
actually gay, but he has never said anything to me about it; one of
those things that we all know but never talk about because it is not
really an issue to our friendship from long ago. As I write this, I
can see that what it means in the dream is that Frank is being himself
openly. But I have no judgments about it at all. In the dream, we are
watching TV as Frank is talking on the phone, and we are about to go
somewhere else after we all finish eating. Having finished, I look all
around the house, and notice all these details that I have just
written about earlier, and wish that I could do something like this on
my own, even though it appears to be a modified little shack. It is
appealing and maybe so because Frank has done all of this himself. He
is very successful. He has no issues about this, nor with anyone else
telling him what to do. He has done it himself. We go outside of the
house with the boar inside, and from outside I am looking back at a
distance. It is simply a small square shack with four equal sides and
pointed roof, and an open gate on one side of one of the walls. The
roasted boar is inside. As I look at it, I notice that this building
appears to be like a dilapidated version of one of Amma's temples,
which she designed, called a brahmasthanam, inside of which is a
four-faced stone murti showing a different deity on each of the four
faces. I realize that the boar is actually something like a deity
inside of this small house, of which I have just eaten. The boar was
previously roasted where it stood in the house, the entire thing. It
seems that this is what the house was built for - to roast the boar
inside. As we walk around outside in the green, we come to the edge of
the hill and I can see that this actually overlooks a much greater
area below. It is night and I can see the lights of the cities below.
However, we are not in L.A., but instead we are in New Jersey, and I
know this because in the dream, I am remarking on this fact. New
Jersey, which is pleasant and green and has lakes, but actually is
also sort of ugly and urban too. As I look out over the landscape and
sky, I realize that I have been here before, but the last time I saw
it, everything appeared very clear as if made of crystal and also very
bright and filled with daylight. It is now night
*** DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. WHEN GOD COMES CLOSER YOU CANNOT SEE
GOD, BUT GOD IS CLOSER THAN EVER.
where I am standing and has become dark. Not light as I remember. But
it is not surprising. There are many things in this dream that appear
to be somehow other than what they really are. Everything is not
exactly as it appears to be.
*** LOOKING AT THE SPIRITUAL AND SUPERNATURAL TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN
EARTHLY APPEARENCES.
That is what strikes me as I am writing all of this down.
And now for the interesting part... the boar is a symbol from the
story of the Fisher King, Parzival.
*** MAN WHO SEEKS PERFECT UNION WITH GOD. IT IS JONATHAN, IT IS JODY.
The boar is the Grail Bearer, Kundrie,
*** THE SAINT WHO BEARS THE ANOINTING - RASA IN THIS CASE - WHICH
ANOINTING BRINGS POWER FOR PERFECT UNION
who is Parzival's "wife" but not his real wife,
*** WIFE IS THE FEMININE DIVINE, LIKE BEATRICE TO DANTE. BY WHICH
THE MAN UNITES TO GOD. EARTHLY WIFE IS LESS MEANINGFUL.
who is named Condwiramurs. The names are very similar sounding, but
Kundrie is the Grail Bearer and is portrayed as a boar, or tusked pig,
hairy,
*** THE GURU HAS HORNS - HORNS ARE SYMBOLS OF SPIRITUAL STRENGTH AND
COLD ALSO BE PHYSICAL FEROCITY. HORNS ON MOSES HEAD WERE LIGHTS OF
SAHASRARA. COURSE HAIR IS ALSO A SYMBOL OF LIGHT EMANATING FROM BODY,
COURSE IS TOUGH AND STRONG AND COULD BE BOTH SPIRITUAL AND PHYSICAL.
and absolutely disgusting to look at.
*** WHAT IS DISGUSTING IS THE SUFFERINGS THE SERVANT OF GOD MUST GO
THROUGH TO ATTAIN SUCH POWER AND ALSO, WHAT PEOPLE DO TO A HOLY SOUL
TO SUCK THE SPIRITUAL JUICE OUT OF THEIR BEING.
Though Parzival sees the Grail, Kundrie is actually the Grail Bearer,
and she carries it.
*** THE SEEKERS, HERE JODY AND JONATHAN (JONATHAN IS HIMSELF AND
JODY, SEES WHAT JODY HAS DONE, PARTICIPATES IN IT BY UNION)
She is all that can be seen of the Grail by Feirifis, who is actually
the secret brother of Parzival and a Muslim (that is, someone who has
not received the Christian faith and does not believe).
*** PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT SPIRITUAL EYES CANNOT SEE THE SPIRIT OR
ANOINTING BEHIND THE GURU - THEY ONLY SEE THE GRUFF, PHYSICAL EXTERIOR
WHICH IN SOME CASES MAY APPEAR UGLY OR GROSS TO HUMAN EYES
Though Feirifis cannot see the Grail directly, he does indeed see the
Grail Bearer when he beholds the awful vision. Kundrie is actually the
Goddess,
*** THE ANOINTED IS THE GODDESS, THE VISION, SYMBOL, REPRESENTATIVE
OF GOD ON EARTH
that is, the manifest universe, or what can be seen. The Grail cannot
be seen with human eyes.
*** ONLY SPIRITUAL EYES
This is Parzival's secret, because he has seen the Grail, but he does
not know why. He was not looking for it. He just wandered into the
Grail Castle one night and saw the procession, and then he met the
hermit who explained to him what he saw and berated him for not asking
the question which would free the Grail King.
*** TO FREE THE GRAIL KIND IS TO BECOME LIBERATED FROM THIS LIFE,
THIS FLESH, AND TO RISE UP INTO GOD. IT IS UNION, MUKTI, MOKSHA,
LIBERTY OF SPIRIT, PERFECT POVERTY, NIRVANA, NIRVIKALPA SAHAJ SAMADHI
AND BY ALL OTHER NAMES, UNION WITH THE INFINITE DIVINE.
And so Parzival must suffer more until the end of the story when he
enters the Grail Castle once again.
*** AT THE BEGINNING OF UNION WE GET A GLIMPSE OF GOD BUT MUST
ENDURE MANY SUFFERINGS BEFORE PERFECT UNION
At the end, this is why Kundrie is the only one Feirifis can see, the
bearer of the Grail, but not the Grail itself. Parzival is the Grail
King, and he reveals the Grail, but only through the sight of the
Grail Bearer, Kundrie. Maybe something like Kali.
I'll tell you more about why I think I dreamt this when we can speak.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
INTERPRETATION
THIS SOUNDS LIKE IT MIGHT CONNECT WITH WHAT IS HAPPENING AT GURU RATINGS
THE DOMAIN BUILT HERE - THE SHACK OF POVERTY - IS THE PLACE BUILT BY
JODY OR RATHER, JODY CREATED THE SITUATION OF WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING
HERE. HE IS PROUD OF THE FACT THAT HE HAS BROUGHT RASA TO THIS PLACE
AND ROASTED HER. (JODY IS GAY, BUT ALSO, NOT COMPLETELY
OPENLY,.....WHEN I FOUND OUT, I FOUGHT BACK USING THAT INFO.)
NOW ROASTING SOMEONE IS TOTALLY CHEWING THEM UP, BERATING THEM. LIKE
THE FORMAL ROAST WHERE EVERYONE MAKES FUN OF A WELL KNOWN PERSON.
IN THIS PLACE OF POVERTY THEY HAVE FOUND A HUGE DIETY - RASA. IT IS
LIKE AN ALTAR OF SACRIFICE. RASA IS SACRIFICED, (ROASTED, STARTED BY
JODY BUT ASSISTED BY OTHERS ) TO BE CONSUMED BY PARTICIPANTS.
(IT IS NOTED THAT A MAN WHO IS DEAD PARTICIPATES - THAT IS THE BELOVED
SOULS IN PURGATORY RASA MINISTERS TO. THEY RECEIVE BENEFIT OF THE
SACRIFICE ALSO.)
THE FACT THAT THIS IS LIKE A SMALL TEMPLE - OF PERFECTION - (PERFECT
SQUARE) IS BECAUSE IT IS AN ALTAR OF SACRIFICE, AS JESUS WAS
SACRIFICED SO ALL COULD CONSUME HIM. HE HAD TO DIE SO OTHERS COULD
PARTAKE OF HIS BODY AND BLOOD.
NOW HERE, RASA IS SACRIFICED SO THAT THE MEMBERS CAN CONSUME HER
FLESH. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
IT IS THE RELEASE OF THE GURU POWER. WHEN THE GURU IS INJURED, HURT,
IN THE FLESH, THE GOD POWER COMES FORTH, EXPANDS, EXPLODES. LIKE THE
BLOOD OF JESUS, THIS IS SENT OUT FOR ALL TO CONSUME AND BE NOURISHED.
NATURALLY, ON THE DEEPEST LEVEL, JODY IS PROUD OF HIMSELF FOR DOING
THIS - FOR BRINGING RASA, SACRIFICING HER, SO HER GOD POWER COULD BE
CONSUMED AND WOULD NOURISH THE MEMBERS.
I ALREADY EXPLAINED THIS IN THE ARTICLE,
'WHAT HAPPENS WHEN GOD GOES TO WAR.'
I EXPLAINED HOW THE GOD POWER MANIFESTS AND EACH RECEIVES ACCORDING TO
HIS AND HER DISPOSITION, MERITS OR DEMERITS. THE POWER OF GOD WARMS
THE GOOD BUT BURNS THE WICKED.
YOU OBVIOUSLY ARE A GOOD SOUL AND YOU ARE RECEIVING NOURISHMENT THAT
MAKES YOU FEEL HAPPY.
THE HUGENESS OF THE BOAR. THE GURU IS BIGGER THAN THE SITUATION, OR
THE PLACE OF GURU RATINGS, DISPROPORTIONATELY BIGGER IN POWER AND
GRACE. (SARLO EVEN MENTIONED THAT THE TRUE GURU HAS THE HANDICAP, EVEN
IF TWENTY PEOPLE ATTACK.) THE PLACE WHERE THE GURU HAS BEEN PUT -
POVERTY - IS A TINY PLACE, A PLACE OF DISPARAGEMENT, AS IF THE GURU
IS NOT GREAT. BUT THE GURU IS GREAT, AS THIS INDICATES.
WHY A BOAR? PERHAPS BECAUSE WILD BOARS ARE FEROCIOUS AND DANGEROUS -
ONE OF THE TOUGHEST ANIMALS IN THE JUNGLE. AND IT HAS MUCH DELIGHTFUL
AND DELICIOUS FLESH. THAT IS THE HUMAN PERSONALITY AND THE ANOINTING
IS THE PART THE PARTICIPANTS CONSUME.
YOU WANTING TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS ALSO IS YOU ADMIRE THE GOOD THAT
HAS HAPPENED HERE.
INTERPRETED BY RASA VON WERDER
VERY GOOD DREAM.
DISCUSSIONS:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/antisarloratings/
________________________________________________________________________
________________________________________________________________________
------------------------------------------------------------------------
Yahoo! Groups Links
<*> To visit your group on the web, go to:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/dream-flow/
<*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to:
[EMAIL PROTECTED]
<*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to:
http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
------------------------------------------------------------------------
