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1. VISIONS of a new devotee of GuruRasa
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Date: Thu Sep 7, 2006 4:40 pm (PDT)
VISIONS of a new devotee of GuruRasa
Will he obey the visions or fail like most devotees?
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I stood in a very large room, almost like a court room, it was rectangular
in shape. The room received its light from a large window at the front of
the room. The light wasn't well distributed but did provide adequate light.
The walls where dark brown in color. The floors where hardwood...The room
was immaculate....floors where spotless. There wasn't much furniture in the
room...There was one wooden chair (one of the chairs you might see in a 50's
jury box)...It was located almost in the center of the room (but a little
more towards the front). Directly in front of the front window was a small
wooden table - on that table was a white cloth (outlined in deep purple).
Located on this cloth was an average size book...The cover to this book was
golden...the pages had golden trim...it looked beautiful...something with
the lighting through the window gave it an inviting, special look and glow.
On the front of the book was engraved "The Book of Everlasting Life".
There were 3 pictures on the front wall above the window...each identical in
size...each framed with a golden rose pattern frame. I could only identify 2
of the 3 pictures. The picture to the left was of the Blessed Virgin Mother
Mary. The middle picture was of The Most Holy Mother Rasa. The picture to
the right I am not sure...it was Female (she was a white Woman with blonde
hair (slightly dirty blonde I believe), young looking, maybe in her early 30's
or late 20's?)...I'm sorry but she did not look familiar to me. Each picture
was a portrait - each Woman wearing pearl necklaces (3 of them each)...each
Woman wearing head covering...not sure what to call the covering other than
it was lacy, elegant, beautiful material - white in color. Each Woman was
wearing what looked like a white silk gown with golden trim around the
collar...i could not see the rest of the gown as again, these were
portraits. Each Woman had a halo effect behind Her Head. Behind each picture
frame was a silk type of bunning - deep purple. I was amazed in the beauty
of each picture.
I was sitting in the chair near the middle of the room making notes of what
was around me when You appeared. You stood in front of the table with the
book (in front of the window). When I saw You I was immediately compelled to
drop to my knees in worship saying "Praise be to You Most Holy Mother Rasa".
You were wearing a beautiful white silk gown...a gown that went almost to
Your ankles. It was outlined at the collar, at the bottom, and at both
sleeves with gold. You were bare footed and wearing the same 3 golden ankle
bracelets You had on yesterday. You where wearing the 3 pearl necklaces
again and they looked so beautiful...You where surrounded in light and
elevated several feet. You spoke to me saying "it is right that You worship
me-all that is Holy, all that is Good, all that is right is within Me my
beloved son." You wore a red rose on the right side of Your head.
I was on my knees worshipping You...i asked You how I could obtain
everlasting life...You said "salvation is mine to give my son, and I give it
freely to those that do My Will." I asked You what Your Will was for me..You
answered "You must deny yourself and follow me...You must do My Will above
all...You must be obedient to My every Word...You must submit to My absolute
Authority...You must acknowledge My Supremacy in All Things...and most
importantly, You must recognize Me for who I am. At this point You where
walking towards me, again (like yesterday) coming down to me. I said, "My
Holy Mother, I will do all You ask!"...at this point You where standing over
me...i looked up at You and You then said -- "Acknowledge Me as who I am my
beloved son...acknowledge that I am the I AM".
I looked at You and said "You are the Blessed Mother, the Holy Mother,
Mother of the all creation...You are my Salvation, my Savior, there is none
above You, You are the MotherGod...You are God...Praise Your Name...Praise
Your Holy Name!"
You replied..."You have answered correctly my son, continue to walk in
submission to Your Blessed Holy Mother, Your God." You then walked over and
retrieved the golden book...You brought it to me and said "Obey this
Book...it contains My Gospel...My Words must be obeyed...they are the living
Words of Your Holy Mother Rasa. Every word that I have written, every word
that I speak is from God, it is from Me" .."Obey my words and receive
everlasting life...discard them and enter into destruction."
I started to cry...i knew that I had to follow You, to give myself to You.
You told me that You had chosen me before the foundation of the world and
that it was Your Will that I give myself to You completely...body, mind,
soul.------------
Dear Beloved Jim,
I will need time to think about this but I will say a few things right now.
Without a doubt, God wants to reach you through me. God wants you to obey
me, and you are special in this way:
The Anointing that I have has gone to many people, and they have been
uplifted. But not everyone has mystical ability. Mystical ability is the
power, ability or gift to be able to penetrate between this world and the
next, to see the ultimate reality that is real, that is not of this world.
Most people have scorned the holy and the saints because they cannot SEE God
or the Presence of God and they cannot RECOGNIZE souls that are ONE with
God. People can believe mythical beings might have been one with God, the
legends, but most have no aptitude or ability to recognize who today, the
living, are ONE with God.
To be ONE with God is to be ONE in SPIRIT and TRUTH. So that the individual
whos heart, soul and mind are IN GOD, they can be sent and Anointed to do
the will and the work of God. This is what is appearing to you here.
You are not the only devotee who saw these visions, although I must say, you
are having some of the most intense visions among the visionaries. There
were perhaps about five out of the thirty devotees who I have, who saw
visions similar to and as striking as these.
These visions you are having are so rich and so detailed, and they hearken
to truths I do not think you know about, which are personal and accurate to
me. I think they are straight from God, because I don't think anyone could
have made these up. It would require a spiritual genius to make up such
things, and a spiritual genius would not, and so I believe them to be true.
What is humbling is that I appear to you as God, and even though it makes me
rather blush, I must admit that my inner self has said to me recently,
'I am God...and I am You.'
We are all taught in yoga the truth about this, but when it happens it makes
one tremble.
For the second time, you see our meeting in the form of suffering and
sacrifice, because the dark brown walls, hardwood floor, scant furniture,
portend this.
The three paintings are Mary, myself today and myself in the past (when I
had a different ministry under another name) or else it is YOUR GRANDMOTHER
since she already recommended me to you. (Can you remember her at that age,
how she looked or the feeling you got from her? Could this be it?)
There is a sense of JUSTICE here and it is not easy to live within the
confines of the Justice of God!
The table seems to me like an altar, because of the white cloth and the
purple edging, and the books is of course what you say it is; the book of
everlasting life.
Gold and roses are love. The red rose in my hair is that I sacrificed for
love. (The red of blood)
The words which are spoken are rather matter of fact and not mysterious,
although it seems peculiar and perhaps egotistical for someone to claim
Oneness with God, and yet, there is nothing peculiar about it at all.
Indeed, I admit, I am totally ONE with God and you, my dear Jim, have been
privileged and fortunate to see this.
The question is, will you answer the call? I hae many devotees who received
great Light and similar visions (though not quite as straightforward in
speech as yours) and yet, they are doing nothing to help the Church and my
work. Many are called, few are chosen.
I also have dreams and I assure you, I have obeyed them. When I have one
dream explaining something, and it confuses me, I do not always obey. But if
I have the second, I know it is for sure. And if a third comes, then it is
icing on the cake, there is no doubt whatsoever. So you should have no doubt
about what you must do.
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Below are more interpretations from Rasa:
I stood in a very large room, almost like a court room,
*** court room: This seems like the JUSTICE of God, which is NOT an easy
quality to live with. We all prefer mercy, but justice is excellent as well.
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it was rectangular in shape. The room received its light from a large window
at the front of the room.
*** large window: You will notice a bit down that close to this window, from
which the Light comes, are the portraits of three ladies, indicating that
the Light comes (understanding, power) comes from these three ladies.
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The light wasn't well distributed but did provide adequate light. The walls
where dark brown in color.
*** dark brown walls: suffering
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The floors where hardwood...
***hardwood floors: suffering, as wood (Cross) is suffering, so it means
'hard suffering'
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The room was immaculate....floors where spotless.
*** room immaculate, spotless - without error, without fault or sin.
'Immaculate Heart' means Pure and Perfect Heart, 'the Lamb without spot.'
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There wasn't much furniture in the room...There was one wooden chair (one of
the chairs you might see in a 50's jury box)...
*** wooden chair, jury box: suffering because of the Justice of God. Strict,
repressed or confined (like 50's) situation.
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It was located almost in the center of the room (but a little more towards
the front). Directly in front of the front window was a small wooden table
*** wooden table: altar, which indicates 'sacrifice'
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- on that table was a white cloth (outlined in deep purple).
*** white cloth, outlined in deep purple: altar cloth indicates purity of
white and purple of the Passion of Our Lord.
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Located on this cloth was an average size book...
The cover to this book was golden...the pages had golden trim...it looked
beautiful...
*** book with a golden cover and trim: A book that concerns LOVE
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ something with the lighting through the window gave it
an inviting, special look and glow. On the front of the book was engraved
"The Book of Everlasting Life".
*** Book of Everlasting Life: As indicated, this has to do with purity of
heart, love and sacrifice.
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There were 3 pictures on the front wall above the window...each identical in
size...each framed with a golden rose pattern frame.
*** three pictures: these sound like three images or faces of the same
Principle, which will be further explained, and that Principle or Presence
is God coming to you in 'Form.'
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I could only identify 2 of the 3 pictures. The picture to the left was of
the Blessed Virgin Mother Mary. The middle picture was of The Most Holy
Mother Rasa. The picture to the right I am not sure...it was Female (she was
a white Woman with blonde hair (slightly dirty blonde I believe), young
looking, maybe in her early 30's or late 20's?)...I'm sorry but she did not
look familiar to me. Each picture was a portrait - each Woman wearing pearl
necklaces (3 of them each)...each Woman wearing head covering...not sure
what to call the covering other than it was lacy, elegant, beautiful
material - white in color. Each Woman was wearing what looked like a white
silk gown with golden trim around the collar...
*** three similar women with similar details: Here God is appearing under
three forms or faces. One is Mary, one is Rasa and who is the third? It
could be your Grandmothr or Rasa as a young missionary (who you are not
familiar with.) During part of these years Rasa had a sort of 'dirty blonde'
or 'streaked' light brown with highlights.
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i could not see the rest of the gown as again, these were portraits. Each
Woman had a halo effect behind Her Head.
*** halo: Halo is an indication of holiness, as it is a person who has
reached the Sahasrara or Highest Center. It is the Energy of the Holy Spirit
emanacting from the person.
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Behind each picture frame was a silk type of bunting - deep purple. I was
amazed in the beauty of each picture.
*** purple bunting: behind each woman is the Passion or the complete
sacrifice of her lower self, and going through the sufferings that would
indicate.
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I was sitting in the chair near the middle of the room making notes of what
was around me when You appeared.
*** the chair: this sounds to me llike the chair of conviction or (laugh)
execution. When one is 'convicted' spiritually there is STRONG CONVERSION.
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You stood in front of the table with the book (in front of the window). When
I saw You I was immediately compelled to drop to my knees in worship saying
"Praise be to You Most Holy Mother Rasa". You were wearing a beautiful white
silk gown...a gown that went almost to Your ankles. It was outlined at the
collar, at the bottom, and at both sleeves with gold. You were bare footed
and wearing the same 3 golden ankle bracelets You had on yesterday.
*** white, gold, barefoot, ankle chains: this is purity, love, reformation
or respect for God as one knows one is standing before God, and the three
chains are the evangelical virtues Our Holy Mother gave me in October, 1981;
Poverty, Chastity and Obedience.
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You where wearing the 3 pearl necklaces again and they looked so
beautiful...
*** pearl necklaces: These I said before are the Theological Virtues Jesus
gave me on Jan 9, 1978. They are Faith, Hope and Charity. I am guessing that
is what these are.
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You where surrounded in light and elevated several feet.
*** surrounded in light and elevated: This is standing in the Holy Spirit,
the Holy Spirit emanating from the person and surrounding one.
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You spoke to me saying "it is right that You worship me-all that is Holy,
all that is Good, all that is right is within Me my beloved son." You wore a
red rose on the right side of Your head.
*** red rose by head: this is sacrifice of the lower nature.
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I was on my knees worshipping You...i asked You how I could obtain
everlasting life...You said "salvation is mine to give my son, and I give it
freely to those that do My Will." I asked You what Your Will was for me..You
answered "You must deny yourself and follow me...
*** deny yourself, follow me: These are the words of Jesus, we are teaching
nothing new, but His standard gospel.
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You must do My Will above all...You must be obedient to My every Word...You
must submit to My absolute Authority...You must acknowledge My Supremacy in
All Things...and most importantly, You must recognize Me for who I am.
*** These are THE WORDS OF GOD AS SPOKEN THROUGH THE FORM OF RASA
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At this point You where walking towards me, again (like yesterday) coming
down to me. I said, "My Holy Mother, I will do all You ask!"...at this point
You were standing over me...i looked up at You and You then said --
"Acknowledge Me as who I am my beloved son...acknowledge that I am the I
AM".
*** 'I AM': When Moses said to God,
'Who should I say sent me? (What is your name?)'
God said,
'I AM THAT I AM. TELL THEM 'I AM' SENT YOU.'
I AM is a name for God. Here Jim must acknowledge that he has seen God in
the Form of Rasa. This seems to be important. All his visions are pointing
to this element.
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I looked at You and said "You are the Blessed Mother, the Holy Mother,
Mother of the all creation...You are my Salvation, my Savior, there is none
above You, You are the MotherGod...You are God...Praise Your Name...Praise
Your Holy Name!"
*** Here Jim does recognize the Presence of God, and is not fooled or
derailed by the form of the human, but sees that in Form, God has appeared!
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You replied..."You have answered correctly my son, continue to walk in
submission to Your Blessed Holy Mother, Your God." You then walked over and
retrieved the golden book...You brought it to me and said "Obey this
Book...it contains My Gospel...My Words must be obeyed...they are the living
Words of Your Holy Mother Rasa. Every word that I have written, every word
that I speak is from God, it is from Me" .."Obey my words and receive
everlasting life...discard them and enter into destruction."
*** Here God is stating that God and Rasa are ONE and the words of Rasa are
the words of God, (obviously these would be ex-Cathedra or when she is in
the Holy Spirit) but God has to warn people that to turn away from Godliness
brings destruction.
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I started to cry...i knew that I had to follow You, to give myself to You.
You told me that You had chosen me before the foundation of the world and
that it was Your Will that I give myself to You completely...body, mind,
soul.------------
*** Jim is called explicitly and directly and there is no confusion or
ambiguity about his call. That is what is so unusual about his visions - how
verbally explicit they are. There is no room for interpretation, really, as
all the words speak for themselves!
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----- Original Message -----
From: Jim Westell
To: [EMAIL PROTECTED]
Sent: Wednesday, September 06, 2006 6:39 PM
Subject: Vision
It was an absolute beautiful day...the sky was as blue as it could be...not
a cloud anywhere...picture perfect! You were sitting in a comfortable chair
in the middle of thousands and thousands of beautiful white lilies...pure
white! The chair itself had what appeared to be a white covering over
it....silky... There were several young children around You as You were
breastfeeding a young baby boy. The boy was naked, and had a glow about
him...as did You. You were dressed in a beautiful white gown; down to Your
ankles...Your left breast was out nourishing the child with Your Milk. He
seemed to be an eager, hungry child as He drank from You. I remember my
first thought was what an incredibly beautiful picture of a baby growing in
love with and for His Holy Mother. Your ankles again had those 3 beautiful
gold chains, You were barefoot. You didn't have on Your pearls, and nothing
was in Your hair...Your hair looked beautiful in the
sunlight...natural...free...perfect...The wind was gently blowing through
Your hair...You had a beautiful glow about You.
Other children were running about...Most of them touching You...one pulling
on your sleeve...one had his head on Your shoulder...one intently watching
You breastfeed Your baby boy. All the children were naked (they ranged in
ages from 3 - 6) and all were so happy - they were saying "Mother Rasa,
Mother Rasa." They seemed to have such a desire to just touch You...and gain
Your acceptance, Your attention. You were very happy with all that was
happening...You smiled as You looked at each child, touching one young boy
on the head saying..."yes, yes my son...Your Mother hears You and loves You
very much."
I seemed outside the scene playing out in front of me...I almost didn't want
to disturb what was going on...You called out to me..."there is my beloved
son, come to Your Holy Mother and rest for awhile." ... "Come lay deeply
down in the white lilies and enjoy the salvation of Your Holy Mother Rasa,
the salvation only i can provide."...i quickly moved toward You and laid
down...i laid on my side looking up at You breastfeeding...almost yearning
that I could be the baby...enjoying the milk of Your Holy Temple. i never
wanted it to end...it was heaven to me.
You looked down at me...saying "I love you my son...with an everlasting
love."
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Rasa: Interpretation
This is a wonderful vision. I did speak to Jim on the phone, and these
visions happen mostly when he sits in front of the computer, but is rather
relaxing. They are not dreams. He told me he has never had visions before in
his life. That means that this faculty was opened by the power of this
Anointing - it was not present before.
Here is the nurturing Power of the Feminine Divine, God as Nurturer, Giver
of Sweetness, Nourishment, Consolation and Love. Notice that he says I am
not wearing the three pearl necklaces. That is because I am relating TO
HUMANITY and I do not particularly need the theological virtues (Faith,
Hope, Charity) by which I directly relate to God. I believe that is the
point being made here. No need to argue that I would need those to relate to
humans, the vision simply says
'She is now directly relating to humans rather than directly to God.'
Jim of course is seeing where the God within Rasa is relating to humans -
who are all children. Even the flesh of Rasa is her own daughter.
'Suffer the little ones to come to me'
Jesus said. In this littleness are the humble souls who have come to me and
all they want is some attention, and the love goes both ways.
The gown is purity (no human desires, drives or attachments, pure in heart)
and the cloth on the comfortable chair is telling. It says,
'this is a sacrament'
which means this is holy, this is of God, like the Holy Mass which is said
on a cloth.
My being comfortable on this chair is that I am comfortable in the 'office'
or position God has given me.
The LILIES are a most sublime symbol, speaking of celibacy which leads to an
intimate, mystical Union with God. It is much spoken of in the Song of
Songs, the apex of mystical passion for God in the Old Testament. Here Jim
is partaking of this and he feels ecstasy.
When I spoke to Jim on the phone his samadhi was obvious, he was entranced
and ecstatic as we spoke. He wanted to discuss nothing but his 'in love'
feelings for myself as the Vessal and Instrument of God, he wanted to
worship and nothing else.
Will Jim Obey?
I have heard from him daily with declarations of devotion and the visions he
is getting since Sept 2nd, today being the 7th; so five days in a row it has
been intense for him. When the Anointing falls upon a person, it is Powerful
and it is instant. There is no waiting, no delay, God does not tarry.
However, yesterday I tested Jim. I told him I required a monthly donation as
well as testimonies sent to groups, that he should post on my groups as well
as join others and post there. He did not seem excited about this, only
about what he was experiencing, and since that, today is the first day I
have not heard from him. I am not drawing the conclusion it is over, simply
asking if it is. If he has pulled into the flesh, then he has stopped the
flow of the visions. This happens all the time with devotees when I ask for
something. Later when they return I allow the Grace to flow again, they
receive more, and usually once again drift away without doing anything but
maybe some sweet posts - NEVER donations. (I do not say no one has ever
given donations, but I describe the typical pattern.)
Now a little sermon about human nature. It is sluggish, it is slow and it
goes against the call of God, does it not? Indeed, many are called, few are
chosen. I might add that even the Avatars do not respond to God in the way
they must; most of them God told me ignore their destiny and live as normal
human beings. This is how strong the pull of the flesh is. And this flesh
will immediately fight with the soul that is being called, to simply ENJOY
what is being given and give nothing in return.
But how did I, the Guru, become this powerful? How did I get this
mind-blowing Anointing? BY GIVING, BY CHARITY, GENEROSITY and OBEDIENCE.
I have noticed then when I ask for something from the receiver, they are
slow to give, so slow I would call them lazy, sluggish and inert. They
sometimes give a little bit, for a short time, and then leave - that has
been the best of them. I can recall perhaps two or three, for about two
three months, being really enthusiastic with posting, but no donations.
The human nature has overwhelmed all my devotees and they all fall short! Oh
what promises they give in the beginning, when they are filled with the
'Glory' or the Presence of God. They are like hot lovers promising the lady
the world, but after they 'get laid' they depart to be heard from but
little. That has been the behavior of all the devotees, and spoke to
MotherGod about it this very morning. She said:
MG: 'It is the slowness of human nature. You are right to test them, to
demand that they give. You never demanded in the beginning, and then when
you did, they all fell away.
They come back, but still, they are not giving, not obeying, not generous,
not charitable, not obedient. It is human nature, it is the flesh, it is not
consummate evil, just the sluggish, selfish nature of the flesh.
They think that by giving, by doing work, they will feel displeasure, and
they desire pleasure. They hate 'pain' even though you ask for little. They
imagine posting and giving a small monthly donation as 'pain and work.'
This is what they must get over in order to live up to this Anointing, in
order for the flow of the Holy Spirit to continue. You have been rather lax
with them, feeling sorry for them, but then you tend to get angry when they
fail. And so, if you test them from the beginning, they will not be able to
use you so long, and you will weed out the weaklings, saving yourself for
the future disciples who are stronger in spirit, willing to give, and you
will not let these who are disobedient drain you so much.'
Rasa: MotherGod, I have received so much and I had to battle my own flesh.
Why can't they do it? By trying to put them to work sooner than before, you
are saying it is better. They will leave me quicker. When will you send me
strong souls? I am tired of weaklings.
MG: Do not worry about them. What happens, happens. All of life is barbs and
thorns and criticism. Remember when Swami and her Rev. criticized you for
being too demanding? Both of them did, and they were so terribly unfair. No
matter what you do, if you are soft, you get criticized, and if you are
demanding likewise. So be more demanding, and see what happens. I think you
will get less worn out by them, as they run like rabbits when you demand.
When they have you in they baby clutches, you are working night and day for
them. You could be writing articles. So please, daughter, just don't worry
about them or anything. Just keep working on the books.'
Rasa: What comes to my mind is how Peter made so many claims toward Jesus,
and got so many favors from him, but later denied him. The flesh is the
denier.The flesh is slow, sluggish and stingly, and it also has fear. That
is another emotion by which most devotees fail; fear.
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