In sight, at a deep
level perhaps one can see a mirror of synaptical cognition itself upon the inner
surface of the eyeballs, just a thought. Honestly though I never liked cloud of
syllables because it was too impersonal. I much prefered personal humanism and
humanity. I think a life of vision has made me very sentimental. I mean, for two
months straight I drank mescaline in my coffee, just a small dose. It then
made me able to maintain the state for the most part of hightened sensory
perception and mental cognition though for the most part it's all just 'sem' or
thought.
It was the boredom
and impersonalization that was killing me. Don't stare into the abyss, don't
fight the monsters, don't seek to control the weather...but just remain the
same...or you'll become the abyss, become the monster, become the weather...So I
hang on to my shit, like a prayer flag in the wind. Knowing that a President
Bush reforestation aka logging campaign will come cut me down any moment. Father
time how thou erase all plans.
I used to look
across my first year class at MIU '83' and feel so much love for all those
strange and lovable misfits who populated the class from all over the world and
the US and think, Wowow, 8 billions years of evolution and here's a real cosmic
experiment. (It was really living Bodhicitta, Vaj, because we actually
structured life aroound going to group med and staying unvitiated and pure to
create coherence. You gotta give it to MMY that his plans though
pipedreams are trying to make something intangible into a reality. If TBs
had rallys just for the sole purpose of generating Bodhicitta and dedicating it
would be a similar apparatus perhaps. I mean, well TB's do that anyway and it's
written into the permanent script. )
But alas, that too
fadeth... Except that the TB think maketh one remember.
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Thursday, April 07, 2005 12:51
PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Paul Mason,
Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, Guru Dev, TM & The TMO
*lol* I am not personally familiar with aya or
entheogens, but you appear to be describing much the same thing, all right
:-)
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com,
"rudra_joe" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]...>
wrote: > I've seen that shit on aya! The cloud of syllables it's
sometimes called. You should look at the Bon symbols, they're quite
geometrical. The syllables change chaotically like fractals as you
focus and depending on who you are it changes content and word. "I
am the word," no? We're all the Word, born from the Logos the
Clouds of Vac that are the Ved as well. All speech is one. Groovy. I
forgot. Kind of impersonal though so I stay away. You really need a
good entheogen to see clearly though. And to not hold on at all.
Maya soup, stir that Prakriti and let simmer. Saraswati holds the Big
Dipper. > ----- Original Message ----- >
From: Rory Goff > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
> Sent: Thursday, April 07, 2005 11:51
AM > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Paul Mason, Maharishi
Mahesh Yogi, Guru Dev, TM & The TMO > > >
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, akasha_108
<[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > >
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "rudra_joe"
<[EMAIL PROTECTED]> > wrote: >
> > Sure, we forget that other beings have their oown speak. Since
you > > seem to have this cognition, >
> > > Or he read it out of a book. As Bob says,
choose the theory that is > > most consistent with
the facts. > > *lol* I didn't read it out of a book,
at least in the sense that you > seem to mean. The
letters emerged in gold out of gold, and it took a >
few years to hone my focus enough to make them out clearly. If I had
> gotten them from a book, I would have told you
so. > > > > > > To
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