--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Llundrub" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Last night I had a weird experience where I layed in bed and all knowledge came to me and I was enlightened. It lasted about fifteen minutes. I experienced perfect and complete shunyata. I understood how the dualism of the mind creates the rainbow body. Because the light extends to the dark and in that process the prism of the elements is created. How total shunyata cuts through all ignorance immediately. My breathing was so slow that it reversed. This was the most interesting thing. My breathing reversed and the inbreath became the outbreath and vice versa. And at that moment my body started to dissolve from within. At that moment there was total certainty of reaching the goal of enlightenment. How come myself amongst all people? I saw past lives of service to humanity which extended back beyond my ability to recall. To the degree that there would be no way in this life that I could upset the balance of merit regardless of my present action. Or at least, given my present tendencies. I understood all mantras. The patterns of my mind which had previously been self sustaining collapsed and if I could have stayed there for very long then all of my experience would have evaporated into itself.
This may even be better than getting bit on your finger by a cobra (in a dream). lurk > > c.. Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to the Yahoo! Terms of Service. To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/