How this all started was with asking god for truth on things, such as the celestial nervous system. I manafested answers that by asking the relative God or the absolute for truth on things I had questions about. For example, I asked for truth on what happens when you die enlightened and 24 hours later I got in a conversation with someone who then sent me an email of the posting on the pleiadians.
This lead up to one night God comming to me before I went to sleep and started speaking to me. There were a few other meditators came along and started listening to my conversation. I was a student at the time and all of them listening were students. One thing I remember from the conversation was when God told me I was wrong on everything; everything my parents taught me and everything I knew was wrong. This was of course when I was going to school at MUM and was having a hard time knowing if what my parents taught me was really right. After he convinced me that I was wrong on everything I was sitting in an egoless state like everything from my heart was gone. Then after sitting in this state for a few moments he then said you're right on everything, everything you know is right. This is when I saw reality in a different light like I saw the grand truth of life. I saw it in the most beautiful way, It made me cry when I was in this state. I saw it like it was just a joke. After about an hour of being in this state It got old and I wanted to come back to my normal life and I thought "the only thing you're suppose to know is you're not suppose to know". I continued my conversation with the other students listening and participated for a few days. One thing I remember God saying was Being and doing were two differnent things. There's a lot to this conversation but I don't remember it. At this time I was taking the Siddhis program and when I went in the evening there was a lot of energy in the room. God then asked me if I'd do something for him and I said yes. Right then the Siddhis instructor looked at me and said "Shain do you have any experiances to share" I then calmly walked to the front of the room got on the stage and said "I talk with God, he's talking through me right now and he wants everyone to know that Maharishi Makes mistakes as well as him and me." I then calmly went back to my seat and the instructor said Shain we'll talk after the instuction. This was all with absolutely no anxiety and the room seemed like nothing happened at all, All of my actions were spontaneously right. People afterwords said "see you tomarrrow Shain or have a good day, like Nothing happened at all. When I went up to talk to the instructor he was sitting there and said that he was concerned and we had an entire conversation without any anxiety whatsoever. This was all with me not making any mistakes doing all movements and actions absolutely correct: If he moved in I would shift my legs or anything else that was spontaenously right. But out of all of this I would make mistakes like my shoes being untied and me tieing them or me saying that I missed my mediations. Then I walked out peace palaces and walked through the snow and I remember God taking me through the trailor park saying how millions would listen and I don't remember the rest. I remember everything was spontaeously right and I laid down in the snow and put my hand up to something. I also remember the crossroads at the park they were there and I made a choice where to go and I chose a direction (don't remember what they meant). I also rememer being asked what I want to do the big thing rated at a 5 or the small thing rated at a 3 and I of course chose the big thing. I also remember someone, I think it was my spirit guide, who said you don't have to go through this, but I ignored it. After this I walked back to my vastu dorm a car with security guards came to pick me up. While they were taking me back I said outloud "I make mistakes". I said something else but I don't remember what I said. When we arrived at the vastu they had quite a few of the people in the movement there. They were checking on me asking quetions and I remember saying things to some of them that God told me to say. They took one of the people listening, a freind of mine, into the next room and he told them his experiance. They then took me to the hospital and gave me some medication and told my dad to come get me immediately from Wyoming. They then took me back to a trailor with two people from the school. That night I went through the Polarity of Fear it was a scary experiance. It said at the begining I could be something to help everyone forever and I agreed. It then got scary as it said once you're in you cannot get out and started and I remember people such as my dad comming in it said one has to stay forever and it kept getting more scary. I don't remember how long this lasted but after a while it stopped. The next day it seemed like I was in another dimension or alternate universe. All of Fairfield acted completely different. It seemed like something they would do on another planet. I remember talking to others in the form of "what do you know that I need to know." or "I know what you know". There were different levels or dimesnions I would learn different things from differnet ones. There were also Triune Beings which involved getting three people or more into one Being. When I went in the school everyone didn't look each other in the eyes except when you interacted with them. This was inspontaeous right action not to interfear with others Being as they'd walk right past you without interacting with you. In the evening I remember I went through the polaritiy of fear again and it was scary once again, but once again it stopped. after this there were twelve dimensions that I was learning from. I remember Archangle Michaol, who did not look like an angle but a demon of a 12 headed human-lion. I beleive there are 2 archangle Michaols. I remember everything was just contrast-contrast. As those in the 12th dimension have alot of pleasure, but I'm not sure how they go through pain. I only went up to the theird level. After this my dad came and took me home on a 2 day drive home. Here I talked with many different beings and such and this has many stories to it. To fastforward a week 3AM on the morning after Christmas I was acting out of what I beleive was my higher self, I spontaneously did a chant or dance of calling in some what I was told were Pleiadians. I agreed to get on their ship. They were very Intelligent and very nice but were not human. They were transparent looking and we walked together into the snow. Since I though it would be a just a walk outside I didn't get my shoes on. I went out barefoot. This of course lead to a 15 minute walk through the snow to a feild where we stood for awhile when I asked how long it would be they said 15 minutes and then I decided to leave. I started to run home but the aliens tried to catch up right like they were angry. Then Jesus Christ came into my body turned my head and Said "F U x 1" to them and the aleins fell back. They then caught up and he said "profanity x 2" He then got a lttle humorous with it and said "profanity x 30" and called out larger and larger numbers until I got home. He then said some kind of chant through me in a Jersuleum language then I went through a very painful frostbite. My feet are fine but the story continues that was 7 months ago and things are still a little odd. There more to the story from what I've experianced but I just thought I'd share.
