--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "jim_flanegin" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > I welcomed in Sat Yuga last night in my backyard, > > meditating under the full moon from about 10:00 pm to > > 12:00am. Quite pleasant. Lots of dancing devas. > > > Nice!! It's cool again today here.
Sometimes I am at war with peace- it's too f*cking quiet! Sometimes I am at peace with war- I'm not fighting, so why should I fight about those who want to? Sometimes I am full with food and starving for love. Sometimes I am starving for food, and full of hunger. Sat Yuga is here! Nothing has changed. I am here, Sat Yuga is here, ergo (funny word...) I am Sat Yuga. Or not. "Let's Get Enlightened!" I began meditating in 1975 to become enlightened and save the world. I learned how to make my body hop, high! I learned how to see inside my body. I met Guru Dev and walked around with him, laid at his feet, sat in the galaxies with him. I saw him in my mind's eye, a lot! I drew a picture of Him and put it in a large gold frame by my bed. I prayed to Him to make my life better. Then one day I smashed the picture with my fist. My path continued. I experienced bliss, and depression, and in between, and prayed and prayed along my path. I had CC, GC, UC experiences. Not permanent, hopeful, hoping for more. More. If only...<--the story of my life. Then something wonderful and absolutely, spectacularly, infinitely insignificant happened: my path ended. Just stopped. No more higher states of consciousness, no more Maharishi said this but he means this. No more trying to get *there* for more. No more. Diamond mind, Mirror heart. All done. No place left to go. Except here. Hi There! To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
