Agreed - she's on a roll.  

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 From: awoelflebater <no_re...@yahoogroups.com>
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Tuesday, December 11, 2012 1:15 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: "Earnest Confusion"
 

  
Raunchy just made 'Post of the Week' so far. You are one smart,kick- ass woman 
and I get something good every time I read what you have to say.

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "raunchydog" <raunchydog@...> wrote:
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> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, doctordumbass@ <no_reply@> wrote:
> >
> > Someone once said that if a person is not serious about a spiritual 
> > journey, better they do not start at all. Several people here seem to have 
> > gotten in over their heads. I'll explain what I mean.
> > 
> > Almost any skill is learned, by absorbing it, and practicing it, for 
> > proficiency. Fly a plane, drive a car, play music, read a book, become an 
> > architect, etc. The relationship of learner to object changes, only as 
> > knowledge of the object deepens. There is an assumed 'I', in order to make 
> > learning possible.
> > 
> > The goal of the spiritual journey is to burn down any previous identity, 
> > and transcend completely, in order to make genuine discoveries. Only then 
> > do we begin to see the world as it is, watching its glorious and unending 
> > unfolding.
> > 
> > But, it means confronting deep stories, beliefs, and the emotions, 
> > primarily fear, that drive them. Typically, the journey begins with 
> > following somebody, Buddha, Jesus (vs. Christ), Mohammed, Shiva, etc., 
> > within the context of previous followers; go to a Buddhist temple, read the 
> > bible, start a meditation program.
> > 
> > Often times, what these followers will do, is substitute the issues of 
> > their life, for the glory and promise they feel as new followers of 
> > whatever vehicle they have chosen for their spiritual journey. In other 
> > words, the previous dream is replaced, or enhanced, by the current dream, 
> > the second dream. 
> > 
> > For many of us, the initial transcending brought about by the TM technique, 
> > seems, and seemed, like a better dream. Get all cozy with Vedic 
> > Knowledge-lite, sit in front of a guru, put on the trappings of the 
> > organization pushing the technique, and dream, dream, dream on.
> > 
> > Inevitably, if a person continues the spiritual journey, they are faced 
> > with the extinction of the path and the organization that brought them this 
> > far. This will mean they cannot return to the dream that set then on their 
> > path, nor can they continue refuge in a religion or spiritual organization. 
> > 
> > They are on their own. HOLY SHIT! 
> > 
> > Losing one's contextual identity can be a scary thing. Cutting oneself out 
> > like a paper doll, to stand alone, then reducing that to ashes, terrifies 
> > most people more than physical death does. The response for many is to 
> > retreat into the ego, and ideas and theories and beliefs, escaping into yet 
> > a third dream.
> > 
> > Like Curtis here, on the illusory basis of their ego-bound selves, they are 
> > endlessly questioning and challenging these things they exposed themselves 
> > to during that initial spiritual discovery - Maharishi was this and that, 
> > blah, blah, blah, often simply spouting palaver to salve their foolish ways 
> > during their rush to forget themselves at the feet of some teacher or 
> > other. They earnestly reject the second dream, for the third; that of 
> > "earnest confusion".
> > 
> > Its a good place to be these days, "earnestly confused". People appreciate 
> > and respect this type of false searching, this questioning that never turns 
> > inward, this dream of false discovery. 
> > 
> > It makes us appear genuine and heartfelt to others - a nice guy, a sweet 
> > woman. Sadly it is neither. So, these terrified fools (sorry but calling it 
> > as I see it) retreat into books, theories and thoughts that leave them 
> > hopelessly caught in a vise, between whatever dream they falsely followed, 
> > and their deep terror of complete dissolution.
> > 
> > However, they have learned enough of their rejected path to have gained 
> > some insight. This makes them appear "wise", and "knowledgeable" and 
> > "widely read". The reality is that they are not a whole lot further along 
> > in their spiritual path as when they started.
> > 
> > Want to know how to see this type of person? They are tied to their past 
> > formal path of spiritual discovery. Even though they are convinced they 
> > have rejected it, and seen the truth of it for themselves, the confusion 
> > around their previous path follows them around like a shadow. Sensing this 
> > shadow, they are constantly denigrating it, often by attacking those they 
> > perceive as accepting the same spiritual path in a less critical manner.
> > 
> > This is all the "earnestly confused" have - this one insight that the 
> > spiritual organization they got into bed with, was simply another dream! 
> > They rail at it, and try to wake up others to this fact. They accomplished 
> > something! They saw through the tmo dream! AND IT IS IMPERATIVE that they 
> > convince others of this.
> > 
> > However, since they are stunted on their way to spiritual freedom, and by 
> > definition, continuing to dream themselves, they have nothing to offer 
> > those who they are trying to wake up; the blinders leading the blind.
> > 
> > And others smell this on them. These "third dreamers" become like 
> > politicians, telling others the endless errors of their ways, but offering 
> > nothing in return. So, unfortunately, they become lost between attempting 
> > to convert others to their one insight, yet not recognizing that the 
> > resistance they often encounter is not in response to their ideas, but a 
> > direct response to their inauthentic vibes, the "earnest confusion", the 
> > silent message they send of trying to change the beliefs of others purely 
> > to make their third dream of "earnest confusion", a perfect dream for 
> > themselves. 
> > 
> > The last person any of us are going to listen to, or take seriously is 
> > someone who goes after any organization, political, economic or spiritual, 
> > and clearly has no self knowledge. It Just Don't Smell Right.
> >
> 
> I like what you say here, Doc.  Just to guild your lily a little, I'd say 
> that irreverence is a performance art of disaffected seekers.  They indulge 
> in tipping sacred cows hoping people will react in horror. It's rather 
> juvenile but they do it just to show how hip, they are and how hip you're not 
> because they think you haven't rejected the beliefs that they have. 
> 
> Even today, Barry thought it would be fun to post humorously irreverent road 
> signs by MUM to see who smiled and see who didn't smile. I suspect he's more 
> interested in pissing people off than in delighting them. I go for the 
> latter. 
> 
> Funny thing is, after awhile all the TMO, TM and Maharishi bashing, pissing 
> on baby Jesus and exhibitionistic waggling of dicks gets to be so ho-hum that 
> one hardly notices cries for attention fading into the distance. Sadly, when 
> irreverent performance artists, shock jocks, don't get the negative reaction 
> they hoped, they're just as happy to get applause for taking a public dump 
> from people who don't know the difference between art and schlock. 
> 
> Irreverent art is really old school. Back in the day of the Dadaists:
> 
> "Marcel Duchamp penciled a mustache and goatee on a print of Leonardo da 
> Vinci's Mona Lisa and inscribed the work "L.H.O.O.Q." Spelled out in French 
> these letters form a risqué pun: Elle a chaud au cul, or "She has hot 
> pants."...
> 
> Francis Picabia, once tacked a stuffed monkey to a board and called it a 
> portrait of Cézanne...
> 
> Schoenberg's music was atonal, Mal-larmé's poems scrambled syntax and 
> scattered words across the page and Picasso's Cubism made a hash of human 
> anatomy...
> 
> But, for all its zaniness, the Dada movement would prove to be one of the 
> most influential in modern art, foreshadowing abstract and conceptual art, 
> performance art, op, pop and installation art."
> http://www.smithsonianmag.com/arts-culture/dada.html
> 
> When all is said and done and irreverent spiritual performance artists have 
> met the "Maker of Us All" that they poopoo, generations of unschooled idiots 
> will pay homage to them by scouring the archives of FFLife for instructions 
> on how to be an asshole while tipping sacred cows.
>


 

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