Yeah. 
There is no agenda. There is no allegiance.
 There is not a reason to apologize. 
Let the hair on your chest grow!
I am by no means in "Ravi's group."  LMAO
Ravi is fun to play with and he really pays attention to how words are used, 
probably more so because English is a second language to him, I believe, and he 
is sensitive to bullshit buzz words.
Like Kali's Pimp. He too, takes on ignorance with her dress on!
(his/her same thing.) 
So come back on here, instead of pretending you were beat up or were not 
respected. It took me a long time to get anyone's response around here, and I 
feel good that I hung in here. I do take a break once in a while, but I 
thoroughly enjoy reading everyone's posts. 
So why would that be considered a gang bang hang up routine?
Or a wham bam thank you ma'am?

I feel so used!  I really dislike the guy making me a one night stand!
That is up to the girls, dude. ;)




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@...> wrote:
>
> Rory,
> 
> It's clear that I have upset you and you have taken my challenge as an
> attack on your very being, your integrity and your spiritual experiences. I
> apologize for causing you pain but I will make no apologies for challenging
> your belief system - I have done my best to clarify that I was mocking your
> belief system, your narrative and not you as a person, your spiritual
> experiences. You are not the first person and you won't be the last. I
> certainly don't think you are enlightened, that's a hilarious notion for
> me. But I don't think you are in a space to see that difference since you
> seem so emotionally, psychologically invested in your belief system. This
> becomes clear in several statements you have made.
> 
> Thank you for considering me as your friend, for the respect and love you
> had. But I question the basis of such a friendship now - I never cared for
> anyone's support back in 2010/11 - I could handle Barry and others just
> fine on my own, in fact I was having a blast. If someone calls me crazy it
> only titillates me, I enjoy it, I feed off of it, I wear it as a badge of
> honor.
> 
> No - I didn't go on a tirade against you and no - my reason for mocking
> your belief system is not because you won't support me in attacking Barry.
> This is hilarious Rory - I don't play like that. There are Ravi's cronies -
> I don't know how you got that into your head. Perhaps Obba's posts have
> offended you - we are good friends and we are playful and silly, mostly
> entertaining each other. I like her crazy, witty, creative posts and so I
> intentionally poke her so I can get her into posting a crazy, playful,
> creative post and then enjoying the hilarity of it.
> 
> But I would detest if anyone including Obba supported me because of such
> superficial agenda. There's no *agenda* here - you hear me Rory - no
> ganging up on Barry - that's a fiction, there's no Ravi's group here - you
> are fantasizing - you have made this process worse by highly ludicrous
> statements like this. If tomorrow Obba or any others I like come up with
> something I don't like I will directly say so, I will challenge them. My
> allegiance is to the truth not some fantasy rapport, love, light, laughter,
> superficial, inauthentic friendship.
> 
> I don't appreciate bullshit like this Rory regardless of the fact that you
> are hurt. You apparently are an extremely fragile person - I will leave you
> to your fate but remember this is an online discussion list, it is a place
> of battle hardened veterans as Jason once remarked. I am free to challenge
> anyone with what you refer to as *my patented tirades*. So I don't really
> understand what you mean by - *leave me out of it*. As long as you
> participate here you will referred to, you may say - hey Ravi I'm
> unsubscribing - don't mock me anymore and then I may choose to honor your
> request. Please be clear here.
> 
> 
> 
> 
> On Tue, Aug 13, 2013 at 11:05 PM, RoryGoff <rorygoff@...> wrote:
> 
> > **
> >
> >
> > Thanks, Jim, I appreciate the offering!
> >
> > Ravi, I did consider you a friend; as you may recall I was one of the very
> > few here who stood up for you and defended you, when most here were abusing
> > you and calling you crazy, etc. I have always respected you and wished you
> > well. I have no real beliefs that I hold to as Gospel -- as if you have any
> > clarity at all you can see -- so for you to fly at me with your patented
> > tirades, is I suspect mainly because I won't join you in attacking Barry. I
> > think you and your cronies do a fine job of attacking him all by
> > yourselves; you seem to enjoy it, and certainly don't need my help. I have
> > found in my own life that I generally reap what I sow, and sowing love and
> > trying to find common ground usually works better for me than hate,
> > name-calling and abuse. Usually, anyhow. But maybe that's just me. My life
> > is my own work of art, and yours is yours. You are free to do with yours
> > what you want, but I would appreciate it if you leave me out of it, and I
> > will leave you out of mine, unless or until you are ready to give me at
> > least as much respect and appreciation as I have consistently given you.
> >
> > And much the same goes for you, Judy -- I have always loved your overall
> > clarity and appreciate much of what you do here, but your calling my
> > energetic process "bullcrap" and opining that I am as "phony as a
> > three-dollar bill" is -- while quite funny in a way -- simply bullcrap that
> > I don't need in my life. As I suspect you don't need me in yours.
> >
> > Holding the two of you in my heart was essentially self-abuse (and not the
> > fun kind); it actually has hurt like hell, and I hope I won't make that
> > mistake in a hurry again.
> >
> > Best of luck to the both of you; I do love you both and wish you all the
> > fulfillment that life has to offer.
> >
> > Just without me, for the time being.
> >
> > *L*L*L*
> >
> > R.
> >
> >
> > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@>
> > wrote:
> > >
> > > "From the little I know of Rory he seems a sweet and gentle soul. And he
> > > doesn't deserve to be abused."
> > >
> > > Rory was abused - by whom, when, where, how?
> > >
> > > Dear Ann - I seriously hope you are not referring to me. I was rude and
> > > harsh - on purpose, because the nature of religious delusional beliefs
> > are
> > > such, they are very deep rooted, people have so much emotional,
> > > psychological investment in it and I cannot leave them unchallenged. I am
> > > known to be abusive, but not in this case since as you say Rory is a
> > sweet
> > > and gentle soul. But there weren't but sweet and gentle souls around Amma
> > > and many on this list as well and I had to be harsh and rude. Of course I
> > > am not rude and harsh to everyone - if it's a friend I'm still going to
> > > challenge gently and firmly (of course I don't call their beliefs
> > > delusional but in my mind I do) and I have challenged however hard and
> > > uncomfortable it is to me. Trust me I don't particularly enjoy it. In
> > this
> > > case Rory is not particularly a close friend and I preferred to chose the
> > > rude, harsh way.
> > >
> > > The only person I have given a free pass is a 64 year old Jewish
> > gentleman
> > > named David around Amma, I met him after my mystical experiences in 2009
> > -
> > > I very much got attracted to David-ji. I consider him as a father figure
> > > and he was in charge of cleaning Amma's temple and I helped him and used
> > to
> > > obey him unconditionally, first time in my life following the orders of a
> > > man in my personal life. So he may talk about Amma as Divine Mother and I
> > > give it as pass though I may address it in a roundabout way. I told him I
> > > attacked Amma online and he just laughed because he knows me and has seen
> > > me as the mad, crazy yogi, an iconoclast who challenges people, mocks
> > > people beliefs, push people's buttons. This challenge comes up even as I
> > > deal with family members - my dharma, responsibility to love, support
> > them
> > > as a son, as a brother, relative vs my need to challenge people's
> > > delusional beliefs - it's not easy, I have to assess moment to moment.
> > >
> > > So there I hope this explains that somehow. Even if you were to come
> > > tomorrow come up with a narrative for spiritual experiences, a
> > philosophy I
> > > will challenge it Ann even though I like you very much, but obviously
> > > gently and firmly. Same applies to any other friend of mine, I am not
> > going
> > > to let any religious delusional belief go unchallenged.
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > > On Tue, Aug 13, 2013 at 9:00 PM, Ann <awoelflebater@> wrote:
> > >
> > > > **
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, doctordumbass@ <no_reply@>
> > > > wrote:
> > > > >
> > > > > The party continues...and parties need music...
> > > > >
> > > > > Bringing you da freshest!
> > > > >
> > > > > This one is dedicated to Rory, who is truly one of my BFFs, even if I
> > > > may agree to disagree with him on the protocol for handling dipsticks.
> > > > >
> > > > > Tuning Into Vedic Radio (3:30)
> > > > >
> > > > > https://app.box.com/s/2hx2rylk73cy5vi8p1ot
> > > > >
> > > > > copyright Temple Dog 2013
> > > >
> > > > Well then, Rory is blessed with a good friend in you, Doc. From the
> > little
> > > > I know of Rory he seems a sweet and gentle soul. And he doesn't
> > deserve to
> > > > be abused. Now I'll listen to your song, and thank you.
> > > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > >
> >
> >  
> >
>


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