You sound like a devotee. Read the book Share. It is a very interesting book and includes a lot of detail on what it was like to live in India re: the culture, her journey, etc.
---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <sharelong60@...> wrote: To be that close to Amma for that long is bound to bring up the biggest, fattest stresses, karma from many, many lifetimes. May she somehow find peace when all is said and done. On Thursday, November 14, 2013 2:49 PM, merudanda <no_re...@yahoogroups.com> wrote: 'Amma's shadow'Gail Tredwell last video :River of Love ◦ Mata Amritanandamayi could be shot just few months before she left the ashram-? Should be at 46m28s - http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20- http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789 http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=dz6bFeYUNCU#t=2789 http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s - http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20- http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz6bFeYUNCU&feature=youtu.be&t=46m28s http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20- http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20- http://youtu.be/dz6bFeYUNCU?t=46m28s%20- The 2011-12 foreign contribution report (from 4/1/2011 through 3/31/2012 and 2010-2011) for the Mata Amritanandamayi Math is up now on the FCRA website: http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183R&by=2011-2012 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183R&by=2011-2012 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183R&by=2010-2011 http://fcraonline.nic.in/fc3_verify.aspx?RCN=052930183R&by=2010-2011 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <rick@...> wrote: Pages to read: http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/ http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-lies/ http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/ http://ammascandal.wordpress.com/category/amma-scandal/ From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On Behalf Of Share Long Sent: Wednesday, November 13, 2013 5:43 AM To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Re: Holy Hell: A Memoir of Faith, Devotion, and Pure Madness I've been to Amma's gatherings a few times and liked getting hugged, liked the bhajans and the feeling of being at a market in India. I also liked that it was sooooooooo different than TM gatherings which are drier and more knowledge based. Also it was interesting to see the Western devotees garbed in Indian clothing and living a more obviously ashram lifestyle. A former boyfriend left Purusha and ended up buying a condo at Amma's ashram in India and I got some insights from him about that particular path. Bottom line, we live in interesting times but maybe everybody in every era thinks that! On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 10:52 PM, "emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@..."; <emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@...> wrote: I only spent 3 days and just one time (although it was enough for me to spend hours on the internet to reconcile my reality and that of my children's with the experience and the experience of the family I went with and to feel compelled to write up my story for a post in the process). I think Rick or Ravi or maybe Share? could take you up on this, but I don't want to start any drama. It is a good story and it represents 20 years of her life and I respect it and her fully. ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <awoelflebater@... mailto:awoelflebater@...> wrote: Hmmm, I would be interested to compare the experience of those who had been around Amma with what the author is going to reveal in her book. I would also like to know if what the author says resonates in any way or form with what someone who approaches Amma openly and sincerely would have to say about their experience with/of her. Everyone is different and their filtering/perception mechanism is different from those possessed by others. I would love to know how I would feel in her presence, receiving her touch and then compare it with Gail Tredwell's story and why and how she decided she wanted to move away from Amma. Anyone want to read the book and let me know about this, especially if you have spent time with her? ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, <emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@...> wrote: She wrote it largely to facilitate her healing process and it isn't a comprehensive look at the Amma organization, but it blows the lid off of Amma as the "hugging saint" or "saint" in any respect, in ways that would create the need for one to engage in some serious mind-bending denial to continue to see her (particularly as a hanger-on). Well, I guess I just gave it a review of sorts, but pay no attention. I like stories of people and their lives. Smile. ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <awoelflebater@... mailto:awoelflebater@...> wrote: Emily, I have just purchased the book and it looks like a good read. I know really nothing about Amma other than what I have read about her here at FFL. Having emerged from a cult experience myself I will be looking forward to seeing what the author has to say. ---In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com mailto:fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, <sharelong60@... mailto:sharelong60@...> wrote: Emily, did you find that reading this book shed some light on the experiences you and your daughters had when you went to see Amma in person? On Tuesday, November 12, 2013 1:39 AM, "emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@..."; <emilymaenot@... mailto:emilymaenot@...> wrote: I would suggest this book by Gayatri (Gail) to any Amma devotees or followers or those that attend just for hugs. It's easily read in two days and is written sincerely and truthfully and fairly.
