look at your life MIchael. where are you, day after day, week after week, now coming up on year after year, crying, "I was done wrong. You, you and you, you were all done wrong, and I have decided to make it my life's mission to make you realize that. Wait!, What!, you don't feel you were done wrong?
Well then, I have the answer for you. You are a deluded, true believer, cult apologist, and I will cure you of that" And may I remind you Michael, of you attempt to sell the VA your own basket full of new age remedies to address PTSD for a fee (of course). You know, you own variation of the remedies you deride on a daily basis. Not that this will make sense to you, but I point out nonetheless. (-: ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <mjackson74@...> wrote : You shouldn't be that stupid but apparently you are - how is expecting someone to be honest, keep their word and not screw you over by lying and committing fraud asking for a handout? Like most TM fanatics you love to blame those who realize their were defrauded on many levels, just like the Movement loves to blame people who commit suicide by claiming they weren't meditating properly, were off the program or had some "underlying mental condition" that was there, unseen for decades till then killed themselves. Blame the victim, not the huckster nor his snake oil. From: "steve.sundur@... [FairfieldLife]" <FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com> To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Sent: Saturday, September 13, 2014 7:56 AM Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: My anger is my proof ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <no_re...@yahoogroups.com> wrote : ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <no_re...@yahoogroups.com> wrote : It doesn't sound to me as if you approached your life in a very sensible way. Always looking to someone else for "answers," foolishly spending money. What a sad story. And now you are full up with anger and resentment, like a child whose daddy didn't give him what he said he would. Poor Edg. I hope the local authorities where you live are aware of your propensity for violence. Yes Fester, it is stupid to think that TM and all its sundry add-ons was going to work isn't it? And spending so much money on it too! I suppose you never believed a word of it.... You miss the point Sal. You just don't get what Feste is saying. I could tell you that it is a matter of personal responsibility, that you are born alone, that you die alone, and that you are ultimately the master of your own fate, but I don't think it would sink in. If you are looking for a hand out in this world, then yes, you are going to be disappointed, and somewhat bitter, as you appear to be. ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <no_re...@yahoogroups.com> wrote : I went to at least ten different jyotish "experts." Not a single one predicted my future or knew stuff about me from my past. I went to Gandhi, "Maharishi's astrologer," when it was still allowed. Guy read my palm too! GAWD. Then there I consulted with about ten ofl the FF folks who jumped on the jyotish bandwagon. Not saying jyotish doesn't work -- just saying I never had anyone show me it does. I did my jyotish diary for five years -- actually assigned numbers to various qualities of life -- on a daily basis, I was rating my sex life, my finances, my dreams, my food, my sleep....about a dozen attributes.....and then I tried to find correlations with the charts........never could get zilch for a correlation. Ya'd have thunk I would have somehow unconsciously arranged to make my life fit the stars better. You know, I should have wrote more poetry when Mercury was strong in the chart...and then point to it as if it had naturally occurred. Nope -- I didn't even have a placebo cheating thingie going on. I wore the Vedic gems....all that. I went to three different PhDs in psychology -- one of them was pretty good and knocked my socks off with insights, but not a thing changed in my usually M.O. But, oh, I can talk about me endlessly ! ! ! Went to about six psychic types. So, don't nobody tell me I didn't at least make an effort to address my negativities. $11,000 alone spent in a six-month flurry-of-seeking period there....all for naught. Fuck, I even let the chicken-guts guy from the Philippines pretend to shove his hand inside me. I had two different persons "make strange sounds with their mouths" -- special sounds dontchaknow..... I had entities removed from my aura.......what a relief, eh? Had a psychic-nurse declare me and my family healthy -- for $125 each....then my son got cancer diagnosed the next week. We had gone to this "nurse" because that was her thang...spotting cancer. So I tried FFL. And now I iz saved. I have at least ten people here who are telling me if I make the least mistake. For free! How good is that!