--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "authfriend" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> > wrote: <snip> > > What I'm living is ignorance. > > With all due respect, what you're trying to > *perpetuate* is ignorance.
Yeah, that's bullshit. > You're trying to FIGURE IT ALL OUT, to come > up with some intellectual understanding of > enlightenment without benefit of the subjective > experience. No, I'm not. I'm making a very, VERY simple statement: Ignorance is in some respect not like enlightenment. I've long since ceased to try to figure anything else out about enlightenment. > Give it up. Ain't gonna happen. > Personally, I think that your clinging to the > notion that you CAN understand it all Well, I've now said at *least* five times that I don't know what enlightenment is like. You're simply not paying attention because you're more interested in finding a way to put me down. <snip> > I'm trying to give you the straight poop, as > it appears to me. You keep rejecting it, tell- > ing me from your point of view as someone who > has never had a clear experience of enlighten- > ment that what I (who *have* had such exper- > iences) say is all wrong. And of course you would be the first to say, in any other context, that anything one can *say* about enlightenment is automatically wrong. You have said two contradictory things: that enlightenment is exactly like ignorance, and that it's not exactly like ignorance. The only part of this I'm rejecting is the "exactly like" part; and the only thing I'm asserting is that in some respect, enlightenment is not exactly like ignorance. Everything else you've said, I haven't objected to. I don't know if it's "right" or not, but I have no basis for saying it's "all wrong." Oh, and one other thing, your claim that I've never had a clear experience of enlightenment. I *have* had clear experiences of witnessing, and I would describe it just as you did, "awareness of eternality being more foreground than background." And that experience is in some respect different from the experience of ignorance. <snip> > I've tried to tell you what I've come up with > after 20 years or so of trying to make sense > of enlightenment experiences. You keep reject- > ing what I say, and clinging to the illusion > that you CAN intellectually understand a > phenomenon that transcends intellectual under- > standing. If you were paying any attention instead of trying to think up putdowns, you'd know that that is precisely what I'm *not* doing. > <snipping all the rest of Judy's attempts to > intellectually grasp the greased pig of enlight- > enment> :-) All the rest of which consists of saying, *in toto*, that enlightenment is in some respect not like ignorance. Not that it may not be like ignorance in other respects, but that there is *some respect* in which it is NOT like ignorance. Period. ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Get fast access to your favorite Yahoo! Groups. Make Yahoo! your home page http://us.click.yahoo.com/dpRU5A/wUILAA/yQLSAA/JjtolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/