--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "jim_flanegin" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> So the experience grew for me. After I got the sidhis I moved to
> southern cal to see a friend and lived in santa barbara for several
> years. The best I remember is I used to go on long bike rides while
> there, and during these rides Guru Dev's face and enrobed shoulders
> would appear in my center sight. It was nice and I didn't think much
> of it, since I was praying to him a lot then, and pretty much
> unhappy.
>
> Then that passed and became kind of a fixture in my awareness;
> whenever I needed to see him, I'd see that much of him, but it was a
> little dry and static after awhile.
>
> Next I found myself in Washington DC, and I was still doing sidhis.
> Got married and a house and used to go running for exercise. One
> day, probably late 92 I had this experience in my center sight where
> I approached the feet of Guru Dev- not out of some false prostration
> or mood making, but saw him in the distance and as I approached, I
> approached his feet. That's just the way it is to approach someone
> like him head on. Saw his toes and the hem of his robe in great
> detail. Laid my head at his feet. Learned a lot about power
> relationships and what all that meant, "sitting on the right hand
> of..." and where the language of positioning came from.
>
> Anyway, one day in Spring 93 as best as I can recall I was doing
> something in the rec room/walk out basement of my house and Guru Dev
> was there with me, filling my body with bliss and clarity, right
> there with me, existing as if in parallel sight, every detail clear.
> Every time I looked at him, his shoulder, or into his eyes, or his
> hair or whatever, I would transcend right down to rockbottom Being,
> my body turned to crystal. At some point I sat with him and we
> traveled together out into the galaxies and I recall sitting in
> lotus way way out in space, far far from earth. At another point,
> and to answer your question, we went for a walk outside and it was
> like being with your infinite dad or very best friend ever. I was
> with him for about 3 days.
>
> Guru Dev appears as a stern countenance but that is just his
> reflection of Shiva, destroyer of ignorance. His energy is purest
> love and acceptance. He allows me to do anything I want to, and I
> respect that by only calling him when I have to.
>
> So it was a life changing experience, and he is my role model. The
> best.
>
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