--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "authfriend" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> Uhhhhh... > > <at a loss for words> > > If all that's for real, Rory, thank you. > > (The truth, as they say, is probably somewhere > in between moi as Jedi-Judy incarnation of Durga > and as lowlife scum Harasser-in-Chief.) > > What name were you posting under on alt.m.t back > in 2002? If I was able to be of assistance to you > in any way, I'm delighted. Yes, it is all for real, Judy; thank You! You do my heart such good. I think it was as mleroygoffiv, though I am not certain. I remember I launched in with one of my patented rails against the TMO and gradual-enlightenment seekerdom and promptly lost my head on your sword ... Barry defended my POV, and Barry and I agreed with each other so completely you were wondering (you said) if I was a shill or alter-ego of Barry's -- if he had known me previously offline and brought me in to amt! But no; it was all just one of Nature's little jokes or dances, I guess. Anyway, thank you too, Barry, for your kind words and support at that time, but IMO Judy was clearer than either of us was. It was (in retrospect) a great joy to yield my demoniac head to her. Anyway, after getting my ego-anger utterly shredded, I felt so good and full that I simply lost the urge to argue and prove myself "right." I am pretty sure it was in the spring of 2002, as it was just before my 10th wedding anniversary, though memory can certainly play tricks on me. Anyhow, over the years I have come to appreciate you there and here more and more, Judy, and have been meaning to thank you for all you've done for all of us. And thank you too, Rick, for cutting the number of posts to 5 to give us some silence to breathe and space to think-feel; I think it was in large part this "surgery" that allows me to express my gratitude. :-)
