Find her book "Collision with the Infinite" and read it. It may be available here at Revelations at half price. Used copies surface from time to time. Very interesting story. She was indoctrinated by her parents to believe if Fear was present then there was someting to be afraid of. Both of her parents were survivors of the German concentration camps. Great study of the acronymn for FEAR from the author of Conversations with God. False Evidence that Appears Real. Tom T