Thanks Everyone (for my Jazz)

[Nina]

Hello my beloved list,
Thank you everyone for your kind words and sympathy.  I have been a 
total wreck, but knowing you guys care, really helps.  I'm walking 
around like a zombie, doing just what I have to do to keep the rest of 
the household going.  I'm steeped in denial.  I keep expecting her to 
walk around the corner with that fabulous tail of hers raised high in 
greeting.  I don't know how that can be, we all try so hard to prepare 
ourselves, it was still so sudden and unexpected.  Gracy is taking it 
hard too.  And of course, there's the second guessing...

I've been reading the posts about Tom and I have to say it gives me so 
much hope to hear how you folks have enlightened Barbara and given such 
a deserving cat a chance at life.  (Jen, I know you are probably sorry 
about your outburst, but it made me feel so good to know that Jazz has 
stirred such emotion, thank you).  I so hope Barbara decides to keep 
him.  I can just imagine the tendrils of understanding spreading to 
everyone, one owner and one vet at a time.  It's just inspiring.

I didn't expect to be posting so soon, but I just had to tell you how 
much you guys mean to me. 
Nina