Dear Macarena You have been through so much lately, losing both sweet Riso and your beloved Kurt. I believe I remember you saying earlier this year how devastated you would be if you lost your dear buddy Kurt. Losing our dear little friends is always so painful. Please know you're always in my thoughts....I hope that you will gradually be able to draw comfort from all the good times and all the good things you did with and for your kitties. Many kitties sadly never know the sort of unconditional love -- or any love for that matter--that you gave to Riso and Kurt. You gave them the best gift of all. much love and many hugs to you, Macarena Kerry
----- Original Message ----- From: "maca cats" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> To: <felvtalk@felineleukemia.org> Sent: Tuesday, August 02, 2005 11:22 AM Subject: CLS for belinda and all the group > hi dear group, > > i have been mostly lurking lately, and so sad for recent losses, yours > and mine, that I couldn't write, kind of a frozen state... > > I want to send hugs for evey one of you that is struggling with disease > and of course for all of you who have lost a dear friend recently. > > here it has been a hard battle too. on may 27 our lovely Riso died ater > a terrible night. He had been diagnosed with pancreatitis, which is > fatal, and given 2 months to live. he lived for 8 months of reasonable > life quality with our care, but finally his little body couldn'fight any > longer, and his last night he spent almost in comma, with an IV line at > home, at bed with us, and he died peacefully in his sleep. I could bear > it because we knes he was going to die, so we were at peace since we > gave him the best we could. > > but then Kurt got sick..he was the light of my lie, 9 1/2 yo, he was the > one who made me understand cats, we communicated with each other in a > way I fear i will never be able to with any other creature. I miss him > so much. he died on july 17, and i couldn't stop holding him until we > buried him, he was cold and stiff, ... I never had so much trouble > letting go... I still feear to go to bed every night, because my > instinct is always to call him. he slept by my side, with his little paw > over my neck for years, now i misss him as if a part of my body is > gone...I know only you can understand what I am talking about... > > Belinda, could you please add Riso and Kurt to the CLS? it helps to see > them remembered in some place. Also could you please add Canelo, an > adorable orange tabby who belonged to my nephews, and was killed by a > car last july 27. > > thank you so much for being theer, at the end of the line. > > > sad Macarena and the 13 furballs. > Chile >
