Thanks Wendy. I am doing OK. Still missing Jake, and thinking about him a lot. I am going to pick up his ashes today....Thanks so much for thinking of us!
Marissa
On 3/10/06, [EMAIL PROTECTED] <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
Thanks, Wendy. I am functioning much better than I have after other deaths. Not sure why. The first week was incredibly hard-- spent the first weekend drugged on sleeping pills just trying not to be awake. Now I am basically functioning, even ok at times, but having intermittent flashbacks and just generally missing Ginger. I am also missing all the others, too.Patches has loose stool that today is diarrhea, and so far is not responding to the metronidazole. So I now have some anxiety about her taking over my emotions too. It is hard not to just focus on the possibility that she too has lymphoma, in her intestines. I have a generally ominous feeling about my two remaining positives, which I hope is just that, a feeling.Thanks again,Michelle
