Oh Belinda, my heart is in my throat thinking about what you and Bailey
must be going through. Whatever happens, you must know on some level,
that there is no need to be concerned about Bailey forgiving you for
doing everything in your power to save his life. He knows how devoted
to him you are and that everything you do is with his best interest at
heart. You may think you are suppressing your emotions, but Bailey
knows. We should all be so blessed as to have someone who cares so
deeply for us that they put their own lives on hold to extend ours. My
prayers are with you and Bailey.
Much love, we'll all be holding the two of you close,
Nina
Belinda wrote:
Thank you Wendy, it's been so hard these last months seeing him this
way, he in better health is such a bouncy happy-go-lucky boy, gets
along with everyone. It's been hard watching him not feel well for so
long and not being able to figure out why. If nothing else we may
finally understand what has been causing him to feel so rotten for so
long. I just pray it is treatable.
I can't tell you how many times on the cancer lists I'm on that
someones furchild was having surgery that started out optimistically
and once the vet had their fur child open realized just how bad things
really were and then with moms/dads input decided not to wake their
furchild up. I don't know if I could handle a decision like that,
that's why if things are really that bad I hope Bailey takes the
decision out of my hands ... like Buddie did.
I'm one of those people who has a very hard time losing control and
showing my emotions so I keep everything bottled up and don't deal
with it, in a way its not good because I distance myself so it won't
hurt as bad. And the look on Bailey's face whenever he sees me just
tears my heart out, but I keep telling myself when he gets better he
will forgive me and forget all the hard times. But if he doesn't get
better it will be hard to deal with ...
