Nina, I am so sorry to hear that Spencer is missing. Have you been able to find him yet? I know you probably feel terrible right now for him. If you go outside and just sit down and talk to him, he's probably so close, he'll be able to hear you. I hope you are able to find him.
:) Wendy --- Nina <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > I have awful news. Spencer has gone missing. It's > completely my fault, > I don't know what I was thinking. I left for > appointments this morning > and deliberately left the door open for the dogs and > cats. I've been > doing this forever, but I knew Spencer was very > sick, I know that cats > can decide to find a quiet place to pass on their > own, yet I left the > door open. In the six months that Spencer has been > with us he rarely > goes outside and when he does it's to keep me > company in the yard. > Whenever I call to him, he comes running like a > puppy. I can only fear > the worst. I talked with a couple of ACs and they > said that he was > looking for quiet and solitude, things that are in > very short supply > around this madhouse. I've been combing the bushes > and going through > the neighbor's yards all day. If he's still moving, > if he wants to, I'm > praying that he'll come home. It even went through > my mind to shut him > up before I left this morning, but I didn't think > he'd be moving off his > bed much and I don't know, I didn't really process > this thought, but I > didn't want him to feel like a prisoner either. > He's been so good > through his illness. The vets last night kept > commenting about how > sweet he was, I just hated to force anything on him. > > > I just wanted to let you all know. I can't think of > a punishment graver > than not knowing what happened to him. I'm doing my > best to not think > of this in terms of punishment at all, just what is. > It's too late to > close the barn door now. I've gone through the > frantic mode of finding > him gone, been crying as I search, right now I'm > feeling really numb. > When I called Bruce at work to tell him, he asked me > why I would want to > have forced him to die in the house with us if > that's not what he > wanted. I could only come up with selfish answers > for that one. The > hardest part of all this is that I may never know. > I'm still praying > that he walks in the door. > > Feeling repentant and very very sad, > Nina > > > __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com
