Hideyo, You are not being needy. We all understand. Right now, I feel a lot like you feel. I'm confused and afraid for Ember. I have stabs of panic that when I least need them, and I'm very sad at times. But Kat's advice is great: to stay strong and to stay centered. I'll be praying for you and Dharma, as I have been for the last few days. Be good to yourself.
Lance -- Lance Linimon [EMAIL PROTECTED]
