--- In gay_bombay@yahoogroups.com, "raj " <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Predator > > He's lying there > music in his ears > he can't hear me as I write > while I watch and wonder > > His eyes are closed > his legs stretched loosely > on the bed > and even as I write > it feels like betrayal > or like doing something bad > > Outside is the thunder > raindrops clashing down > his ass is round and tight > his skin is sunlit brown > white T-Shirt > and strong arms > fingers curled lightly > around the music player > that he holds > some tones drift over > > With the other hand > he's covering half of his > youthful face > one black eyebrow > black as coal I can see > and one closed eye > lashes so long > he'd never need makeup > golden blond hair falling lightly > over his forehead as he's > resting on the pillow > > This is a nightmare > feeling between my legs > this feeling I know > I shouldn't feel > because he doesn't have a clue > accepted I was gay > smiled and said yes > but I wonder did it ever > occur to him > that he would be the man > to rouse my desire > > My hands no I want to > touch him undress him > let my tongue explore his > naked skin > as he's lying there > so helpless and so innocent > I want my lips pressed > upon his body > I want me naked in his bed > but he's my friend > he wouldn't understand > > I'm feeling like a predator > hunting with hungry eyes > which hold that lusty glimmer > if he let me I'd do it > I'd sleep with him > not out of love > but out of lust > because his quiet rest > gets me so aroused > I can't rest like I wanted to > > So I picked up my pen > the lines forming words > on paper > I'm writing and writing > writing off my fury > for sitting in an ever growing > colder room > with my friend sleeping > on his belly > > Doesn't seem to be helping > one bit > do straight people know > what I mean > a wolf between lambs > on the verge of drowning > knee deep in my own gay shit. > > Author unknown. > > Forwarded By Rajeev Hi, It's a great poem and many of us can relate to it. It brought back memories of very similar situations, just watching as a friend slept half-naked on a sultry Delhi afternoon. I knew he would he would be happy to give me his body, but I wanted more. And this is what he could never give me. Ciao, Salim
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