It's time again to write the words,
i'm not brave enough to say,
I need to tell you how I feel,
If i'm to see you another day.
Time has passed and things have changed,
But this time it's for the best,
I feel something i've not known before,
But my hearts still not at rest.
I've learnt alot these past few months,
Now I feel i've been abused,
Now I feel these people aren't my friends and I'm just being used.
After all that we've been through it's not hard to understand,
Why my heart stil feels this way,
Why I can't meet it's demand.
You'd probably never guess it,
But this is how I sometimes feel,
I can't beleive you'll be there for me,
Nor that our friendship's real.
My insecurities are still here,
they often lead my thoughts astray,
Do you know what it's like to feel your fears eating you away?
There are things I can't let go, that still make me feel like dying,
Make me wish I was brave,
Brave enough to just end it.
But when I put my arms around you,
I feel my troubles go away,
But whenever you're not near me,
I fear that things won't stay this way.
Sometimes I lay awake and wonder,
How you make me feel the way I do,
I wish I could do the same for you,
But I have wounds that need to heal.
Long ago, I told you a part of me had died.
If you could read my heart, you'd know how hard i've tried.
That part of me still remains,
And still hurts me like a knife,
What I really need to know is..
Can you bring it back to life?
 


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