Filling the void The first in your life to fill the void The lasting memories hard to avoid Something special that you loved so much Yearn to recall affectionately that loving touch
However fleeting the memory did last The impressions linger on as adorable past The future plans remained an ardent desire Accepted imperfections and blindly continued to admire Past chapter ignored being loveable and kind Truth and reality of friendship loath to find Concerns and caring traits always remind Destiny and circumstances best laid behind The hindrances, support and obstructions from start. Weight of differences, stress impaced the fragile heart Social pressures,cast implications tore bonds apart Unpleasant decisions, choices forced to depart The destination to journey though far yet seemed so near As independent individuals freedom to decide was cleari Inspite of valiant efforts idea riddled with fear. A hopeful celebration postponed year after year Unfortunate as lady luck did not smile separate paths did choose God's blessings of prosperous life nothing to loose A curse or punishment no fruits of love to cherish With a broken heart, lonely unfulfilled you perish No jealousy; envy ,hatred engulfed ever The thread of good friendship snapped never Intimate closeness of dreams was surely broken Harsh ,hurting, insulting words never spoken Proud and happy of own cocoon and happy nest Recalling fond memories always remained the quest Unfair Unjust to compare or imagine a curse Happy moments to nurse , wealthy loaded mind is the purse As the situation is observed from a distant far Shining brightly in dark sky one amongst luminous star Relations in life and death never will be same again Hopes of restoring earthly relations are in vain Nelson Lopes Chinchin Nelson Lopes Chinchinim https://lopesnelsonnat.wordpress.com