Whenever my grandmother was exhausted with the world around her, she would exclaim, "sonsar kabar zala". She belonged to that generation, who believed the world would soon come to pass. The correct name for people who hold this belief is "millenarian"; people who believe in a time of perfect peace following a violent Apocalypse.
A purist millenarian believes that this perfect Eden will be established here on earth itself, and this pursuit of a Eden of earth has been with us almost since the concept was invented. The Persians and Arabs tried to establish and pursue it by building perfectly symmetrical gardens, to replicate "paradiso". The Pilgrims that fled to America on the Mayflower were convinced that America was their Eden. Such a hope lingers in us Goans, who are old enough to remember the pristine Goa of yore. We want it to remain exactly as we remember it, idealised as it is in our memory. Unfortunately the memory plays tricks on us, and we don't really remember the poverty, the disease, the lack of access to education in premier institutions, the parochial mindsets that made second-class citizens of so many. Progress and development are not dirty words. If we are protecting traditional lifestyles we are also handicapping them by our myopia. For instance one of the reasons, farmers cannot compete with European and American farmers is precisely because the infrastructure that assists in transporting and storing produce, the just-in-time management, the canning and processing factories, the credit-lines, the power and electricity, the fall-back insurance in times of drought are not in place in a country like India, and a state like Goa. So while we protest against roads being built, power houses and communications centers being set up, manufacturing units or trucking terminals being constructed, we may hail ourselves as heroes of the underdog, but in the long-run we are robbing them of their own livelihoods. This is not to say that cowboy construction and development should be the order of the day. It is just to illustrate the point that living in the 21st century necessarily means having to make compromises. Compromises that may rob us of our idealised dreams of a Goan life, but which might mean someone else has a chance and the opportunity to live their dreams. selma ____________________________________________________________________________________ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ