after days of my own little bit of pain, finally a song came...no music has been with me 'til now... i want to share the music (why this one? and sorry, joni!)that came to me: Every Night by Paul McCartney Every Night I Just Wanna Go Out, Get Out Of My Head Every Day I Don't Want To Get Up, Get Out Of My Bed Every Night I Want To Play Out And Every Day I Want To Do ooh ooh oh oh But Tonight I Just Want To Stay In And Be With You, And Be With You. ooh ............. ooh .............. Believe Me Mama Every Day I Lean On A Lamp Post, I'm Wasting My Time Every Day I Lay On A Pillow, I'm Resting My Mind Every Morning Brings A New Day Every Night That Day Is Through ooh ooh oh oh But Tonight I Just Want To Stay In And Be With You, And Be With You. ooh ............. ooh .............. Believe Me Mama ooh ............. ooh .............. shane (let it be me, not "but not for me")