Date: Sat, 16 Nov 2002 14:43:25 -0800
From: "Kate Bennett" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: suggestion njc

Franklin,

Kate wrote> how about if you write something about joni, your favorite album or when you first heard her or something along those lines

Franklin> Thoughtful recommendation from someone whose posts I generally enjoy (I'll hereby attempt to reciprocate). I will agree, that beginning with my hearty agreement regarding the three Joni CDs being discussed that were benchmark and "filler-free", things seemed to disintegrate there for a bit. (TIP: when contemplating along with other "posters" other potential artists having created "three in a row" ground-breaking, poetically profound, "filler-free" CDs in a row; do not, I repeat, do not recommend L.A. Cowboy http:www.mp3.lacowboy.com under any circumstances: or, word to the wise, do so at your own risk - as it seems to noticably irritate a certain "poster" here for inexplicable reasons, as said "poster" has confessed a lack of exposure and/or interest in above-stated artist's music anyway!????)

My first introduction to JM was when my rowdy brothers and I were sequestered into a private boarding military high school (sort of as an acquiescence to my wealthy professional father's second wife - call it a "wedding gift"). He had custody of us at the time, as my intelligent, life-loving mother was suffering from what would inevitably become lifelong, chronic schyzophrenia. I was carted off, along with my Moroccan, blonde, opiated hash chunks (apparently compliments of returning Vietnam air force pilots who smuggled it into their cockpits) and (kick-ass) deep southern Mexican (read: connoisseur, exotic weed) stash. I also had my album collection: Led Zepplin, Cream, Savoy Brown, Rolling Stones, Beatles, Wishbone Ash, Jefferson Airplane, Eric Burden, Robin Trower, West Coast Pop Art Experiment (anyone remember them?), The Youngbloods, Atomic Rooster - you know doubt get the idea.

The school consisted of an interesting mixture of 4th, 5th generation "blue-bloods, the national scion type, following family heritage, and a consortium of upper-middle class boys from around the country sent there for to gain/or for "discipline(ary) reasons, family problems, disinterested, preoccupied parents, etc. The Vietnam War was raging, and Military School was not a popular, cool hangout for a large, contingency of those among us who identified with each other(s plights?). The whole experience is a mixture of bad memories/good memories - the story of life, I guess. I felt abandoned, angry, trapped, embarrassed (cut hair and uniforms). Amidst the sneaky drinking, stoning, typical identity-seeking little rebellions extant at the time, I somehow found "Blue" (honorable mentions to "Tea for the Tillerman" - another ground-breaking, "filler-free" TOTAL classic). Between those two female/male troubadour's expressive artistic bookends I found solace, comfort, understanding, and above all, vehicles of inspired, poetic expression conveying MY thoughts, fears, dreams, ideals...they were both so filled with spirit and LOVE. Together, they gently escorted me through some of the most turbulent years of my life.

There was something paradoxical represented in "Blue", in my young mind. Something about the melancholy, sadness, resignation - sprinkled with a little jest and joy, that ended up, in an odd way (which no doubt many here will appreciate) engendering hope. Hope in beauty, hope in intelligence, hope in the poetry - oh that beautiful, conversational poetry, hope in creativity as an answer, a voice in a perplexing world: creativity as - the spark of life. I wore that CD (read:album) out! Knew every word by heart, still do. (as an aside, I think the guitar tracks James Taylor contributed on several songs remain his finest, most innovative he ever played - inspired by Joni NO DOUBT!) Brought multiple copies (I had to, as I kept giving previous copies away). I never, through those rocky adolescent years, tired of playing it - all the way through no less than hundreds of times (an unbelievable, rare commendation for any work of art). And every listen somehow bolstered, strengthened, heartened, gave solace to my soul.

Fell in love with/and too, C&S - while in an adolescent psych ward for six months after ala James Taylor (they didn't diagnose adolescent alcoholism/drug addiction in those days - too little money for Psychiatrists in the "treatment" model I guess) but that's another story/topic, and I'm attempting to avoid lengthening this post any further than necessary. Let's just say that certain "adults" deemed it necessary to have me "examined" for quitting a prestigious school- in the middle of a term no less - in which I had academically excelled (top of the class type shit). They wondered, I guess, why I would throw away such a privileged opportunity - I literally had my choice of "any college" opportunities due to my academic status as well as that of the high school. I must confess, in later years I have occasionally wondered as well. Ah, hindsight - and its mischievous lack of "presence".

While I realize all of this is somewhat "broad brush", I hope it is an adequate introduction for a new member. To break into every nuance of each song, their special messages to me, etc. would surely be construed as "lengthy" and I suggest is better suited for further discussion, if interest exists, prevails. In fact, I would love to hear about/from those of you who would consider responding to Kate's same question.

Kate>i have scrolled past your postings in the past few days due to the length &
bantering nature of them & i suspect you maybe turning off some folks
unintentionally...

Franklin> Well, at least some folks on this list display some common sense occasionally! I scrolled by them too! LOL (BTY - at least you recognized it was "unintentional". I got the feeling that a post or two were attempting to turn me off "intentionally". Oh, well. Like a light bulb - being perpetually turned-on carries with it the risk of "burning out" quicker.) lol Everyone/thing has to be turned-off occasionally, whether by sleep or other, less satisfying, gratifying, regenerating methods.

Kate>you seem quite intelligent so how about a joni subject to bring it all back
to why we are all here?

Franklin> Thank you for the compliment, I've noticed your apparent brain cell abundance as well! So why ARE we all here? (great question, rhetorical or not) I did note with mildly passing interest that 15 (slightly over half) of the postings on #497 have absolutely nothing to do with Joni. Several of the rest make merely passing mention. That leads me to believe that part of the vibrancy of this community has at least as much to do with the concept that JM is not only an amazing artist/human being to ponder, pontificate about and deconstruct, but also a "perfect" excuse for people with something in common to (dare I say) digress into other topics ranging from politics to rap, to tattoos, to hippie days, to opera, to feelings/philosophies, to health, to "sluts"/not "sluts", to Woody or not to Woody: that is the question - lol etc.

That's fine with me (as it makes total sense). Those who congregate simply display (as most people in most situations do) their multi-dimensional personas, interests, feelings, fears, joys, concerns etc., and thus themselves to each other as the bonds of interest and friendship grow and flourish in a multitude of uncharted, unchartable directions - and I think that is cool. Thank you Joni (where ever you are) for providing (inadvertently or otherwise) this opportunity for complex people to communicate their varied thoughts and feelings, all because of a mutual love for an inspired, inspiring, complex artist!

And thanks to you Kate for gently expressing your concern, compliments and care. (Do you really know Joni personally?? Wow! Must be really, well, wonderful.) Just asking; some of your posts seem to indicate that.

Franklin
NP L.A. Cowboy - "The Brilliant Failure" Postscript: This artist is one of a few who have supplied in my adult life much of what "Blue" and "Tea for the Tillerman" did in my youth: See above for descriptive details of those life-enhancing, spirit-feeding, soul-comforting contributions.

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