I spent my early to mid childhood being absolutely terrified of ghosts!
Absolutely!  Ghosts and devils and demon dolls!  You name it!  My mom was a
great help in alleviating my fears.  She told me, "Don't be afraid of them
and they can't hurt you."  Thanks Mom.  A simple, "There's no such thing as
ghosts." Might have helped me not to sleep with my entire body under the
covers (except for the one foot for temperature regulation.  And no, I don't
know why I thought that foot was somehow immune to monster attack.).  

I also was cursed with two closets in my room.  Unbelievable!  I was afraid
on one much more than the other though.

I had serious problems with sleep walking and something like hypnogogic
hallucinations when I was very little.  Instead of having the classic sleep
paralysis induced panic, I would sleep walk and hallucinate while I
interacted with the waking world.  I used to freak my mom out.  I guess the
nightmares were like night terrors that just went on and on while I walked
around the house and played them out.

I was seriously traumatized for a very long time by some of those
experiences because I always remembered them very clearly, and still do with
several of the dreams.  

I don't know how I ended up talking about that.  Oh yeah, you said "ghosts."

I'm going to bed.  I don't sleep walk anymore.  I don't sleep eat or
anything else very interesting either.  I'm seriously glad.  Going to bed at
night used to be torture.  Imagine a small child's fear of bed time when she
knew, positively KNEW, that the bad things, whatever the hell they might be
that night, were waiting in the darkness under the bed, or the antique doll
in the rocking chair, or behind the slightly cracked closet door, or outside
the tree shadowed window, or under the floor boards, or just in my head...


Liz

-----Original Message-----
From: [email protected]
[mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of
ornamentalmind
Sent: Thursday, December 11, 2008 9:29 PM
To: Memphis Freethought Alliance
Subject: Re: How old were you when you stopped believing in the
supernatural?


"MFA members,
Just out interest, how old were you when you stopped believing in
gods, magic, Jesus, ghosts, an afterlife, etc.?"

Even though I may not be an official member, without quibbling about
your list above, I’d say I never held such beliefs. I was puzzled by
the god thing, and for a while was amazed by magic. The JC thing never
made sense to me. Oh, as a kid, I did look under the bed now and then
afraid of …whatever. So, in that sense, an undifferentiated fear could
be called one of ghosts I guess. Afterlife? Naaaa. At least not in the
more common ways that and the other beliefs manifest…

On Dec 11, 2:22 am, thevulgarone <[email protected]> wrote:
> MFA members,
>
> Just out interest, how old were you when you stopped believing in
> gods, magic, Jesus, ghosts, an afterlife, etc.?


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