And now:Ish <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> writes: From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Date: Tue, 1 Jun 1999 17:14:05 EDT Subject: Truth in South Africa Due to travel, we were unable to send out the May 21 & May 28 column in a timely mannner. Our apologies. RR & PG ------------------------------------------------ FROM UNIVERSAL PRESS SYNDICATE FOR RELEASE: WEEK OF MAY 28, 1999 COLUMN OF THE AMERICAS by Patrisia Gonzales and Roberto Rodriguez TRUTH IN THE NEW SOUTH AFRICA (This week's column is a first-person account by Patrisia Gonzales.) CAPE TOWN, South Africa -- Just for a moment, I stood locked inside the jail cell of Nelson Mandela, the place where he spent many of his 27 imprisoned years. I experienced the same screech of the lock, the same cold in the thick walls, the same weight of the door, and just for a moment, the truth of a place. No matter what his tormentors did to his body, they could not capture his spirit nor imprison truth. I was part of a delegation that explored the building of a new South Africa. I did a lot of praying in Mandela's cell and along the rocks and shells of Robben Island. I faced the ocean and prayed never to fear and never to walk away from change because the conditions for change do not yet exist. I prayed for young people fighting injustice and for suffering people as they search for the truth of their lives. In the new South Africa, ex-political prisoners give tours of the island. They have changed the meaning of this place and of their suffering. It's a place where they prevailed. The bus driver, an ex-political prisoner, tells of how comrades were tortured with rape and sodomy. It's truth-telling. His voice trembles, shaking out the honesty of the moment. "This will never happen again," says an African-American civil rights elder as we all silently watched the island disappear into the wash of the sunset. I wanted to understand the role of truth in restoring a country, where the call to heal the nation is written into the constitution. The Truth and Reconciliation Commission has accomplished more than any other around the world, despite an unrealistic mandate. How can reconciliation of hundreds of years of colonialism and 30 years of brutal apartheid be accomplished with limited time and resources? There were transformative moments where survivors forgave so that perpetrators might become human again, and others where people could not be legislated to forgive, heal or speak truth. And yet just to know what happened is healing, said one white South African we met, who experienced repression because he supported the black majority during apartheid. And what of injustice by omission, acts not taken that helped sustain apartheid? Where does one confess that? Needed is a deeper healing, a deeper knowing of the hurt that touched everyone's lives. "People are used to taking a lot of pain. What apartheid did, what colonialism did, was take away our belief that we were human," said Simanga Sithebe, who works in trauma healing. And there is the ongoing tension between peace-making and justice. "We compromised justice to achieve truth and on the basis of truth hope to rebuild South Africa," said Hugo van der Merwe at the Center for the Study of Violence and Reconciliation. Some mediators believe South Africa wasted the opportunity for reconciliation among blacks and whites. Others, such as Thabo Mbeki, who will likely be elected as the country's president on June 2, say real reconciliation cannot occur until there is democracy and economic justice. Laurie Nathan, at the Center for Conflict Resolution, spoke of truth and recognition: "The TRC managed not collective healing, but collective recognition of the past." And a former South African exile noted, "What matters now is what is done with the truth." People must be part of the process of truth to understand their country, writes Antjie Krog in "Country of My Skull" (Times Books, $27.50) -- something the United States has yet to experience in such an intentional way. Many believe truth-telling can construct a shared moral narrative to rebuild a country. It is a process in which victims, the survivors, write history. In keeping with the idea of "ubuntu" -- a communal humanism that says people are formed by their community and in relationship to others -- let's hope that South Africa, in its monumental task of rebuilding democracy, does not neglect the spiritual foundation of healing from structural violence. Archbishop Desmond Tutu calls Robben Island a place of reconciliation. There, I understood the reconciliation with myself that occurs before any reconciliation outside me. Some of us were so struck by Mandela's ability to forgive his jailers, to befriend them, to not dehumanize them as they had he, that we wrote letters of forgiveness. We offered them to the ocean, which swept them out to sea. More than forgiveness, I understood the power of releasing, the freedom in releasing my spirit from oppression's grip while still believing in the potential humanity of those who commit such wrongs. I understood that someday we can face truth together. COPYRIGHT 1999 UNIVERSAL PRESS SYNDICATE Gonzales & Rodriguez can be reached at PO BOX 7905, Albq NM 87194, 505-242-7282 or [EMAIL PROTECTED] Gonzales can be reached diectly at 505-248-0092 or [EMAIL PROTECTED] Reprinted under the fair use http://www4.law.cornell.edu/uscode/17/107.html doctrine of international copyright law. &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& Tsonkwadiyonrat (We are ONE Spirit) Unenh onhwa' Awayaton http://www.tdi.net/ishgooda/ &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&