kisses On Fri, Jun 26, 2020 at 1:27 AM Alan Sondheim <sondh...@panix.com> wrote:
> > > absolutely about death > > "if your goal is to live, you'll never know when you've lost; > if your goal is to die, you'll never know when you've won." > > http://www.alansondheim.org/return.jpg > http://www.alansondheim.org/returned.jpg > > Thu Jun 25 00:34:50 EDT 2020 the sso unutterable inconceivable > none. the dead lamp deadlamp is the sun would you know. > inconceivable molcular formations in a billion years. invisible > to everyone. i weep by the shores only now. now. now. Thu Jun 25 > 00:46:12 EDT 2020 Thu Jun 25 00:47:12 EDT 2020 > > Thu Jun 25 00:34:50 EDT 2020 > > falling apart. there are these odd spaces here, the blues. desire > dies when the body does. other bodies come close come close pick up > body carry it to them dissolves redbrown liquid clear fluid pastel. > Thu Jun 25 00:36:13 EDT 2020 chosen as if something has fallen. > there's nothing there, what falls is gravity. do you understand? > what falls is gravity. Thu Jun 25 00:36:56 EDT 2020 your posture > becomes you for a moment that you have always already forgotten. > bones and shards, red dust, murksex dried semen or blood pooled > somewhere a castle singson the plateaus, serrations. uncomfortable > as if no place to sit or stand or die. you ONLY WRYTE about death > when you're alive, she said. you don't even do that then when. Thu > Jun 25 00:38:55 EDT 2020 discomfort for a moment then i'm gone. > nothing remains. my last sight of you. you will move on, see other > things. i will see nothing. not even absence. i cannot imagine > this. sometimes i turn to him or her to say something whisper > speak. sometimes i collapse pray for death. not this half life. not > that half death something complete. then i think: to be alive is to > be completely. in and out top to bottom left to right south to > north. what more or less Thu Jun 25 00:40:51 EDT 2020 i cannot > write death when i have not experienced death. i cannot experience > death and return for welcome news. no news is sorrow news. no news > is always already gone, seeps inside of one like a virus telling > less than clock time. Thu Jun 25 00:42:00 EDT 2020 i cannot stand > this now, only later will you remember this. Thu Jun 25 00:42:15 > EDT 2020 > > my tears are soldered to my body Thu Jun 25 00:43:18 EDT 2020 > returned as gift for you. the now. no, the Thu Jun 25 00:44:51 EDT > 2020 now Thu Jun 25 00:47:19 EDT 2020 Thu Jun 25 00:47:19 EDT 2020 > > > +++ > +++ > +++ > +++ > +++ > +++ > > +++ > > > _______________________________________________ > NetBehaviour mailing list > NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org > https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour >
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