Yahrzeit the Movie https://youtu.be/vj2SbdUtD8k Video http://www.alansondheim.org/Yahrzeit.jpg So this is for Yahrzeit, this is Yahrzeit [correction]. [Yes and from "yard side."] Obviously this machine and the people behind this machine can't understand that Yahrzeit ["A yahrzeit candle, also spelled yahrtzeit candle or called a memorial candle, is a type of candle that is lit in memory of the dead in Judaism. This kind of candle, that burns up to 26 hours, is also lit on the eve of Yom Kippur or of the Holocaust Remembrance Day ceremony to burn through the entire occasion."] is a reference to a custom of lighting a candle to mourn the death, on the anniversary of the death, on the eve of Yom Kippur, and thus imminent. I would say immanent as well, as always with us. My relationship with the world has always been too messy too tawdry too upsetting too much at a loss with some moments of joy and happiness, that I felt the need to record over and over again this Yahrzeit candle that was lit. "Lit" is too abrupt, perhaps, and perhaps that was always lighting, always giving off, taking away, light. So this isn't an alter recognition that something would come through, a pressure within which back-and-forth time intersects with itself, dissolution, O obliteration. This is only a metaphor. We're bound to time and death. But this Yahrzeit is for us, for everyone, we are still still on the plane of the planets and we are talking and then later there will be time for other things after I'm gone as well and the gas air in fires and waters no longer allow any escape except for being human. Except for being. I hate having to speak this way with my back to the wall. It as if I can't face you. It's as if I can't face anything when I get up in the morning go outside walk down the street then try hard as I can to walk to California. I don't get very far. Sometimes I reach the end of the block. There will always be someone without a mask. I want to avoid that someone. I turn to the left to the right and eventually make my way back to the house. Azure comes with me we call this our daily walk. But is it more of that or is it more an attempt to cross an inconceivable ocean, body of water, somewhere and somewhere from which we come. The best way to watch a video here, Yahrzeit, is to run here and there, and you at the same time by which I mean the slow when someone slowly and the breathing or fumbling or stuttered sound and the image going back and forth exhausting itself. It is against itself. You can also just go through it bit by bit backwards and forwards or just look at the first image. That way you'll know everything there is to know about it. That way you'll know nothing about me. [There is nothing to know. It is a rocker.] _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
