peer, sleek, familiar song http://www.alansondheim.org/peer.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/sleek.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/familiarssongs.png it began and ended here, crashlanded yesterday, text disappeared in a flurry of keystrokes and exhaustive enterprise. i tried to retrieve it here and then there and it was useless, even the duplicate disappeared, files zz and yy, my mistake, perhaps deliberate: i gave too much away, too much of my life placed for your pleasure or pain, too much on record. so no, know not that time, not that knot again, that pane through which one sees nothing, seizes nothing on seas except endless horizons closing in and on the body of text, history, family, errors, even some events far worse, bringing horizons crashing down to emptiness and the exhaustion of consciousness. the songs are familiar, like warlocks or witches perhaps, we live with our familiars, coming to visit, coming and reproducing into streams of uncanny and poorly made reproductions of the real things which do not exist and have never existed. the peering as if there were site and sight, the sleek and barren hilltops congruent with any planet and its moons, the familiar intrusions - familiars again - onto the platforms of the screens we read and write across, but really ingest, swallow, pertain to, living and dying within their interiorities. no worlds but in worldings, no worldings but within and without the inconcivabilities of time having no stop and start, place having no here and there, hearing timing and placing as if we're full throttled into the non-existence of existence, let's say now, while we can, while we're hear, while i'm here, gossamer bridges, the gossamer of gossamer bridges, the fault and faults within our own fault and faults, the vaulting of the heavens, so literary you can almost forget the meaning of it all " Art-magicianis, and astrologgis, Rethoris, logicianis, and theologgis, Thame helpis no conclusionis sle: _Timor mortis conturbat me._ " - from William Dunbar, Lament for the Makaris, last line, "The fear of death troubles me." sle, "clever." ___ _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list NetBehaviour@lists.netbehaviour.org https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] peer, sleek, familiar song
Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour Sun, 05 Mar 2023 08:41:20 -0800