Hi - if I'm responding less, it's not because I'm not interested or sleeping or arrogant etc. - the long covid comes and goes and with it, my ability literally to function comes and goes. I have difficulty doing my own writing, difficulty with thinking, with remembering, and I don't want to give up doing anything. A lot of time my mind feels "blurred," and I'll fall back asleep almost randomly and wake the same way. I've not been travelling, I'll take small walks with Azure. I'm waiting for all of this to go away, so I can feel like a 'normal' human being, even if I might not act like one. There's no cure for this and I'm sick of saying "long covid" as if it's a thing - instead of a rough grouping of symptoms and internal damage. I'm waiting for "something good" to happen, to wake up refreshed and return to normalcy, and fear that might not occur. I try of course to keep my own work going at the least, I wouldn't be the same without it.

Things change day to day with this stuff, please bear with me so we can all worry about Trump and more important things,

If you're recieving this email by mistake, just ignore it and thanks -

love Alan
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