For the skeptics.

First of all track down this link and listen to Marwan Bishara. Of course 
listen to his analysis, but also watch his manner and the breathless quality 
of his mind and sense of hope and reflection on an historic interlude.

http://www.c-spanvideo.org/program/304501-1

Consider his metaphor of a flight, a thing beyond the rational check off 
list.

I've studied several periods of history trying to understand my own 
experiences roughly between 1960 at 17 and about 1972 when I was thirty and 
knew beyond a doubt it was over and more profoundly dead than I ever could 
imagine,yet somehow I carried something. Meanwhile between about 1968 to 
about 1979 I worked in various capacities within the Disability Rights 
movement here. By 1979 the informal social institutions of a civil rights 
movement were in place... I got another view of history. I had been very 
lucky to have lived these.

During the next 39 years without a shread of hope, I would occasionally 
start reading on some of my favorite periods, mostly motivated by art, those 
decades around the French Revolution and Weimar. So this History of Trotsky 
is another great find. It's okay if it is wrong headed or there were 
mistakes, or whatever. This isn't scholarly analysis. What is important is 
that Trotsky was living within the grip of history and its collective 
motions. It's literature in some deep sense.

Over on my other desk is Golo Mann's Reminiscences and Reflections, A Youth 
in Germany. At the beginning, GM was in boarding school and just getting out 
to go to university. By the end of Weimar and 1933 he was working his way 
through a PhD in history. His thesis adviser was Karl Jaspers. I've read 
some Jaspers, including the correspondence with Hannah Arendt. Jasper's is 
too heavy into the spiritual side, but then so were a lot of that 
generation.

Whatever GM thought would be the future was gone. These are really terrible 
things to live through. There are at the moment millions of people in this 
desparation. When and if they go radical and which direction, you never 
know.

I very dimmly remember in high school reading Thomas Payne's famous essay 
that begins, These are the times that try men's souls. I had no idea what he 
was talking about. It sounded like a meaningless pep speech. It does sound 
that way even now, but now I seem to have a much better grip on such a state 
of mind.

Another historical moment. In the early morning hours of October 14, 1806, 
Hegel collected his notes for the introduction to Phenomenology of Mind and 
was desparately trying to find carriage out Jenna. Napoleon's arm had 
arrived and opened the battle with cannonaid... When Hegel wrote about 
history, well he certainly had some sense of the ocean of events.

So, I am going back to Trotsky and see.

CG 

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