Bear - Malignant Histiocytosis

2003-03-14 Thread RJacq16804
Hi,

Here is how our visit went to the oncologist. It was a long day, especially waiting 
for the last pathology report but it needed to be done - Malignant Histiocytosis. I 
already knew in my heart that I would hear those words. All the symptoms - so quick 
-so fast!!!  It's just not right to lose my boy at the age of 5 who less than a 
week ago was running, barking and being a silly boy.

Talked to my vet and the oncologist and the treatment options (lack of) and decided to 
have my boy put down this morning.  I went by he vet last night and they gave me some 
medication so that he wouldn't be in pain last night. He had a good night - ate some 
dinner, went for a short walk, and laid in his favorite place with head on windowsill 
with window opened. Even barked like crazy when people walked by in front of the 
house. 

Going to have the vet draw some blood this morning and refrigerate it so that I can 
submit it for the Malignant Histiocytosis Research Project.  Pat Long is sending me 
the collection kit. Hopefully this study will be able to help our fight against 
Malignant Histiocytosis. PLEASE, PLEASE help Joye Neff with her current raffle (AKC 
CHF Malignant Histicytosis Fundraiser)- - http://www.overthefence.com/raffle/histio/

I will finish this e-mail later today. Right now I have about 2 1/2 hours left with my 
boy and want to cherish every minute with him. What a wonderful first Berner - he sold 
my heart to this breed.

Even though I only got to have Bear in my life for 5 short  years and if I had known 
that when I got him as a 7 week old puppy - I would not have changed a thing. 5 years 
with this sweetheart is worth everything to me. My children are having a hard time 
with the sudden illness to having to put him down all within a 6 day period. I have a 
hard time understanding so I can just imagine how hard this is for them. Some kids at 
school yesterday just said Oh, just get another dog. My daughter was shocked - our 
dogs are not just dogs - they are so tightly intertwined in this family - that it is 
like losing part of yourself. I just told her that some people don't give and receive 
love from their pet like we do!!

Will write more later - thanks so much for all the love and prayers that were sent our 
way. I will need them when I leave in a little while. 

Trying to be strong but oh so, so hard.

Renee Jacquier
Katy, TX 



RIP Bear - Malignant Histiocytosis.

2003-03-14 Thread jean cheesman
Hi Renee,

With great sadness have lit more candles tonight at Longlease for Bear!

This is the most awful of diseases but thank you for being so brave and
caring and going through with the blood test at this awful time for you!

When  you feel ready, please let me have some pics of Bear and will make him
a special Tribute Page on Histio Roll Call, sadly this Site is growing too
fast!

PLEASE, PLEASE help Joye Neff with her current raffle (AKC CHF Malignant
Histicytosis Fundraiser)- - http://www.overthefence.com/raffle/histio/

Bless you, Renee, for caring so much about others, this is a SHOUT that
needs to be heard!

Bless you beloved Bear! May your passing be gentle and know you have so many
friends waiting for you at the Bridge, too many friends!

In memory of you all, we will work to find the answer to this awful disease!

All Love,

Jean, Sunny, Sim, Barney and the Gang
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