Re: [FairfieldLife] "My Dome Rejection" From Shiva Ma Ryan
Dear Jeanne, I think that, if your e-mail is for dr. Hagelin, then you should send an e-mail to him, and not to Fairfield Life group. Otherwise, it is not a letter, but an open letter, and that is a big difference. So, something is not clear in the way you send your e-mail, and now you send also a second e-mail in the same unclear way. I would suggest to you that, if you really want just to send e-mail to dr. Hagelin, with no other intentions, you just simply send
an e-mail to him, and not to whole group. That would be much more clear, honest, better and more nice. Greetings Jai Guru Devdhamiltony2k5 yahoo.com> wrote: FWD:From Shiva Ma Ryan, "My Dome Rejection"Please share this letter I wrote to John Hagelin with anyone you thinkmay benefit from it.All Love,Shiva MaMy Dome rejectionShiva Ma Ryan to John HagelinAug 2 (5 days ago)Dear John,I was told to e-mail you if I had any trouble getting accepted at thedome. Hence this letter to you, because I have been faced with one ofthe most difficult choices of my life. John will you PLEASE share thisletter with Maharishi, as I want Him to know "THE REAL TRUTH" aboutwhat has happened in Fairfield.
Please read everything I have writtenin this e-mail John, I have tried to be as honest and as "TRUTHFUL" asI can. I also have suggestions at the end of this e-mail, that maybenefit EVERYONE!When I applied for the course, I was told I would need more time to beprocessed. I knew I probably would not get an immediate acceptance,because a few years ago I applied and was asked if I practiced anytechniques other than Maharishi's. I went to India with a GREAT saintfrom Asam, India, Shree Maa, in 1999, and I told the man questioningme "I had experienced EVERYTHING that India had to offer, and thatwhat I learned in private, I kept private. I had asked the question toover 600 people that I initiated, back in the seventies: "Everythingwe learn in private, we keep private. Do you agree?" This answerseemed the most truthful and appropriate to me, yet I was notaccepted then for the dome.This past Saturday
July 29th, I was encouraged by my sister andbrother-in law and several friends at a birthday party, that I shouldapply now for the dome, because they were accepting EVERYONE!Regardless of past associations with saints or other techniques, I wastold EVERYONE was WELCOME BACK!!! The words "All sins would beforgiven" were used. Those words deeply pinched my heart. I have neverconsidered spending time with Fully Awakened Divine Beings a sin. Ihave been incredibly fortunate to travel with many saints over thelast twelve years. Each ONE I always experienced as MAHARISHI. EachONE, that I was BLESSED by, deepened my INCREDIBLE LOVE, RESPECT andETERNAL GRATITUDE to Maharishi for all that He had given me in thepast. Maharishi was my FIRST GURU!!! Yet Maharishi becameinaccessible to me. The last time I saw Him was at The 7000 Course in1983. My heart was longing for him, So I felt that one by one Hestarted sending
different saints to BLESS ME!!! Over the years, Ihave received the GRACE and BLESSINGS from over 15 different saintsthat have visited Fairfield since 1997. In 1994 my first GREATBLESSING was from MOTHER MEERA, in Germany. She changed my lifeforever... I have had the GREAT fortune of traveling with many ofthese DIVINE BEINGS. I am so GRATEFUL for the Love and Grace I havebeen given from these PURE DIVINE MANIFESTATIONS of Gods andGoddess's.I want to offer my HUMBLEST GRATITUDE to Maharishi for alwaysremaining in my HEART of HEARTS, since November 19, 1971. I will be inHIS ETERNAL DEBT for the GRACE HE SHOWERED upon me over and over againthroughout all these years. JAI GURU DEV MAHARISHI! I LOVE YOU SOMUCH.At the course office, Jeff Cohen was so sweet and kind to me on thephone, going over the guidelines for acceptance for the course.However the words he used when telling me what I needed to do,
to getmy badge, still penetrate me like millions of daggers in my HEART. Ihave not been able to shake them. {Please ask Maharishi to help mewith this.} He said I would be able to get my badge if: "I SEVEREDany connection I had with any saints and SEVERED the use of anytechniques that they had taught me, and that I would NEVER establish aconnection with them again or practice any other techniques other thanMaharishi's, EVER AGAIN. And that I had to put all of this in writing,promising that I would do this. For GOD'S SAKE, How in the name ofWHOLENESS! ONENESS! DIVINITY! and SELF REALIZATION! could I promisethat My SOUL WOULD NEVER ALLOW THATI could have lied and said anything that Jeff wanted to hear, got mybadge, and no one would have known. THAT IS NOT ME, THAT IS NOT HOW IREPRESENT TRUTH AND DIVINITY. I DO NOT, AND I WILL NOT, EVER LIE toachieve a small gain in the present, who would I be
lying to ONLYMY SELFWhen Jeff was explaing to me how Maharishi said that one should notcross the river in two boats, it causes
Re: [FairfieldLife] "My Dome Rejection" From Shiva Ma Ryan
Dear Jeanne, I think that, if your e-mail is for dr. Hagelin, then you should send an e-mail to him, and not to Fairfield Life group. Otherwise, it is not a letter, but an open letter, and that is a big difference. So, something is not clear in the way you send your e-mail, and now you send also a second e-mail in the same unclear way. I would suggest to you that, if you really want just to send e-mail to dr. Hagelin, with no other intentions, you just simply send an e-mail to him, and not to whole group. That would be much more clear, honest, better and more nice. Greetings Jai Guru Devdhamiltony2k5 <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: FWD:From Shiva Ma Ryan, "My Dome Rejection"Please share this letter I wrote to John Hagelin with anyone you thinkmay benefit from it.All Love,Shiva MaMy Dome rejectionShiva Ma Ryan to John HagelinAug 2 (5 days ago)Dear John,I was told to e-mail you if I had any trouble getting accepted at thedome. Hence this letter to you, because I have been faced with one ofthe most difficult choices of my life. John will you PLEASE share thisletter with Maharishi, as I want Him to know "THE REAL TRUTH" aboutwhat has happened in Fairfield. Please read everything I have writtenin this e-mail John, I have tried to be as honest and as "TRUTHFUL" asI can. I also have suggestions at the
end of this e-mail, that maybenefit EVERYONE!When I applied for the course, I was told I would need more time to beprocessed. I knew I probably would not get an immediate acceptance,because a few years ago I applied and was asked if I practiced anytechniques other than Maharishi's. I went to India with a GREAT saintfrom Asam, India, Shree Maa, in 1999, and I told the man questioningme "I had experienced EVERYTHING that India had to offer, and thatwhat I learned in private, I kept private. I had asked the question toover 600 people that I initiated, back in the seventies: "Everythingwe learn in private, we keep private. Do you agree?" This answerseemed the most truthful and appropriate to me, yet I was notaccepted then for the dome.This past Saturday July 29th, I was encouraged by my sister andbrother-in law and several friends at a birthday party, that I shouldapply now for the dome, because they
were accepting EVERYONE!Regardless of past associations with saints or other techniques, I wastold EVERYONE was WELCOME BACK!!! The words "All sins would beforgiven" were used. Those words deeply pinched my heart. I have neverconsidered spending time with Fully Awakened Divine Beings a sin. Ihave been incredibly fortunate to travel with many saints over thelast twelve years. Each ONE I always experienced as MAHARISHI. EachONE, that I was BLESSED by, deepened my INCREDIBLE LOVE, RESPECT andETERNAL GRATITUDE to Maharishi for all that He had given me in thepast. Maharishi was my FIRST GURU!!! Yet Maharishi becameinaccessible to me. The last time I saw Him was at The 7000 Course in1983. My heart was longing for him, So I felt that one by one Hestarted sending different saints to BLESS ME!!! Over the years, Ihave received the GRACE and BLESSINGS from over 15 different saintsthat have visited Fairfield since 1997.
In 1994 my first GREATBLESSING was from MOTHER MEERA, in Germany. She changed my lifeforever... I have had the GREAT fortune of traveling with many ofthese DIVINE BEINGS. I am so GRATEFUL for the Love and Grace I havebeen given from these PURE DIVINE MANIFESTATIONS of Gods andGoddess's.I want to offer my HUMBLEST GRATITUDE to Maharishi for alwaysremaining in my HEART of HEARTS, since November 19, 1971. I will be inHIS ETERNAL DEBT for the GRACE HE SHOWERED upon me over and over againthroughout all these years. JAI GURU DEV MAHARISHI! I LOVE YOU SOMUCH.At the course office, Jeff Cohen was so sweet and kind to me on thephone, going over the guidelines for acceptance for the course.However the words he used when telling me what I needed to do, to getmy badge, still penetrate me like millions of daggers in my HEART. Ihave not been able to shake them. {Please ask Maharishi to help mewith this.}
He said I would be able to get my badge if: "I SEVEREDany connection I had with any saints and SEVERED the use of anytechniques that they had taught me, and that I would NEVER establish aconnection with them again or practice any other techniques other thanMaharishi's, EVER AGAIN. And that I had to put all of this in writing,promising that I would do this. For GOD'S SAKE, How in the name ofWHOLENESS! ONENESS! DIVINITY! and SELF REALIZATION! could I promisethat My SOUL WOULD NEVER ALLOW THATI could have lied and said anything that Jeff wanted to hear, got mybadge, and no one would have known. THAT IS NOT ME, THAT IS NOT HOW IREPRESENT TRUTH AND DIVINITY. I DO NOT, AND I WILL NOT, EVER LIE toachieve a small gain in the present, who would I be lying to ONLYMY SELFWhen Jeff was explaing to me how Maharishi said that one should notcross the river in two boats, it causes confusion. I
told him: "
Re: [FairfieldLife] "My Dome Rejection" From Shiva Ma Ryan
This is really wonderful, in one great cosmic sense.
Horrible for the ego though! The demons and the devas
are churning the cosmic ocean to bring forth soma.
What a crazy gift MMY/Shree Ma are giving her. What is
she to do? I don't have a clue. But all kinds of gifts
come from that cosmic ocean. But first her mind has to
come to a full stop. No defense of any position. She
needs to surrender to the Divine in all its crazy form
so only the pure intent of her bhakti is left.
--- dhamiltony2k5 <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> FWD:From Shiva Ma Ryan, "My Dome Rejection"
> Please share this letter I wrote to John Hagelin
> with anyone you
> think
> may benefit from it.
> All Love,
> Shiva Ma
>
> My Dome rejection
>
> Shiva Ma Ryan to John Hagelin
>
> Aug 2 (5 days ago)
>
> Dear John,
> I was told to e-mail you if I had any trouble
> getting accepted at the
> dome. Hence this letter to you, because I have been
> faced with one of
> the most difficult choices of my life. John will you
> PLEASE share
> this
> letter with Maharishi, as I want Him to know "THE
> REAL TRUTH" about
> what has happened in Fairfield. Please read
> everything I have written
> in this e-mail John, I have tried to be as honest
> and as "TRUTHFUL"
> as
> I can. I also have suggestions at the end of this
> e-mail, that may
> benefit EVERYONE!
>
> When I applied for the course, I was told I would
> need more time to
> be
> processed. I knew I probably would not get an
> immediate acceptance,
> because a few years ago I applied and was asked if I
> practiced any
> techniques other than Maharishi's. I went to India
> with a GREAT saint
> from Asam, India, Shree Maa, in 1999, and I told the
> man questioning
> me "I had experienced EVERYTHING that India had to
> offer, and that
> what I learned in private, I kept private. I had
> asked the question
> to
> over 600 people that I initiated, back in the
> seventies: "Everything
> we learn in private, we keep private. Do you agree?"
> This answer
> seemed the most truthful and appropriate to me, yet
> I was not
> accepted then for the dome.
>
> This past Saturday July 29th, I was encouraged by my
> sister and
> brother-in law and several friends at a birthday
> party, that I should
> apply now for the dome, because they were accepting
> EVERYONE!
> Regardless of past associations with saints or other
> techniques, I
> was
> told EVERYONE was WELCOME BACK!!! The words "All
> sins would be
> forgiven" were used. Those words deeply pinched my
> heart. I have
> never
> considered spending time with Fully Awakened Divine
> Beings a sin. I
> have been incredibly fortunate to travel with many
> saints over the
> last twelve years. Each ONE I always experienced as
> MAHARISHI. Each
> ONE, that I was BLESSED by, deepened my INCREDIBLE
> LOVE, RESPECT and
> ETERNAL GRATITUDE to Maharishi for all that He had
> given me in the
> past. Maharishi was my FIRST GURU!!! Yet Maharishi
> became
> inaccessible to me. The last time I saw Him was at
> The 7000 Course in
> 1983. My heart was longing for him, So I felt that
> one by one He
> started sending different saints to BLESS ME!!!
> Over the years, I
> have received the GRACE and BLESSINGS from over 15
> different saints
> that have visited Fairfield since 1997. In 1994 my
> first GREAT
> BLESSING was from MOTHER MEERA, in Germany. She
> changed my life
> forever... I have had the GREAT fortune of traveling
> with many of
> these DIVINE BEINGS. I am so GRATEFUL for the Love
> and Grace I have
> been given from these PURE DIVINE MANIFESTATIONS of
> Gods and
> Goddess's.
>
> I want to offer my HUMBLEST GRATITUDE to Maharishi
> for always
> remaining in my HEART of HEARTS, since November 19,
> 1971. I will be
> in
> HIS ETERNAL DEBT for the GRACE HE SHOWERED upon me
> over and over
> again
> throughout all these years. JAI GURU DEV MAHARISHI!
> I LOVE YOU SO
> MUCH.
>
> At the course office, Jeff Cohen was so sweet and
> kind to me on the
> phone, going over the guidelines for acceptance for
> the course.
> However the words he used when telling me what I
> needed to do, to get
> my badge, still penetrate me like millions of
> daggers in my HEART. I
> have not been able to shake them. {Please ask
> Maharishi to help me
> with this.} He said I would be able to get my badge
> if: "I SEVERED
> any connection I had with any saints and SEVERED the
> use of any
> techniques that they had taught me, and that I would
> NEVER establish
> a
> connection with them again or practice any other
> techniques other
> than
> Maharishi's, EVER AGAIN. And that I had to put all
> of this in
> writing,
> promising that I would do this. For GOD'S SAKE, How
> in the name of
> WHOLENESS! ONENESS! DIVINITY! and SELF REALIZATION!
> could I promise
> that My SOUL WOULD NEVER ALLOW THAT
> I could have lied and said anything that Jeff wanted
> to hear, got my
> badge, and no one would have known. THAT IS NOT ME,
> THAT IS NOT HOW I
> REPRESENT TRU
